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 Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 7:24 pm
Risika7 Damn, today was like THE hardest day of my life. Seeing my Grandmother's face for the very last time. Watching them lower the coffing into the ground. It was so so hard, knowing she's not going to be there. Not going to be there to hold her great grandchildren, not going to be there to hug me when i hurt inside, to calm me down when i'm angry, to cheer me up from a bad day. Not there to hold me when i cry, or just sit there and talk to me late into the night, because i'm worried about my husband. Not there to just hold my hand when i get in an arguement with my parents. Its not fair. She PROMISED me she'd get better, she PROMISED, and now, she's gone, gone for good. And I can't ever see her beautiful smile again. Damn, I'm crying again. I HATE crying. But, it just soo hard. I loved her so much. SO much. and now she's gone. Never to be here in my life again. Aww...There there, Risika. I'm so very sorry for your loss, but I'm sure your grandmommy is looking down from heaven and watching over you happily. heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 7:30 pm
ChibiTotoro222 Aww...There there, Risika. I'm so very sorry for your loss, but I'm sure your grandmommy is looking down from heaven and watching over you happily. heart thanks. And yeah, i know, but damn it hurts knowing i can't pick up to phone and just talk to her you know?
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 7:55 pm
Yep, I do know actually. All the things you could have done but didn't need to are no longer an option. The limitations are frustrating. I know that feeling all too well!
*cuddles Risika* Do you want to help Vorty and me blow up blue berries in the microwave?
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 9:48 pm
ok, here goes on all my many replies
Risika, i know it's hard, dont think about it as losing her, think about it as being gifted that you were able to spend that time with her, and know what a wonderful person she was.
when my grandmother died it was out of the blue, i think that made it a little easier, because when my grandfather and aunt died they made "goals" that they just wanted to live for one more special occasion, and it was really hard going through their goals knowing they wanted to live to see it, and you have to do it without them
matt, if you bring them to canada i'll sew them, i've already told you that, and you, long hair, ha! *pets my 2 foot long, glorious hair*
merc: spongebob rocks my socks, please dont meantion blueberries for a while, they only taste good going in... sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 3:41 am
shocktv3 Silvestris Blackrose Oh gosh!
I've been inactive for soo long I'm so sorry!
I'll have to get into editing again. >_o;;
then start pumpin out edits! scream
Right now I'm working on Chihiro from spirited Away. 'Coz I just bought the dvd of it recently and its one of my favourtie movies. :3
And Dragon revenge that sounded WRONG. Like big time. gonk
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 3:47 am
TheQualityofMercy You know Shock, that is a brilliant idea. I should read the directions on my shampoo bottles more often! Heaven only knows how wrongly I could be using them this whole time, completely unaware!
I have Dreamweaver here, and some site layouts. Now could someone fill me in on the rest? xd
(Psstt I have read one or two Dreamweaver Tuts on P2L but Im still a lil confussled)
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 7:31 am
Silvestris Blackrose Hehe. Thanks Shock. ^____^
Right now I'm working on Chihiro from spirited Away. 'Coz I just bought the dvd of it recently and its one of my favourtie movies. :3
And Dragon revenge that sounded WRONG. Like big time. gonk mm, spirited away is a great movie... my parents are sad tho, i had to explain half of it to my mom, she readst through most of it, and then wonders why she didnt pick up on any of the important details sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 11:52 am
"I have Dreamweaver here, and some site layouts. Now could someone fill me in on the rest? xd
(Psstt I have read one or two Dreamweaver Tuts on P2L but Im still a lil confussled)"
-Dragon
Right. I find it helps to understand HTML a lot before getting into Dreamweaver. It's all too easy to jump headlong into web design and make a site without knowing the first thing about restrictions in platforms, browsers and screen resolutions.
Might I suggest a visit to www.webmonkey.com to take some reading on the tags and basic format regulations.
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 6:26 pm
Which would be more fun to make an acronym out of:
"Meese"
"Moose"
"Penguin"
"Muffin"
(Other suggestions are appreciated!)
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2005 7:38 pm
hehe, my edit was fun for the pj party.
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Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 7:20 am
ooh i cant wait to see ur chihiro edit, silvestris blackrose whee
that movie was one of the few times that i went n bought the dvd without ever seeing the movie first.. n u know what? methinks its one of my better decisions purchase-wise wink
hey yu-utsu, mebbe ur momma just got creeped out after seein the parents turn into those huge boars... i know that i did crying
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Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 10:29 am
shocktv3 ooh i cant wait to see ur chihiro edit, silvestris blackrose whee
that movie was one of the few times that i went n bought the dvd without ever seeing the movie first.. n u know what? methinks its one of my better decisions purchase-wise wink
hey yu-utsu, mebbe ur momma just got creeped out after seein the parents turn into those huge boars... i know that i did crying
I rented out the dvd first becuase Id heard it was good and I liked it so much I went out and bought the dvd! I was rather pleased with this descision. :3
God, first seeing her parents turn into Pigs really freaked me out. i was kindof sitting infront of the sreen like.
*Blink blink*
Uhg.
Hehe. ^w^
Lol Yu-utsu! I had the same kind of problem. razz
My mum missed the first half so I had to explain most of it and my dad missed most of it and he was all like.
"that was rubbish"
Yes dad, thats becuase you missed most of it. Thanks folks. I wait for you both to get home becuase I want to watch it with you and then I end up watching it myself. Thanks. ?_?
anyone reccomend aqny other anime movies/dvds?
Im going to make some money selling my art on e-bay or something. razz So hopefully I'll have some dosh for once. domokun
Heres my WIP Chihiro, Her eyes scare me. I may re-do them xP:
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Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 10:44 am
i found Chihiro's eyes were smaller than anime character's generally are
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Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 10:52 am
Yu-utsu i found Chihiro's eyes were smaller than anime character's generally are
Like I said, I'll prolly redo them as I dont like them.
I was kind of good for a childish look rather than a chihiro-ey look. >_O Failed razz
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Posted: Mon Apr 11, 2005 11:00 am
whos heard of Amazing Agent Luna
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