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 Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 5:04 pm
"I will leave for a bit. Perhaps then you will be able to calm your mind." Yoru got up and walked towards the door. "If you need anything just call me. I will be in the other room."
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 5:16 pm
Nathan watched him leave, unable to do anything. But the minute Yoru was gone he started having trouble breathing... until the sobs finally left him and he flung himself off of the bed so he could roll underneath it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2011 11:45 am
Yoru sat in the living room reading one of his books. He began to think more that he was the cause of Nathan's problems. "Perhaps I need to inform myself as soon as possible," he thought. "If bringing Mao back would make Nathan happy then that is what I will do. As long as he is happy then I can fade away without trouble."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 5:57 pm
"Yoru... I'm scared..." he whispered, curling into himself as much as possible and needing to be held. Being alone all this time and 'dealing' with the pain made the nightmares or the sweet memories worse.
He didn't want rid of Yoru: he wanted to be held by him, because no-one else had gotten even remotely close to him since Mao. The Angel had pushed them away or been unable to respond.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:02 pm
Yoru could hear the other's silent cries quite clearly. He stood and went back to his side. He grabbed Nathan and held him close. "I will protect you from whatever may try to harm you. I will serve you until the very end. There is no need for you to worry."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:06 pm
"They don't...worry me. Being alone again does. I-I wanted to apologise before: I know you think I'd swap you for Mao in a second, but I wouldn't. I barely know you but I care that you're happy."
"No-one...for so long..." he whispered.
"Wanted to apologise in advance since you don't like holding me. But you didn't so the apology wasn't needed..."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:28 pm
"If you wanted him back then I would not blame you. If it would make you happy then I would be fine. All I want is your happiness. I would do anything for you."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:35 pm
Nathan choked on a giggle. "Yoru... I'm someone who wants everyone else to be happy. If someone I care about isn't happy then I won't be. You see? That part's hopeless to debate."
He shook his head. "Can you... just hold me and I'll try not to cry anymore?" he breathed.
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:40 pm
"Alright. I will hold you until you wish me to let you go."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:44 pm
"You might need a very, very comfortable chair then. I think I'll be clinging to you for a long while. Though I will try to let you go to work," he paused to wince at the thought of being alone during the day again, "I don't know if I'll be able to make myself let go every day."
He snorted. "Might not have a choice, now I think about it..."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:47 pm
"You can always come to work with me. It would me no trouble for anyone. Just tell me what you want and I will make sure you get it."
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:55 pm
Nathan kissed his cheek. "Thank you, but I meant that I'd be taken to Training if I was late. Then probably earn some extra rough training for that day." he shrugged. "It'll probably do me some good..."
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 4:39 pm
"That is your own opinion. I was never allowed to object no matter if I liked the training I received or not. I think your training may be a bit better than mine was."
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 6:22 pm
Nathan hugged Yoru hard, cradling him and rocking him. "I'm sorry for the training you received. If I can kiss any scars... then just tell me." he whispered.
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 6:48 pm
Yoru smiled. "Those scars are long gone. Now I am left with only the memories."
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