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Hey I was wondering if I should post in tales before the bandits attack? I don't know if we have a certain posting order or...

Haha, Confessional.

The Sins of Omega.........

Cough Syrup (many many times..... very very bad.... in every way)
Alchohol
Pot
Hash( took a hit like you do pot and threw up from it)
Mushrooms
Ecstasy
Cocaine cut with meth(camping in a thunderstorm.)
Heroin (Not injected, snorted)
Random pill guy said was synthetic heroin and felt like it
Assisting in stealing 1000s of dollars worth of food beer and condoms
Running from cops.
Hanging out with people who have murdered.
Hanging out with people who have robbed people at gun point.
Knowing who burned down Arnolds Furniture.
Lying about how i never have done anything bad to the woman I loved (I have told her now..... she was good enough to accept me anyway.....)
Smuggling copious amounts of drugs across washington state
Am very overweight haha

Bent the minds of weak druggies to my will and forced them to do things for me.....

Didn't cry when my three best friends died. (just a single tear haha)

Tried to OD on several occasions, seeing life as futile..... Some reason drinking several bottles of cough syrup and a bunch of cordiciden tablets didn't kill me. It did make me go into severe hallucinations though.....

well.... the list could go on forever.....

The sad thing is that I did do very good in school. I had a good upbringing, I always have held a job and have never gotten in trouble. Never cheated on my girlfriend. My criminal record is completely clean. Not even a driving ticket.....

An old buddy of mine called the other day. He is almost in the same boat as me. He only got caught once. The difference between me and him is that he still hasn't gotten out. It was sad that he is talking about how he is now deeply into Meth and Heroin. He is convinced that there are reptilian aliens who are interested in him, and he is partly one of them because his pinky finger bends outwards a little like theirs.... we had a long conversation about it......

I don't know why I am alive. I don't know why my record is clean. Be it luck or the will of the gods, I am still here to annoy you all.

Also. I have seen two crossdressers shoot up on heroin behind an abandoned building in Port orchard..... that pretty much convinced me that this world is a joke....... Way too cliche......

So, now that you know I am dirty and probably not sane, you probably should not listen to a word I say.... but I will say it anyway.

A final note, I am not saying this to be hardcore. I see it as a confession of me being weak. Compelled by that little voice in my head that used to say ******** the world and ******** life. I did decide to stop, after my mind went overload, i am pretty sure I am permafried a little bit. Maybe.... At least I can still somewhat articulate words.

As to posting, you really can post whenever. There is no posting order, because they hold things up.....

People don't like innocence, it makes them feel dirty, and they take it out on you convincing themselves that you are trying to be prissy and righteous, when you are not. That's my assumption. They hate what they have done, their weakness, and are mad that they can't get you to fall into the same rut.

I could be wrong......

I think only Omega beats me in least innocent. Possibly Ron as well. I'm not alone in being a non-innocent-in-the-slightest type of person! My father was wrong, I knew I'd find a place where I could be accepted. xD

But in all serious, yeah. A lot of s**t. smile

Sadly, I live in the great hick state of W.V., although I do have a friend who goes to college with me up in Seattle. I do believe he was searching for a job the last time I spoke with him.

I'm going to go sit alone in the little kids' corner...