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 Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:05 am
Trashed White Nyika Trashed White nuh stabbing yus hugging *huuuugs* heart heart heart *hugsabillionmoretimes* now a little bit better X a billion = much better? i hope sos surprised
Meer :: Meeh..I feel like s**t...I have been doing so for a long time..not being able to be happy with myself...I train so hard and barely eat anything to try and lose some weight..does not wanna work and it does not make me happier...my b/f just called me...he was either gonna see me or one of his friends he did not see for a long time...he noticed something was wrong..and wanted to talk to me so he would know what is wrong...but I did not wanna spoil his evening with his friend....so I told him I was okay..and he kept on asking me...but I knew that if i'd tell him..I would just cry.....cos I hate myself for feeling like s**t all the time ._. So I did not tell him..and I know he will ask again tomorrow...and I cannot lie to him when I see him...on the phone is already extremely tough..or..well denying is tough... sad
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:08 am
Meerkatje LilyDragon Yeah.. the hormones will up my estrogen levels, and if I decide to get them, I can take anti-androgens that will make my testosteron levels go down, but I think my testosterone is already pretty low. The estrogen will basically cause my body to go through a sort of second puberty.. body fat will redistribute, some body and facial structure will change.. breasts will grow.. body hair will become finer, and my hair on my head will become thicker. I'm really looking forward to all this. eek Woa surprised Man, I'll have to admit, somehow, you're very brave 3nodding heart Thankies.. I'm just doing this so I can be myself and be happy. 3nodding It's a lot to go through, and I've still got to deal with my family and all that, but I won't let anything stop me. Trashy: I'm not so worried about it, really. whee If I did have sex, maybe I could wear a strap-on over it. xd
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:08 am
linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before.
nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:10 am
just do what makes youhappy linky-poo <3
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:10 am
Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n I really don't even know if I need electrolosis that badly. eek My facial hair grows slower than grass. xd
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:11 am
LilyDragon Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n I really don't even know if I need electrolosis that badly. eek My facial hair grows slower than grass. xd yeah.. poor youki gets his 5'oclock shadow at noon. ;.;
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:12 am
Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:12 am
Trashed White just do what makes youhappy linky-poo <3 Thankies~ heart Nyika: I hope you feel happier soon. heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:15 am
Trashed White LilyDragon Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n I really don't even know if I need electrolosis that badly. eek My facial hair grows slower than grass. xd yeah.. poor youki gets his 5'oclock shadow at noon. ;.; I think my dramatic drop in testosterone during puberty has caused me to become more feminine and less masculine.. which I really don't mind. heart On another note.. pet my bunny. whee 
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:15 am
LilyDragon Trashed White LilyDragon Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n I really don't even know if I need electrolosis that badly. eek My facial hair grows slower than grass. xd yeah.. poor youki gets his 5'oclock shadow at noon. ;.; I think my dramatic drop in testosterone during puberty has caused me to become more feminine and less masculine.. which I really don't mind. heart On another note.. pet my bunny. whee
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:16 am
Yah know they make estrigine pills. (sp?)
They will make you pretty femme,
and help you grow real boobs.
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:17 am
Nyika LilyDragon Trashed White LilyDragon Trashed White linky, if your gonna have hormones you should do electrolosis beforehand. I hear that it's alot more painful after hormones than before. nyny: heart You sound depressed. D: I'm prolly the fattest person in the pyp, but I work on it and I don't let other people get me down. Starving yourself only makes things worse b/c it slows down your metabolism. just stay around 1400 cals and day, and do about 30 minutes of aerobic exercise each day, and it should melt off slowly but surely. It's been working for me. n_n I really don't even know if I need electrolosis that badly. eek My facial hair grows slower than grass. xd yeah.. poor youki gets his 5'oclock shadow at noon. ;.; I think my dramatic drop in testosterone during puberty has caused me to become more feminine and less masculine.. which I really don't mind. heart On another note.. pet my bunny. whee Yesh, I lurves him. He's always scared to be out of his cage though. ;o; Nazgob: I'm not looking to become feminine. I'm looking to fix my defected body.
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:19 am
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:19 am
Nyika Meer :: Meeh..I feel like s**t...I have been doing so for a long time..not being able to be happy with myself...I train so hard and barely eat anything to try and lose some weight..does not wanna work and it does not make me happier...my b/f just called me...he was either gonna see me or one of his friends he did not see for a long time...he noticed something was wrong..and wanted to talk to me so he would know what is wrong...but I did not wanna spoil his evening with his friend....so I told him I was okay..and he kept on asking me...but I knew that if i'd tell him..I would just cry.....cos I hate myself for feeling like s**t all the time ._. So I did not tell him..and I know he will ask again tomorrow...and I cannot lie to him when I see him...on the phone is already extremely tough..or..well denying is tough... sad Aw sweetypie. I sorry for ya *huggle* I'll have to admit, I've never had weight problems, so I can't help you much. But, I'll tell ya one thing which Trashy already mentioned: don't let anybody get you down, that's not worth it, okay ? whee And I'm sure your boyfriend will support you as good as he can as soon as he knows heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:20 am
i g/g.
today is HOUSEWIFE DAY
We're having Youki's parents over for dinner tomorrow night and I want this place ot shine demmit. SHINE
*hugsandlovetoall* heart heart heart
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