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 Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 6:41 pm
Isaac blinks and rushes after him, seeing him wobbling. He catches him in the bathroom, even though Akio had caught himself, he needed extra support. He slings his arms around Akio's waist and pull the boys arm over his shoulders. He takes a few slow breaths, "Gosh.... Please don't scare me like that.... You know you're weak, so don't be a martyr..." The last part is in a warm tone and he smiles to Akio, until he sees the boy's face. He immediately pulls him over to sit down on the toilet seat (the top one, duh, that would be weird) and then kneels down infront of him, his hands on Akio's knees to hold him down. He couldn't see the tear that Akio had swept away earlier, but he sure as hell could see the redness of his eyes and cheeks, the glaze that made his pink orbs shiny. He suddenly looked like the beginnings of some emotional wreck. Isaac takes a deep breath, staring up at Akio' eyes stubbornly, "No.... You aren't escaping this easily... Last time you didn't talk to me you got really hurt, I'm not letting you take off and ignore me on some subconsciously masochistic emotional rampage..." His voice softens now between warmth and sorrow as he grips Akio's hands in his own. He says soothingly, "Please tell me whats happening..." His eyes become glossy and reflective with tears that are never shed, "Because I don't want to keep hurting you.... Please..." He begs softly, not knowing what to do anymore. If Akio shrugged him off this time, what would happen to him. He knew Akio wasn't fragile, that he could take care of himself, but he didn't want to rely on this. There was something deeper troubling him. Totally not thinking about it, he pulls Akio's hand to his lips, one soft kiss before saying gently, "I don't want to hurt you anymore..."
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 6:43 pm
((Mie!!! You're on!!!! *hugs* I missed you, you were gone al last nigth and most of today atleast until I went off to work.... Hey!!!! I got the arty thingy to finally work *tackles* You are my hero, love. Its hard to imagine how people like us have good artwork but bad handwriting, lol))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 6:52 pm
((Yup. =3 I'm doing homework and Gaia. I'd send you the webpage I'm on (it's really interesting) but you prolly already know it and it'd distract you from the RP. Sorry about not being on. I went on a reading rampage. =o One book per day and each one was about 500 pages. >.>;; And I went skating today because the rink was open! =3 whee heart Actually, that was my most craptacular work ever. >.>;; Like horrible. It's also that writing on the compy is hard. But I do have horrid handwriting. D= ))
Akio tried to loosen Isaac's grips on his wrists and rubbed at his eyes, which only pulled Isaac a little forward. A few more tears trickled down his cheeks and he hid his eyes in his hands, but made no attempt to cover his tears. His shoulders and back shook with his silent sobs and he took a deep breath. "Y-you're avo-voiding m-me.... aren't y-you?" He couldn't stop the stammer. As the sobs heaved in and out, it was very difficult to speak normally. Akio blinked, but didn't lower his hands when Isaac kissed his left. But he stopped crying and he supposed this was the point.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:08 pm
((lol, I had nothing to do yesterday, so I gues it seemed longer than it really was. I have to read a lot too, its horrible.... I'm reading Catch 22 right now, which is a really hilariously amazing book, btu I can't enjoy it cuz I have to have it read really really soon. And don't worry, your skills far surpass anything I could ever create with a mouse. My compy hates me anyways, oh well...))
Isaac blinks slightly, surprised. Avoiding him?.... He suddenly knew now why he would be upset. He sighs softly, looking away for a moment, guilt crashing over him hard and he almost struggles to stay balanced. Akio was sobbing. Actually sobbing... He didn't know that his actions could ever impact anyone that way. Most people didn't really care what Isaac did, as long as he stayed out of their way. But Akio WAS different, and thats why it mattered so much to make everything all right for him. But there were other reasons too.... He gently, yet firmly, tugs Akio's wrists and hands away from his face and whispers, "I'm sorry..... You're right... I was avoiding you, and it was wrong of me.... But do you know why?" He pauses for emphasis (hell yah) and stares straight up into Akio's eyes, his own blue orbs threatening to melt in pain. He whispers through his teeth, "Because you make me... feel... things that... I don't know how to deal with.... But I'm really sorry.... Sometimes it.... scares me.... that I feel so much for someone... I just met... But please don't think that means that I want to put any lasting distance between the two of us.... Yeah, sometimes it scares me, but I really like it at the same time...." He sighs, words failing him. He didn't want to say anything more, he wasn't sure of anything more. All he knew was the fluttering in his chest when Akio was near. His face is turning bright red and he looks down and away from Akio's face for a moment before looking back up. He says sadly, "Please don't cry..." He reaches up and wipes away some of the tears from the boy's face, gentle and almost shakey, as if scared he might break him like glass.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:17 pm
((Yay!! THe moment is comming! whee It's just sooo cute! heart ))
Akio looked up at Isaac and could tell he was struggling. There was something behind those eyes... some inner pain. Akio didn't understand it and it kind of frightened him, but Isaac was his first real friend and... he didn't want to shrink back from that. Or make it look like he wasn't trying. Or something. His breaths steadied a bit as his tears dried and he frowned a little, a slight pout in his lips and a little wrickling of his forehead, but other than that he didn't show any sings of confusion. Akio blushed and tried to look down, but that gaze held him and he was mezmerized. He never looked into someone's eyes like this before... not for so long. Akio reached up without thinking and lightly touched Isaac's dark hand (the one that's on Akio's face) with his pale one. "I won't cry," he said stubbornly, meeting Isaac's gaze. He was now determined. He musn't cry. Or show pain. It would only hurt Isaac and that was bad.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:26 pm
((Guess whom? xD <3333333))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:28 pm
((<333333 Hmm, I dunno. =o Whom?))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:29 pm
((I'll give you a hint: I'm not quite sitting next to you. xD))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:30 pm
((Erm...? @_@ THis makes it all very difficult. THe compy? My smoothie-like-substance? My boredome?))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:31 pm
((Ding ding ding! I am your boredome/you! xDDDDDD <333333333333333))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:31 pm
((I love you... me... thing... blah. D=))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:33 pm
((Ookie... I'm gonna stop now... this is bad for the thready. D= Mr. Lacklusterwhateveryournameis, where are yooooooou?))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:34 pm
((I should delete all these posts. D= My evil twin *coughcough* ninja is very hyper tonight.))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:36 pm
((But I'm feeling lazy right now. So later. =3 heart ))
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 7:40 pm
((But H-chan says deleting posts is bad... D= SO I'll just stop thinking my types... I mean typing my thinks... thoughts, whatever. D=))
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