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 Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 8:51 pm
"I got it for her." Billy replies.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 8:53 pm
"Do you ever mean what you say to me anymore? You tell me you love me, and that you've more-or-less always loved me, and that you can't be with anyone else, and then you dump me.... and you say it's to try not to hurt me... but what the hell is supposed to hurt more than that? And now you lie to me about this... this is why you've been avoiding me recently right?" Cor's practically shaking he's so upset.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 8:54 pm
"You're the one who's been avoiding me!" Billy replies. "And I do love you. I'm nothing without you! I don't want to ruin us!" Billy replies, totally ignoring his headache.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 8:56 pm
"But that's exactly what you're doing! What, you think you can push me away and have me come grovel to you for more? You hurt me, you hurt me real ******** bad, that's why I've been avoiding you. But you've been avoiding me too... I had this feeling you were hiding something from me... but I never thuoght it'd be this." Cor shakes the bag a bit, to add emphasis.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 8:59 pm
"I'm sorry." Billy replies. "I should have known that saying those things would hurt, but you have to know that I was only trying to protect you. I didn't want you to have to deal with the mess that would come up if people found out. I didn't want you to get hurt." Billy is totally ignoring the drug thing right now. He's tryingto calm Corri down enough before he starts to explain that little thing.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:00 pm
"Do you think I'm an idiot? I thought of all that stuff before I ever told you how I felt. I came to terms with that, and I made my own bloody decision, so don't try and protect me."
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:03 pm
"I'm sorry." Billy says again. "I thought that it would be best that way. I think now I know I was wrong..."
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:05 pm
AS fairly usually happens, cor's anger gets burned out quickly enough, and he just feels exhausted and depressed. He doesn't want to cry in front of billy when he's so angry at him though, so he just turns to go to his room instead.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:07 pm
Billy catches him though, because he's totally not finished. "I know you don't want to hear me say this, but can you listen for just a little longer?"
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:08 pm
"What, you have some other way you can lie to me, or break my heart?"
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:14 pm
"I'm not going to lie." Billy replies. "I need you, and I don't want things to go on like they have been. Yeah, that's mine and I'm sorry I screwed up with that again. I'm not even going make any excuses about it either. I wanted an escape, I got caught up again. It's not as bad as it was before though, I promise." Billy pauses momentarily to gather his thoughts, then continues.
"I thought that us not being together would make things better, easier. I didn't even realize how much you wanted it too. I thought it would be easier on you if you found someone that was maybe a bit less of a screw up to be with. I really didn't know that you wanted it as much as I do. I'm really really sorry about that.
"But I get it now, Cor. I really do. I see that we need each other, and I know that I'm nothing without you. I know that you're the best part of me, of us, and i should be thankful that you even still care about me. I know I've hurt you, and I know it got worse after you found that... but... please Cor, I do love you. I love you so much..." he pauses again to wipe the tear that's trailing down his cheek. "I hope that we can make things better..."
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:17 pm
Corri calms down after all that... although of course he's still a bit upset, because it's not like there's an on-off switch for that kind of thing, "I... I hope we can too."
Then he still goes to his room, to try and deal with his feelings on the subject, and such. He doesn't barricade the room thuogh.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:19 pm
Billy knows that Corri needs some time to think about this, so he stays in his own room and really wishes that Corri hadn't found his stash. He's also really glad that Corri did though, because at least now they're talking again. So he just smokes like a fiend until Cor's ready to talk again.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:22 pm
A couple hours later, he gives in and goes to Billy's room, because as annoyed as he is, he loves Billy, and he hasn't really spent any time with him the last little while. He decides to ignore how smoky the room is, because getting into another fight won't help anything.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:24 pm
As soon as Corri walks in though, Billy puts out the one he's been smoking. He looks at Cor, but he's not saying anything. Really, he's said all he can. the rest is up to Corri.
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