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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:15 pm
Thanks. *takes wine and cheesecake and quickly finished off both* So what's new with you Jason?
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:25 pm
Nothing really. though I was just thinking of you when I checked to see who was on. surprise surprise to see who was on wink Day's been pretty uneventful. how about yours?
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:39 pm
I have that amazing ability to be right where you want me... 3nodding My day...went okay. I found out some bad news, cried for a little bit. Passed out in Drama...but other than that, nothing happened.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:39 pm
what was the bad news? sad anything I can help with?
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:40 pm
I...found out that I'm moving a lot sooner than I want to... crying
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:43 pm
well..on a brighter note..you will be considerably closer to me and jeff..at least..but I know what you mean sad if you want, maybe I can give you a way to keep in contact? snail mail maybe? but if you need to talk about anything, you know I'm here whenever you need
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:46 pm
I'm going to Texas. How is that closer??
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 1:53 pm
Texas is a lot closer to Florida than Virginia is. you'd be a hop skip and a jump from me and jeff. of course, considering where in Texas you are. it's a big state.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:16 pm
About an hour outside Dallas/ Fort Worth. It's the area where most of my dad's family lives. And I don't want to go... crying
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:33 pm
*hugs, pets*
I know you don't want to go, and I sympathize. if there was a way for you to stay, I'm sure you'd take it. But by going to Texas, if you so wanted, I coudl see you, or jeff could very easily if nothing else. and you'll always have us on the comp. heck if you wanted I could give you a number to call and talk to me if you needed on the trip. and I'm sure jeff or elias woudl do the same, to make it easier on you. just like Bast and Aura I'm sure plan to call you on teh trip if they can, provided you'd have access to a cell phone or something.
It's not the end of the world, only a little change in teh scheme of things. we're still here, and you'll always have us here.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:38 pm
I know that and honestly it only makes it hurt worse. I think of everything I have here and I wonder if I will find it again in Texas. How can I start all over like I did nine years ago here? I'll be in college...my eighteenth birthday will be spent by myself. And what happens if I get too busy with school to even get on the internet anymore. I'm not as outgoing as Bastet would have me believe. She says I'm a social butterfly and I will make new friends...but will they be anything like the ones I have found here? We have been through so much together and I don't want distance to destroy everything we've built. Everyone has predictions of doom talking about how long distance never lasts and you should just move on...but I'm not sure I really want to...I just feel my entire life tearing before my eyes and it scares me so much that I cry myself to sleep at night.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:45 pm
won't happen. you'll never be too busy with school to lose the internet, I can promise you that much. and If it ment that much you know me or jeff or possibly both of us would be willing to see you on your 18th brithday. or at least convey our well wishes through a phone or computer.
As for finding what you have there in Texas..I think you can find somethign similar. it may not be the same, but I know that you may not be teh extrovert..but you have a beauty, a quality all your own that makes people want to be around you. I'm sure you'll find your place there as you did in virginia
Distance won't destroy what you've built. You know my situation, and it's lasted half a decade. so don't think distance will ruin things.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:48 pm
I wondered if you would ever tell me about that... *sigh* I have to go babysit...and try not to cry again. God I've cried far too much in the last couple of days. I'll probably be on later tonight Jason. Think about what you'd like to do then.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 2:51 pm
I didn't think it needed to be brought up, as you knew already thanks to Jeff.
I'll be here, and I'll be thinking about it. Don't cry, I can't stand to see a beautiful lady cry.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 4:43 pm
Hello, Post Goddess..and Fiery Redhead smile how goes the day for you?
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