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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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 Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 5:50 am
*she pours the brown liquid down her throat, wanting to erase the pain*
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 5:54 am
*Limps back in, looking over at Angel, over at Zero sighing deep, going to his own corner, sitting down looking at the ground*
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:05 am
*she crawls across the floor*
need...smokes
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:11 am
Angel Miasma Omega *she crawls across the floor* need...smokes
Smoking will do no good
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:13 am
"Dead Skin"
So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made
Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake
Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years
The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace
What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face
I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
Can I sllep 'til then
Phenobarbitol and alocohol these two surely will do
To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear somedays I pray someone will blow me away
Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade
Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear
I can't shed my skin
I can't shed my skin
[Thanks to Tra1cker@aol.com for these lyrics]
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:15 am
"Starless"
If only you could watch me fall
I cannot feel it anymore
The soul you cut the soul you adore
Cannot feel you anymore
Cause you've run through me with the destructive force
I think somehow I gotta see it straight
I gotta get you out of me
But I cannot get through to you
See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
See me I'm doen and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge I'm taking my last breath
How I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And how I feel like I'm starless
I'm hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And now I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out
I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can't handle the s**t that I'm into
I have been blinded and always reminded
Of the things I've wanted but I never could find
I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the
End would come faster my world's a disaster
Can't you see that I;m down and I'm drowning
And I can't keep my head above my wake
I gotta get you out of my veins
I gotta get you out of my blood
I gotta get you out of my scene
I gotta get you out of me
What I'm really trying hard to get down to words
Is the way I fit into this world
Things I survived pushed me to the darkeer side
Because of life as it was the life that was
Yours should've never been mine
But I never could take anymore of this
Cause I'm always gonna get down to the floor
It's a cold gun that I kiss
'Cause I cannot break anymore
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
That's how I feel when I'm starless
I'm hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out oh
Now I'm starless
[Thanks to Tra1cker@aol.com for these lyrics]
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:17 am
"Cold"
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
[Thanks to Tra1cker@aol.com for these lyrics]
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:24 am
"Deep End"
I built my life like my bike on a rigid frame
So nothing bends it only breaks into pieces and pieces
I waited for hope to arrive but it never came
Leaving me with only pain inside
I'm going off the deep end
Holding on is harder than it seems
When you're reaching for so much more
Seems so much easier to just give in
When you're reaching for so much more
Another wasted Saturday so here I stay
Where nothing seems to ever change anyway hey
All this hype about life bein' great
Where's the love for me these days
I'm goin off the deep end
[Thanks to Tra1cker@aol.com for these lyrics]
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:26 am
"No Giving Up"
So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away
Well it's not so bad y'all
Together we all fall
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall
We shouldn't waste another day
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say
I'm hittin' back y'all
Kickin' these four walls
Just as hard as I can til I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
With all these silly things
Swimmin' in my brain
[Chorus]
There's no giving up now
Do you really want to give this all away
Can't you ever see things in a different way
Somedays
No giving up now
Such a beautiful thing to throw away
You should think things through
Over and over again
All over again
So your scars fade away
You soaked up the pain
A better person 'cause you lived through those days
And now you know what it's like to prove
You can overcome anything that gets to you
Well it's alright
We're sayin' our goodbyes
To the past and everything that ain't right
We won't waste another day
With all these silly things in our way
[Chorus]
I know we have given
All that we can give
When there's nothing to lean on
Well, I remember this
All we make of this lifetime
Is always here within
And remembering that's why
We should never give in
[Chorus]
There's no giving up now
[Thanks to cmitch419@hotmail.com for these lyrics]
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:28 am
"Colors"
Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they compicate you because they make you feel like this
of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best colors that you shine
I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style
I know you're feeling like you're lost you've drifted way to far
But you should know these colors you're shinig are surely not the best
[Thanks to Tra1cker@aol.com for these lyrics]
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:30 am
"The Unknown"
Can you hear me
Can you see any part of me
Can you feel me
Can you bleed for me
Can't you see me walkin in your shoes
Can't you feel me steppin all over your soul
Can't you feel me reach into you
Can't you feel me walkin over your soul
Can't you feel me wait in pain
Can't you feel me reach into you
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:31 am
*she pulls her dagger from her boot*
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:43 am
Angel Miasma Omega *she pulls her dagger from her boot*
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:47 am
*he comes in from the outside eyes quickly adjusting to the dimness looking for a place to rest his tired soul. he quickly finds a place in the back end of the establishment and sits in a chair his heart as heavy as his eye lids from lack of sleep. he still has flashes of the memories that haunt him on his mind. Her love to him was more then he deserved and he knew that for the disrespect he had given her was great and now he felt somthing in him he had never known before.......Guilt..... If only somone could help me he thought to himself.*
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Angel Miasma Omega Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 03, 2005 6:48 am
Razz Matazz Angel Miasma Omega *she pulls her dagger from her boot*
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