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 Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 9:11 pm
Leviticus can shove it So I'm like alive and stuff. I left Ryan and drove seven hours to Riverside.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 12:25 am
My best friend... is so amazing. It strange, I haven't talked to him much at all this summer.
His girlfriend's been in town. She's nice and all... but I dunno.
She's been gone this weekend. It's the first time I've really talked to him a lot. I miss him so so so much. Ever since I've known him I've been falling in and out of infatuation with him which isn't hard when he says things like "If it were appropriate, I'd date you" or "I don't know anyone who I would think is good enough to go out with you right now" and "I wish I could be there for you."
Anyway. His girlfriend, see, she lives in Seattle for school, but she might be staying here after the summer and switching schools and all. He said today that he's almost certain that she'll stay. I'm worried that I'm not ever going to get to talk to him, and you know, I'll have a miserable time and lose my best friend.
But at the same time I don't think he deserves to be miles and miles away from her. In fact, he doesn't deserve a lot of things he has to deal with. And I just would like him to be happy, and he says he's happy no matter what, but I know he would be happiest if she was here for good.
I've told him on several occasions that I hope she stays.
But I hope she doesn't, and I hope they break up. I feel like a jerk. I don't want to share him... Hell, I want more of him.
He's the greatest person I've ever, ever, met.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:27 am
Tirion AraTeran I had bad vision when I was little; my eyes actually improved after wearing glasses for...16 years I think. Now one eye is normal, the other is slightly off normal, and it is not necessary for me to wear glasses smile Hopefully I won't need them until I am much older again. Lucky bum! I've had to wear glasses since I was little. They've been getting a little better lately, but still pretty bad. I'm thinking of getting LASIC once I'm... you know.... not completely friggin' broke.
So good thing I don't give a crap about that any more.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 11:19 am
I had a dream that I was hanging out with my best friend and we were driving across the country trying to find something to do. We kept running into this one girl I knew a long time ago and every time she saw me she made fun of me and I would almost get angry but my friend would tell me that it doesn't matter.
Eventually we got to the ocean and she's there of course and she's got like a wirdsurfer thing. And she comes up to me and says something like "you ******** dyke I bet you could never do this cause you're a p***y. or maybe you just eat them." and so I get angry and grab the thing and run out there even though I don't know what I'm doing before my friend gets a chance to say anything. Of course I'm doing a fairly good job until a big gust of wind comes and I crash... a little bit of me did it on purpose. So I'm drounding because I'm not wearing a life jacket and I'm fairly close to sore so my full clothed friend runs out there and starts swimming to me because there's no lifeguard (of course). Basically he saves my life and pulls me to shore and I'm completely passed out not breathing the whole she-bang. So, naturally he preforms CPR. Because he can in this alternate universe that is my dream. Then I wake up with his lips on mine and freak out a bit, which is natural. And then he asks if I'm okay and I just hug him and then it ends there.
This is the same person I talked about in my last post. The one with the girlfriend. This could be bad.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 2:59 pm
First class is in a few hours. I'm getting to know the college a lot better. Where everything is. I didn't even know what the general places were, now I do. Voila.
Apparently I got a $1000 scholarship.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 5:47 pm
Tirion AraTeran I had bad vision when I was little; my eyes actually improved after wearing glasses for...16 years I think. Now one eye is normal, the other is slightly off normal, and it is not necessary for me to wear glasses smile Hopefully I won't need them until I am much older again. Lucky bum! I've had to wear glasses since I was little. They've been getting a little better lately, but still pretty bad. I'm thinking of getting LASIC once I'm... you know.... not completely friggin' broke. Same... I've been wearing glasses since I was 5. It has sucked a**. Its not so bad since I started wearing contacts. But yeah... It'd still be nice to wake up in the morning and not have to put something in or on, in order to see what clothes I'm picking out.
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:36 pm
Tirion AraTeran I had bad vision when I was little; my eyes actually improved after wearing glasses for...16 years I think. Now one eye is normal, the other is slightly off normal, and it is not necessary for me to wear glasses smile Hopefully I won't need them until I am much older again. Lucky bum! I've had to wear glasses since I was little. They've been getting a little better lately, but still pretty bad. I'm thinking of getting LASIC once I'm... you know.... not completely friggin' broke. My friend got surgery and now has 20/20 vision (used to be legally blind). Yeah, I got lucky with my eyes since they ended up improving during my teen years.
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 3:18 am
ButterBalls Leviticus can shove it So I'm like alive and stuff. I left Ryan and drove seven hours to Riverside. Yay Jack Sparrow oh man I was in Orange County the other day I should have liked found you or something
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 9:41 am
Leviticus can shove it ButterBalls Leviticus can shove it So I'm like alive and stuff. I left Ryan and drove seven hours to Riverside. Yay Jack Sparrow oh man I was in Orange County the other day I should have liked found you or something
Kinda funny now that I think about it, my college is in LA County.
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:41 am
We got new bunnehs! O-Ren  And Johnny Mo 
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:27 pm
I was on the phone with Cody for over and hour last night. I'm having trouble talking to my parents and I'm scared to go to school because I'm supposed to have ten classes or so which is like ten hours of school a day and I'm supposed to have a job on top of that. I was trying to figure out a way to talk to my parents to see if they could understand that it's too much and I want to be doing less. He was giving me advice. I finally felt like I was okay to go talk to them and I did and they freaked out at me for wanting less school and less extracuricular things and not having a job. I called him back and I was all upset and crying and he basically reassured me that everything would be okay and that he cared about me and I should just go to sleep (it was midnight by now) and that if I needed to talk I could call him later if I couldn't sleep or anything (he had previously said that he needed to get sleep that night). And basically he made me feel alot better. He said if he needed to he talk to my parents for me, which was amazing because he hardly knows them... It was really nice. I mean, the evening was terrible, but he made me feel like it was all going to be okay and stuff.
His girlfriend came back today... *sigh*
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 6:22 pm
ButterBalls Leviticus can shove it ButterBalls Leviticus can shove it So I'm like alive and stuff. I left Ryan and drove seven hours to Riverside. Yay Jack Sparrow oh man I was in Orange County the other day I should have liked found you or something
Kinda funny now that I think about it, my college is in LA County. Well we were over by anehiem
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:58 pm
I DON'T HAVE A JOB ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! HOORAY!!!! EVERYONE CHEER WITH ME!!!!!! Only 7 days till I go back to BC. Packing sometime soon would probably be a good idea.
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 9:38 am
Wendy_Chan We got new bunnehs! O-Ren And Johnny Mo Oh, jealous--I only have one brown dwarf bunny!
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 3:50 pm
sutoyou Wendy_Chan We got new bunnehs! O-Ren And Johnny Mo Oh, jealous--I only have one brown dwarf bunny! Dwarf bunnies are cute. I think O-Ren's a dwarf. I like him better because he's the quiet one and will just sit on your lap. Johnny Mo kicked a long gash on the back of my hands. D:
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