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Shadow walked out the back door and took a look around, he couldn't see Aurora anywhere. "You could have just said you wanted to be alone." Shadow said to the air as he re-entered the manor and went back to the kitchen. "Sorry about that Sol. Soemthing is bugging her and she refuses too say anything. It just makes me wonder more though. So, how have you been?" Shadow asked.

aurora was hiding behind a tree as shadow shouted "... i hate myself......" she muttered to herself as shadow went back in the house she sigh and when to the back door.. ssneaked back to her room and closing it as she sat on her bed "... what? ........ god damn it all......" she said to herself putting her hands on her face as she started to cry

"Not really. My life's been pretty peaceful.....you don't have very much luck with women do you tho? What are we going to do with you Shadow." Soliloquy replied giggling as she finished her drink.

aurora sat down shook her head "i... i need to tell him... no.. no i dont.. yeah i just stop thinking...... yeah right like hell i cant stop thinking.. i need to think...why do i feel like this?....i cant help..it..." she said to talk to herself like she was going crazy, she sigh "maybe taking a bath well help me thin more about this" she said to herself again and walked out of her bed room with some clean clothes and walked to the bath room, she got herself undressed and started to put the water in the bath as she was sitting in it but one thing she forgot to luck the door after herself. aurora stoped the water when it was full "maybe this well relax me for a bit.... man i really need to stop talking to myself" she said sighing

Shado wlaughed slightly, "Trust me, when you get too my age, have seen one you cared deeply about perish to the blade of an enemy and had several others that you where close too disapear, giving up sounds like the best option there is. There is less pain that way. If it finds me then alright but I think I should stop activly searching and just focus more on what family and friends I have left." Shadow said, he apreciated the fact that Sol was trying too make him feel better. When Sol was close enough he gave he a slight hug and let out a sigh. "I'll stop activly searching, I have all the time in the world too wait after all."

"I have moved on from my wifes death and the disapearance of the others. I guess I am just tired of it all. The pain never truely dose leave, especialy when you have been bound to them for many years but that is in the past and serves as a reminder too me that I cannot let my gaurd down during certain times." Shadow said as he cracked his back. "I really shoudl stop looking for now atlest. I have been neglecting my friend, my family. hell look at Aurora, she is going through one hell of a hard time and I just can't help her. Can't figure anything out."

"You know what Sol, I'm going too see how Aurora is doing. She might be up in her room by now. I'll see you later ok." Shadow said as he pushed himself off the counter and left the kitchen. He then headed up too Aurora's room and knocked the door, he wasn't one for just barging into peoples rooms.

Shadow pushed open her bedroom door then walked over to the bathroom door. He put his back too the wall and leaned against it, "You aright now?" he asked.