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 Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:45 am
"I love you too," Arlen said, reaching up to stroke her cheek. "And I want to help this time. No more fighting Xaldin on your own."
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:48 am
"I don't remember being a girl." he answered, not relinquishing his hold. "I lost my gender with my name. I'm not uncomfortable. I don't want you to be as alone and sad as I am most of the time... I will help you, whatever you need. I will help you stay strong as best I can."
"I wasn't on my own last time." Lily answered, pouting a little. "Jad was there, and he did most of the work. But I won't do anything without you this time, I promise."
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:51 am
Uakai hesatated.. then sunk into the embrace it was vincent.. just not in mind
"Thank you..thank you so much.." she shiwpered quietly her head falling more heavly on his chest
"W. will you sleep with me? please? I dont' mean sex just.. in.. in the bed?" she asked.. she sounded vunerable. it had taken quite a bit of energy and time to get that box back.. and alot of paint o put those memories away. And now this.. she was.. drained.. completely and totally.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:51 am
"Well I wasn't there last time," Arlen said giving her a squeeze. "And I had trouble forgiving myself for that.'
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:54 am
"Yes." he answered quietly, still stroking her back. "I will do that." He gave a small, pained smile and kissed her forehead. "Just tell me when you want to lay down and we can go."
Lily nodded, then nuzzled his neck. "I know. Though really, I think you need to stop being so hard on yourself all the time." Then, mostly to get his mind off of any depressing memories that might bring up, she nipped his neck lightly.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:57 am
"And you need to take it easier than you do," Arlen said, shivering as she nipped him.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 12:57 am
Ukaia shivered lightly And then thought about the room. The sheets needed to be changed and the bed re made and he needed a shower. She looked up slowly
"Thank you.. You need a shower though " she said with an attempt at a smile. the mask having slid away for now.
"I'llchange the sheets and re make the bed if you don't mind. Thos were.. very sharp memories i had to put away to make it back" she added giving a sheapish smile.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:00 am
"Maybe." Lily admitted, kissing a path down his jaw before she pulled back. "I'll work on mine if you work on yours." she bargained, grinning.
"A shower. Okay." he nodded and kissed her forehead again before he let her go, taking her hand instead. "And... sharp?" he blinked as he gently led her out of the kitchen and to the stairs.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:04 am
Uncocniously ukaia kind of hid herself from the others.. she di't have the energy to pull the mask back up
"Sharp.. I have.. something of a black box.. it .. holds my worst emeories it got broken" she said very quietly. Lily might hear.. but she might be busy with Arlen also
"It hurt.. to put it back together.. and to put the memories back in there place.. sharp is the only way i can describe it." she said and looked at her own free hand
"If my physical self had done it.. iwoudl still be bleeding.. my fingers sliced to te bone.. they hurt.. i can't handel them" she said to him as she held onto his arma bit and shivered again. The thought of doing everything just made her want to go into an empty room insted.. but she woudlnt'.. she coudl press on a bit longer..
"Vincent... i'm sorry vincent... " She thought to herself
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:05 am
"Sounds like a deal," Arlen said, kissing Lily on the lips. "Do you want something to eat?"
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:08 am
He had nothing to say to that, and so he simply squeezed her hand tightly. Then he led her carefully upstairs and to the room, giving her another kiss on the forehead before he left her, going to the shower.
Lily's ears did twitch to Ukaia and Bob-Vincent, but Arlen's question distracted her. Vigorously, she shook her head, looking mildly disgusted by the thought. "I am so not hungry right now... I don't think I ever want to eat again."
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:10 am
She let him lead her and then sighed when they got ot the room. She coudl smell his scent on everything really It overwhlemd her own right now
"THanks.. " she said agian and went to the bed
"His clothing is all in there" shepointed with her tail
"THe towels are in the bathroom on the top shelf.. shampoo ins arledy in the shower.. I'll have this ready when you're done" she added quietly
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:12 am
"I'm not surprised," Arlen said, watching Ukaia and V? go up with worry. "She's not a kid anymore is she?" he asked.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:14 am
"We can sleep somewhere else if you want." he offered, then ducked into the bathroom, leaving her to think it over. He got into the shower and turned the water on, the temperature almost scalding as he relaxed under the spray.
Lily looked as well, then bit her lower lip. "Somehow... I don't think so." she whispered, eyes downcast. "I wish I could have done something... anything..."
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2007 1:16 am
Uakia began pulling the sheets off. It seemed very difficult for her as she pulled.. she got one coronor.. then the other..
she sat down ont he bed.. the shets inher lap her hands fisted in the cloth. Siletn tears began to fall. She felt.. so stupid. Coudlnt' she keep herself from crying for 10 minuits. Honestly. She bowed her head
Coudn't she have done something.. anything.. to help him.
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