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 Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 11:47 pm
This whole thing... it's really creepy.
Gee you guys! You come online way more than me!! And I miss things... but this, this is very creepy... the thing is.. I'm pretty skeptical on this kind of thing. Erm, so I just think it's probably a coincidence.. I mean, I could be wrong... but...
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 3:48 pm
@Kitsune: Like Hisoka? O_O That whole, feeling things other people can... You'd have been really down the day Luke died. I hated the kid. He always picked on me and a few of my old friends. I didn't even know he had died, but the whole school was REALLY quiet and I thought it was just because school hadn't started yet and it was so darn early. Nope. But I had felt like CRAP that day. Everything was sad, I felt angry and tired... I just wanted everyone to freaking forget about the damn kid. (I wasn't glad he died or anything, but they carried on about his death for about a week).
Then when ...was it Ross??? I think the guys name was Ross... when he died no one cared. Then when that kid died from an overdoes of drugs, no one cared either. We built a damn BELL on the football feild for the Luke guy... Why is he so special? oh and they release balloons on the aniversery of his death, which was either Valentines day, or the day after. 14 or 15 of Feb...
@Akila: Skeptical? Yeah, my mom is. She's all 'god's the only ghost... the holy ghost....' and then I have to go into the whole 'well what about the fallen and this and that' and then she stops and thinks for a while... But I didn't mean that the Spirits chilled out that night because I said anything, I meant more of because my vocalization, my own fears chilled out. But there is defiantly something at my house.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 5:21 pm
@Akila: I think we've all been having a hard time keeping up with eachother. XD;;;
@Marik: I guess kind of like Hisoka, though no where near as much as him... what is that called, an empath? It's more like... I can't always sense other peoples' emotions, but then sometimes I can, and it's usually when there's something I can do to help them. Like once, we were at this restaurant, and this guy came around making balloon animals for people. I sensed that he was really depressed and even suicidal, so I made him some origami. I don't know why, especially since I suck at origami, but that's just what came to my head. Afterwards, he seemed to be feeling a lot better, happier too, and he made me a smexy balloon dragon. Of course, I could've been completely wrong; I'll never know... ^^;; But that kind of thing just happens occasionally, and I always try to respond by helping the people feel better, because it's usually the bad emotions I sense... it's not that common though, just an occasional thing. But yeah, there's been days that kids at my school have died, and it's horrible. I can just feel so much sadness, and it makes me sad, even though I've only known one kid ever to die, and I didn't even like him. He was in my German class, and he was really annoying (he had a twin brother, who is even more annoying), but it was just so... depressing that entire class period, and it was horrible that I couldn't do much to help people feel better... I felt even worse because they had announced his death at the end of the day the day before, but I didn't realize who it was until the next day in German, because we use German nicknames in that class and I didn't know his real name.
But that just makes me sick that people only mourn for the... "beloved" ones... My school has never been like that; we mourned just as much for the kid I knew (who was a zitty little freshmen who wasn't well-known at all) as we did for a really popular senior who died the year before.
And personally, I believe ghosts are people who where just unable to pass on. I still believe in Heavan and Hell, but isn't it completely possible that there are just those who never made it to the afterlife?
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 9:02 pm
I can't even begin to tell you how many discussions I've gotten in about heaven and hell and Lucifer and God... and all of those... Religion and afterlife debates...
But yes, there are those that never make it to the afterlife. Some don't realize they've died... some don't want to leave, some have to stay behind because they ended up cursed or something along those lines... There's tons of reasons in my personal belief.
Empath I do believe is the term they use. But it comes from the word empathy, right? Empathy is feeling for others and wanting to help them. Me personally... I don't help others unless they ask for it, or unless I'm overcome with some strange urge to help them, but that doesn't happen a lot. (if someone comes to me and asks for my help or protection, whether I like them or not, I help them...and i do my best.) It's just a pain, really. To me at least...
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 9:06 am
Hm... not sure I believe in Heaven... don't believe in hell at all... as one of my friends said, "Why would God give you free will when he knows your gonna make mistakes and then blame it on you?"
But yea, I think Polytheism sounds funner. I'd like to be able to choose who and what I believe in and that sorta thing. But since I'm so skeptical at the moment I don't believe in anything... I used to go to Catholic church and to Sunday School - then my parents decided to let us choose if we want to go to church or not when we're older and I've never had the desire.
I dunno... I can tell when something is wrong with people too... but I don't help them unless I feel they deserve it. (Bad attitude on my part... -.-; ) I'm actually more likely to help someone I don't know at times; I get easily upset and hurt with my friends... so erm... sometimes I feel they deserve it... crying I so horrible... but that's how it is.
Our school mourns for anybody who has died. Even though I don't know them, I always feel horrible. But - a lot of kids are really rude and inconsiderate, "Well, I don't know him..." which is just not right at all... -.-
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 2:04 pm
I rarely help other people unless I do get that strange urge you're talking about Marik. XD;; But it's kind of common for me to get it I guess...
But I've heard an interesting theory that Hell is just how bad we make our lives on Earth, and in the end everyone goes to Heaven when they die. I thought that was interesting, but can't say I really believe it...
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 4:30 pm
...well I want to meet Lucifer at least once... So... Don't know where that's gonna get me. *sigh*
@Akila: I know about that feeling with friends. I have a problem with a lot of my friends I go to school with. But I try to remain nice and kind... I'm actually not as nice as they think I am, but... I learned a while ago that people don't interact well with me when I'm the real me... so... Bleh, plus I don't care enough to make things make sense, so I often contradict myself on things.
@Kitsune: At my friends dinner table we were talking about hell and heaven and someone said that earth itself might be the divider between hell and heaven... which makes tons of sense. After all, how you live here 'supposedly' determines where you end up. I swear, if hell isn't gasping for breath for all eternity in the dark and miserable and s**t, I'd probably want to go there... just because I'm not too fond of happy things. XP Yeah, I don't know. I think God needs to give us a brochure. One for heaven, one for hell... Then we could decide which we'd like to go to. *nods* And this couldn't be one of those evil scam brochures where there's a big beautiful lake that's sparkly and you can see the bottom, which turns out to be a nasty little mud hole...
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 2:55 pm
I'm falsely nice to some people I don't like, though this is rare, and I don't really consider them my friends...
And you make me laugh so much. XD But I do think that Earth is between Heaven and Hell; I believe that Heaven is outside of the entire universe, while Hell is inside the Earth.
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 3:12 pm
*flails* Did you know that if plotted, all the points in the universe that we know of...
When turned into a chart it looks like a flattened version of one of those world maps where the earth is like a funky oval?
O_O;;
Freaks me out...
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:28 pm
Crazy man... *wants to see*
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:56 pm
Uh... what?
*Didn't understand your previous post Kitsune...*
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 11:43 pm
Wah, sorry. ^^;; I meant that that was crazy, the universe thing (adding "man" as a way of addressing you) and that I wanted to see the chart. XD;;
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 10:26 pm
OH, I thought you were saying that you wanted to see some... crazy man. I was like 'what? Where'd we mention that???' *yes, it wasn't one of my brighter days... T _ T *
Yeah, it should be easy to find... Just take an astronomy class. They're really easy because you can't exactly take field trips to like, Jupiter or the asteroid belt. You mostly watch videos and do labs that deal with crafts because you can't really get moon rocks and martian soil... XD
Tim would sleep during that class because we turn the lights out when we watched movies. XD He failed, but he got a lot of sleep.... XD
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 11:44 pm
Nah, I worded it stupidly anyway. XD;;
And that's a good idea. I've always loved astronomy, so maybe I'll take a class for it as an elective in college...
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Posted: Sat Aug 04, 2007 1:30 pm
Have you ever been to Meteor Crater? I thought I heard it was in Arizona somewhere...
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