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 Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:39 am
Ninjara Fisshu Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie paused to look at the sunrise before entering the school. She gave Faith's hand a gentle squeeze. A few tear stains glittered on her cheeks from the morning sun. "What's the last thing you remember from last night?" *Faith thought for a moment* I... I'm not sure. I remember dinner, and afterwards. Then us going for a walk... My stomach cramping... And that's it. Did something else happen I don't know about? Did I hurt you again? *Her eyes were full of worry* Oh God... Beat her up again. Or maybe something worse...McKenzie finally looked at the girl, her eyes still a tint of yellow, but red rimmed from the tears. She forced a smile and shook her head. "No... nothing physical towards me. Emotional yes... physical towards you.. yes..." Her voice trailed as she gathered her thoughts. Finally she sighed and looked Faith in the eyes. She wanted the girl to know she was telling the truth. "You... you don't love me when you're a wolf..." She watched Faith's expression, hoping the girl would take the hint that she was once again a werewolf. *Faith stared at her for a long while before the realization struck her. She uncovered her leg and looked at her ankle. The bite was almost completely healed* Last night... It was burning. That means... Oh God no. NO! *She cried* This can't be happening to me again! It can't! *Her knees seemed to liquify and she could hardly stand* McKenzie saw the girl wobble and pulled Faith in close to her. McKenzie sobbed softly as she held her. "It is... and I don't know why..." She didn't want to tell Faith yet about the other wolf. The one who propositioned her. She was just confused about how Faith and her wolf were so disconnected. "Why are you so different when you're a wolf? You remind me of how you were when we first met.. and... it upsets me." She held in a sob.
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:43 am
Fisshu McKenzie saw the girl wobble and pulled Faith in close to her. McKenzie sobbed softly as she held her. "It is... and I don't know why..." She didn't want to tell Faith yet about the other wolf. The one who propositioned her. She was just confused about how Faith and her wolf were so disconnected. "Why are you so different when you're a wolf? You remind me of how you were when we first met.. and... it upsets me." She held in a sob. *Faith nuzzled her face deep into the girl's shoulder and sobbed, clinging tightly to her. Just when it seemed she was going to have a normal life it all got snatched away from her in a flash* There's only one reason I can think of. *She said finally* The wolf must represent my inner darkness. All the rage and hatred I have felt in my life has manifested itself into this... monster!
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:47 am
Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie saw the girl wobble and pulled Faith in close to her. McKenzie sobbed softly as she held her. "It is... and I don't know why..." She didn't want to tell Faith yet about the other wolf. The one who propositioned her. She was just confused about how Faith and her wolf were so disconnected. "Why are you so different when you're a wolf? You remind me of how you were when we first met.. and... it upsets me." She held in a sob. *Faith nuzzled her face deep into the girl's shoulder and sobbed, clinging tightly to her. Just when it seemed she was going to have a normal life it all got snatched away from her in a flash* There's only one reason I can think of. *She said finally* The wolf must represent my inner darkness. All the rage and hatred I have felt in my life has manifested itself into this... monster! McKenzie nodded slowly. It made sense, but it still hurt. "Faith... I... I still love you." She stroked the girl's hair, kissing her gently on the temple. "Do you still have any of that wolfsbane?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:49 am
Fisshu Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie saw the girl wobble and pulled Faith in close to her. McKenzie sobbed softly as she held her. "It is... and I don't know why..." She didn't want to tell Faith yet about the other wolf. The one who propositioned her. She was just confused about how Faith and her wolf were so disconnected. "Why are you so different when you're a wolf? You remind me of how you were when we first met.. and... it upsets me." She held in a sob. *Faith nuzzled her face deep into the girl's shoulder and sobbed, clinging tightly to her. Just when it seemed she was going to have a normal life it all got snatched away from her in a flash* There's only one reason I can think of. *She said finally* The wolf must represent my inner darkness. All the rage and hatred I have felt in my life has manifested itself into this... monster! McKenzie nodded slowly. It made sense, but it still hurt. "Faith... I... I still love you." She stroked the girl's hair, kissing her gently on the temple. "Do you still have any of that wolfsbane?" I love you too. *She thought for a moment* Yeah. Last I checked I had an entire box full of it. Guess I better find my pendant too.
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 10:56 am
Kathryn sat on the floor of the Slythern common room. The shadows from the fire playing across her form that was tucked neatly, and tiredly from view. The room was empty of course, The students having long snice retired.
The irish lass knew damn well that she should be sleeping. However, lately sleep would not come too her, which on this night, lead her to the Slythern common room.
'For all the time I spend in here, I should talk to Dumbledor about transfering my houses'
The brown-red hair girl thought dryly, frowning at how the thought echoed. She was free of Elizabeth, the old woman finally transfering herself to her raven Dax. The old hag got her own body, her impressive skills in Animal Transformation allowing her to be human at last.
Free. It sounded strange in her head, and even after Elizabeth's departure, she couldnt help but look at the world with the same bitter dryness as the Scottish woman.
'Go figure, the old bat leaves, and yet I can not return to normal.... figures. It must be family thing, being held by a curse of some sort'
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:05 pm
McKenzie nodded. "That would be a good thing. I would hate to experience this again. Especially since your wolf side also appears painstakingly straight." She ran her fingers through her hair with a frown. She sighed, realizing now just how tired her eyes were. She kept hold of Faith's hand as they entered the Common Room.
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:11 pm
Fisshu McKenzie nodded. "That would be a good thing. I would hate to experience this again. Especially since your wolf side also appears painstakingly straight." She ran her fingers through her hair with a frown. She sighed, realizing now just how tired her eyes were. She kept hold of Faith's hand as they entered the Common Room. *Faith followed her upstairs to thier room and laid down, feeling incredibly exhausted emotionally from the news of her being a werewolf once again. She rolled onto her side, facing the wall as she sobbed silently, tears streaming steadily down her cheeks and staining her pillow* I can't live through this nightmare... Not again...
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:15 pm
Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie nodded. "That would be a good thing. I would hate to experience this again. Especially since your wolf side also appears painstakingly straight." She ran her fingers through her hair with a frown. She sighed, realizing now just how tired her eyes were. She kept hold of Faith's hand as they entered the Common Room. *Faith followed her upstairs to thier room and laid down, feeling incredibly exhausted emotionally from the news of her being a werewolf once again. She rolled onto her side, facing the wall as she sobbed silently, tears streaming steadily down her cheeks and staining her pillow* I can't live through this nightmare... Not again...McKenzie was about to lie down when she noticed Faith silently sobbing. She frowned and went and sat on the girl's bed, rubbing her back. She didn't actually look at Faith because she knew the girl probably didn't want to be seen crying. McKenzie wasn't positive as to what was running through the other girl's head, but it probably wasn't good. She cleared her throat a little before speaking. "Promise me you won't do anything rash?"
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:19 pm
Fisshu Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie nodded. "That would be a good thing. I would hate to experience this again. Especially since your wolf side also appears painstakingly straight." She ran her fingers through her hair with a frown. She sighed, realizing now just how tired her eyes were. She kept hold of Faith's hand as they entered the Common Room. *Faith followed her upstairs to thier room and laid down, feeling incredibly exhausted emotionally from the news of her being a werewolf once again. She rolled onto her side, facing the wall as she sobbed silently, tears streaming steadily down her cheeks and staining her pillow* I can't live through this nightmare... Not again...McKenzie was about to lie down when she noticed Faith silently sobbing. She frowned and went and sat on the girl's bed, rubbing her back. She didn't actually look at Faith because she knew the girl probably didn't want to be seen crying. McKenzie wasn't positive as to what was running through the other girl's head, but it probably wasn't good. She cleared her throat a little before speaking. "Promise me you won't do anything rash?" I don't want to promise something like that. Because if things begin to get too far out of hand, then there's only one thing I can do to protect everyone... *Her fist clutched a handful of the covers* Why does this have to happen to me? Why can't I just be a happy normal person?
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:27 pm
Ninjara Fisshu Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie nodded. "That would be a good thing. I would hate to experience this again. Especially since your wolf side also appears painstakingly straight." She ran her fingers through her hair with a frown. She sighed, realizing now just how tired her eyes were. She kept hold of Faith's hand as they entered the Common Room. *Faith followed her upstairs to thier room and laid down, feeling incredibly exhausted emotionally from the news of her being a werewolf once again. She rolled onto her side, facing the wall as she sobbed silently, tears streaming steadily down her cheeks and staining her pillow* I can't live through this nightmare... Not again...McKenzie was about to lie down when she noticed Faith silently sobbing. She frowned and went and sat on the girl's bed, rubbing her back. She didn't actually look at Faith because she knew the girl probably didn't want to be seen crying. McKenzie wasn't positive as to what was running through the other girl's head, but it probably wasn't good. She cleared her throat a little before speaking. "Promise me you won't do anything rash?" I don't want to promise something like that. Because if things begin to get too far out of hand, then there's only one thing I can do to protect everyone... *Her fist clutched a handful of the covers* Why does this have to happen to me? Why can't I just be a happy normal person? McKenzie could feel her own tears form. She gave a shrug, not trusting her voice to answer quite yet. Finally she spoke. "I've been asking myself that question my whole life. But fate... <********> fate... has it's reasons. I just wish I knew what they were." Tears were rolling down her cheeks once more. She didn't want to cry... but she couldn't help it. She leaned over and rested her head on Faith's shoulder, trying to will away the sadness that they were both feeling.
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:33 pm
Fisshu McKenzie could feel her own tears form. She gave a shrug, not trusting her voice to answer quite yet. Finally she spoke. "I've been asking myself that question my whole life. But fate... <********> fate... has it's reasons. I just wish I knew what they were." Tears were rolling down her cheeks once more. She didn't want to cry... but she couldn't help it. She leaned over and rested her head on Faith's shoulder, trying to will away the sadness that they were both feeling. I am so sick of fate and it's "reasons". They can ******** go to hell for all I care! *There was an audible growl in her voice* For the first time in my life I was happy, and it all got ripped away from me in one instance! If I'm not allowed to be happy, *She rolled over and gave McKenzie an emotionless gaze* then why should I bother trying?
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:38 pm
Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie could feel her own tears form. She gave a shrug, not trusting her voice to answer quite yet. Finally she spoke. "I've been asking myself that question my whole life. But fate... <********> fate... has it's reasons. I just wish I knew what they were." Tears were rolling down her cheeks once more. She didn't want to cry... but she couldn't help it. She leaned over and rested her head on Faith's shoulder, trying to will away the sadness that they were both feeling. I am so sick of fate and it's "reasons". They can ******** go to hell for all I care! *There was an audible growl in her voice* For the first time in my life I was happy, and it all got ripped away from me in one instance! If I'm not allowed to be happy, *She rolled over and gave McKenzie an emotionless gaze* then why should I bother trying? McKenzie brought her hand up and traced the curves on Faith's face with her fingertips. "You could try for me... cause if you stop trying... then I have no one." McKenzie's inner wolf spoke up. No... you have the wolf in the forrest. But I don't want that. You want the b***h? Yes. She could feel the wolf sigh and resign. McKenzie nuzzled Faith's shoulder. "If you love me... then try at least a little."
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:43 pm
Fisshu McKenzie brought her hand up and traced the curves on Faith's face with her fingertips. "You could try for me... cause if you stop trying... then I have no one." McKenzie's inner wolf spoke up. No... you have the wolf in the forrest. But I don't want that. You want the b***h? Yes. She could feel the wolf sigh and resign. McKenzie nuzzled Faith's shoulder. "If you love me... then try at least a little." *Faith got up and stood by the window* I don't think I can Mac. With me being a were again, it means that I'm five times as powerful than before, if not more. There's no telling what my lycan form will be capable of now. I'm afraid I'm far too dangerous to be with now. I will always love you... But for now, I just need to be alone. For everyone's sake. *She choked on her last words. They were the hardest that she had ever had to speak to someone* Please don't hate me for this...
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:49 pm
Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie brought her hand up and traced the curves on Faith's face with her fingertips. "You could try for me... cause if you stop trying... then I have no one." McKenzie's inner wolf spoke up. No... you have the wolf in the forrest. But I don't want that. You want the b***h? Yes. She could feel the wolf sigh and resign. McKenzie nuzzled Faith's shoulder. "If you love me... then try at least a little." *Faith got up and stood by the window* I don't think I can Mac. With me being a were again, it means that I'm five times as powerful than before, if not more. There's no telling what my lycan form will be capable of now. I'm afraid I'm far too dangerous to be with now. I will always love you... But for now, I just need to be alone. For everyone's sake. *She choked on her last words. They were the hardest that she had ever had to speak to someone* Please don't hate me for this... McKenzie could feel her heart break. She was sad, then angry, then accepting, then all of the emotions all at once. She stood, her body trembling. The words were familiar. "Fine.... I can tell when I'm not wanted anymore..." She turned, the anger getting her more as she headed toward the door. " 'I just need to be alone for everyones sake'... those are the same words my father used before he abandoned me. Thanks for leaving me alone in the world once more." She left the room, slamming the door behind her. Then she ran. She paid no attention to where she was going. She just needed out.
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Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2006 11:53 pm
Fisshu Ninjara Fisshu McKenzie brought her hand up and traced the curves on Faith's face with her fingertips. "You could try for me... cause if you stop trying... then I have no one." McKenzie's inner wolf spoke up. No... you have the wolf in the forrest. But I don't want that. You want the b***h? Yes. She could feel the wolf sigh and resign. McKenzie nuzzled Faith's shoulder. "If you love me... then try at least a little." *Faith got up and stood by the window* I don't think I can Mac. With me being a were again, it means that I'm five times as powerful than before, if not more. There's no telling what my lycan form will be capable of now. I'm afraid I'm far too dangerous to be with now. I will always love you... But for now, I just need to be alone. For everyone's sake. *She choked on her last words. They were the hardest that she had ever had to speak to someone* Please don't hate me for this... McKenzie could feel her heart break. She was sad, then angry, then accepting, then all of the emotions all at once. She stood, her body trembling. The words were familiar. "Fine.... I can tell when I'm not wanted anymore..." She turned, the anger getting her more as she headed toward the door. " 'I just need to be alone for everyones sake'... those are the same words my father used before he abandoned me. Thanks for leaving me alone in the world once more." She left the room, slamming the door behind her. Then she ran. She paid no attention to where she was going. She just needed out. *Faith broke down then, collapsing to the floor in a heap of tears* I'm sorry... *She whispered* *Michael was on his way back from the library when he saw McKenzie run past. She looked upset and couldn't help but wonder if she and Faith had had another fight. She chased aftrer her, switching his cane to a broom and keeping a steady pace with the young woman* Wallace, wait up. What happened? *He pulled around in front of her and hopped off the broom*
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