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Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2005 8:05 pm
*He tilted his head* You get lonely? *He looked around, noticing how night had set upon the forest and gave it a rather silent atmosphere* Oh.... I understand. *Than turned his look back to Kai and smiled a little* Silly or not, if you feel lonely then you feel lonely ^^ I'd be glad to stop by a little more often though. *He turned back to the forest* It gets just as dark and quiet at the citadel too. There's not much of anyone there I can relate too.....
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Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2005 8:12 pm
*kaiori blows on her finger and a small light glows off of it* I want to say I'm sorry again...for attacking your home... I don't know why I got so angry....I was horrible and screwed up everything..I'm sorry*she blushes slightly and closes her eyes*
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Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2005 8:20 pm
*Than sighed and turned to Kaiori* It's all right. You were justified in wanting revenge... I see that now. *He leaned over and hugged Kai tightly* Besides..... I suppose it turned out a learning experience for me too... I was wrong.... *He sighed*
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 4:22 pm
*kaiori slowly lifts her arms and returns his hug* ...but nothing comes from revenge.. I just...I just didn't want to be afraid anymore ! I wanted to show myself there wasn't anything to be afraid of....
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 4:44 pm
*He still kept the hug going, his head over Kai's shoulder* Maybe..... but what's done is done Kaiori-san. At least you know that now. *His eye closed* I didn't think there was anything left to fear in that citadel...... but Otosan hasn't changed at all. You've shown me that..... I'm just sorry that I didn't realize it until you got hurt.....
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:08 pm
*kaiori smiles softly* it's alright... he's your father...and you trusted him..which is normal..but some fathers.. shouldn't be trusted
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:15 pm
Hai. I guess I can see that now.... *he lowers his head a bit, letting out an exasperated breath* chikuso...... I thought I was past this dilemma...... but it was probably Otosan's plan to delude me of that as well. *Than lets go of Kai and just falls back on the ground* ~_~ hnn.....
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:20 pm
*kaiori sits on a large rock and pulls one leg up, she sets her chin on her knee and sighs softly*.. just be glad that you don't "need" him...
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:29 pm
*He forces a light smile* At least I hope not. Still.... he knows more about me than I do. I still don't know what to do...... or where I'm going.... *He opened his eye and tilted his head back, to look straight up at the sky*.... I just know that getting you out of that place and everything else I did felt like it was the right thing to do....... course, I don't know how much I cn trust that judgment.
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:38 pm
but does that stuff really matter ?... *she smiles and looks up* I've seen people forget themselves but grow into something much more then they ever were before
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:48 pm
In a way it does, and in another way it doesn't...... I'm just afraid of something I don't know about myself coming back to get me later I guess. *He thought for a moment about what Kaiori says*...... I'm glad that they can do that. But...... I can't forget..... not of my own will. I might as well die if I let that happen.... *He went silent after his answer for a moment* I hurts a lot to remember some things..... but I wouldn't be able to call myself Thanatos if that happened.........
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 5:59 pm
*kaiori smiles sadly* I think...I think I would rather just forget... memories...just get in the way of who you really are...they make things..difficult..
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 6:09 pm
*Than turned his head and looked at her for a moment*.... *Finally he lets out a quick breath* I can't blame you I guess..... and I can at least somewhat understand. True..... I guess memories can and will make a person suffer.... *He blinked a bit then sat up rather quickly, just thinking of something*.... hmm......
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 6:13 pm
huh ? *kaiori looks up at him and blinks* what is it ?
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 6:17 pm
*Than blinked again, then smiled a little nervously* It's.... just odd, and it just struck me as such. You're one of my best friends in the world, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I just found it odd.... that I really don't know all that much about you, not as much as you know about me at least... *He blushed a little* wow I'm slow.....
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