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 Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:20 pm
"I can't.." He said, his modd swinging again, his voice a hushed whisper.. "He's a part of me.. he.. he made me.." He began shakily, perhaps for the first time showing true, unbridles fear in his face and eyes. "I can't tell anyone.. not.. nto when.. that could be me some day.."
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:22 pm
Ike couldn't help but laugh.
"You may not have control over your memories," he said, "but you certainly have control over that jerk. I don't think you'd ever give in to...mass...genocide."
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:25 pm
The laugher drove Deimos once again over the edge from fear into anger and he slammed his fist into the wood, having it splinter and crack under him. "Damn it Ike. That's the problem.. I don't have control.." He said.. "********.." He said, using that cussword for the first time, though he'd heard it before, he knew it was harsh, it jsut seemed appropriate. "I.. damn.." He started, his eyes traveling to where he had dented the ship and he dug his head into his hands, repeating the word again..
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:27 pm
"Then learn to get control," Ike's eyes narrowed, "A captain can't wanna light his crew on fire."
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:32 pm
"I thought I did.. but he broke free during flight training. He just took over when he saw Lenore..." He took in a gulp. "I couldn't stop him at all.. I locked him away, or tried to. but now I'm.. seeing these things.." It showed very clearly now, in the way he sat, the way he just gazed at the ground fighting to stay awake.. Deimos was terrfied..
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:34 pm
"We're still kids. There's plenty of time to get stronger," Ike tried to explain, "You could...get control when you get older...and...the memories..." The boy trailed off. He really hadn't the slightest idea about controlling the memories.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:37 pm
Deimos sighed.. Ike didn't know either.. "When he's there, he bothers me.. when he's not.. there's this..." He said and his eyes went through the bars of the railing to the cool waters, before he looked away.. He'd never learned to swim...
"I'm dangerous now.. I was lucky.. last time.." He found himself feeling almost dirty for saying that, but it was true. "Erebus had complete control.. I barely knew what was going on.. He.. He could have hurt Lenore if he had wanted too.."
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:40 pm
Great. Now Dei sounded psychotic.
"I won't be able to help," Ike said simply.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:48 pm
He quite possibly was psychotic. He wouldn't put it past himself, certainly.. Deimos mind raced, his thoughts interrupted by flases, like subliminal messages, of death and destruction. He could try to..blood.. no he could possibly.. kill.. what about sleeping.. murder..
He burried his face in his hands again before he spoke, lifting his head, forcing his voice to stay solid, unshaking. "what's a dreamcatcher..." he asked, desperation leaking into his voice..
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:50 pm
"Erm..." Ike knotted his brow, trying to think, "It's a magical thing, I think. String on a frame with beads and feathers. it's supposed to keep the bad dreams away at night. I dunno if they work. Dezzy has one."
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:57 pm
Deimos nodded as he spoke, though it was possibly because his eyes were lulling and he kept fighting to be awake. "I.. I'll ask.." He muttered, when sleep caugh hold of him and his head olled onto the railing, his eyebrow wings furred as dreams bombarded him.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 8:00 pm
Ike sighed and smiled slightly. At least he was getting sleep. The squirrel boy waved to his unconscious brother as he began making his way off the boat. He'd go tell someone that Dei was asleep, just in case.
But that was all he was going to tell.
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