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 Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2008 9:31 am
"This??" What's 'this' ...? D:
And if you don't want it, then you shouldn't have to have it. 3nodding
-comforts-
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 1:59 pm
 Love wasn't put in your heart to stay... I don't know... I really don't know.
Nothing in my life makes sense. (not that it ever made sense in the first place, but now it's making less sense than ever)
One minute it seems like the whole of creation hates me, the next, something brilliant happens.
My wardrobe ate my school shoes, and I swear guys are oggling my a** because I have to wear my old, too tight school trousers because my new(too baggy) ones have gone missing.
All my earphones have mysteriously gone missing.
My back hurts, I keep getting random headaches and a stabbing pain just shot through my neck. (which is stiff for some reason)
Then, a random stranger gives up her slot so I can have it, simply 'cause she knows I've been waiting for ages for a chance...
My cousin - who I haven't seen in over a year - comes to visit.
I feel like life is looking up. But then I start having arguments with mum over trivial things.
My friends won't RP with me any more.
My mp4 player breaks.
I have to move down a set in science, and I don't know why. I was top of the class. (and therefore top of the year) but when my mum talks to my head of year about it, he says I wasn't performing to set 1 standards...
and then I fail the one test that could have gotten me back up into set one, and the only friend I have in set 2 moves down.
My crush started ignoring me... did I offend him?
Did Maddy tell him what I said about not having a boyfriend because I didn't want one?
Why didn't he smile at me, laugh at my joke, like he always does? What did I do wrong?
WHY can't I open up and be ME when I'm at school? I'm like the opposite of myself...
Little mousy book-worm in her shell, instead of hyperactive kitten really to face the world at roller coaster-speed and love every second of the dangerous ride.
Why am I so paranoid about what people think of me? Why do I always feel like I'm being watched?
WHY was a girl I hate(and vice versa) so nice to me in DT? It makes no sense.
Help, please, before I go insane(er)
I can't stand not understanding it all. >_< ...Love isn't love until you give it away.
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x a [Beautiful] lie x Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 5:26 pm
I hate broken computers
-sigh-
Actually I hate being busy more, but if my computer was fixed I would have been able to do the late-night computer time I usually have and I could have at least been around a bit.
I need a break from my life.
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 3:34 am
x a [Beautiful] lie x I hate broken computers
-sigh-
Actually I hate being busy more, but if my computer was fixed I would have been able to do the late-night computer time I usually have and I could have at least been around a bit.
I need a break from my life.  kokoro no naka hitori janai koto itai hodo kono mune o atsuku suru
At least you have a life. xD
Eh, I actually feel much better after venting...
hajimaru ne shinjiru koto kara kono kimochi ikiru akashi
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 11:20 am
omg, sakura - i know just how you feel, really. ):
nothing in my life really matches up either. i don't suppose your grades could have shown that you really deserved to be in the class you were in? i mean, they have to have records, right? and if you were top of your class, then that means they shouldn't even have a set 1 - that is, if you were the best one, and you're not there, then the whole class should have been moved down. :[
in which case, they should have left all of you in set 1 to begin with. meanie-heads.
and my cousin is in town too. :0
and i'm a real quiet person irl, too, even though when i'm around people i've known forever, i'm really manic and fun. sweatdrop
i hope you feel better and that things get better for you too :3
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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 1:30 pm
Kaenai omg, sakura - i know just how you feel, really. ):
nothing in my life really matches up either. i don't suppose your grades could have shown that you really deserved to be in the class you were in? i mean, they have to have records, right? and if you were top of your class, then that means they shouldn't even have a set 1 - that is, if you were the best one, and you're not there, then the whole class should have been moved down. :[
in which case, they should have left all of you in set 1 to begin with. meanie-heads.
and my cousin is in town too. :0
and i'm a real quiet person irl, too, even though when i'm around people i've known forever, i'm really manic and fun. sweatdrop
i hope you feel better and that things get better for you too :3 kokoro no naka hitori janai koto itai hodo kono mune o atsuku suru
Thanks. ^__^ You made me feel a bunch better. I'm glad someone knows how I feel.
I'm usually really loud and hyper though. Never all shy... it's like opposite of me. 'Hinata syndrome' someone called it. No doubt talking about stupid Naruto again...
hajimaru ne shinjiru koto kara kono kimochi ikiru akashi
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Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2008 9:18 am
Kiss me... WAAAHH I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIIIISSS! *crying*
Stupid... I downloaded a file, but it wouldn't work, so I downloaded the codec for it... and it STILL ONLY PLAYS THE SOUND. >_< I know there's video on it to, but it won't work. gonk I don't get this. I REALLY need to get that file to work
EDIT: Okay, never mind.. I KINDA got it to work... now my complaint is that I can't get a free converter that converts the whole video ...I taste like blackberries. 
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 10:49 pm
Kitsune Masks have jumped 500k in the past week.
**STABS INFLATION, STAB STAB STAB**
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 4:27 am
oh man! i kinda wanted one... :[
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 10:38 am
They are 2m now. Hopefully they'll come back down.
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 2:36 pm
2m??
gosh... maybe not. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Mar 19, 2008 5:59 pm
I am sad.
I feel really useless and defeated.
I don't know how to make this go away.
That's all.
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Posted: Wed Mar 19, 2008 8:18 pm
I am currently sad and tired.
And almost completely drained. Working 9-10 hour days is not fun.
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 1:19 pm
Stellar Phoenix I am currently sad and tired.
And almost completely drained. Working 9-10 hour days is not fun. -makes cocoa and gives slippers-
:3
These March 10 people are INFURIATING!
they're actually sending in reports to the BBB over
their accounts, even though Taligator said they were
still working on many of them.
What the hell is happening in the world when people
are so impatient that they can do things like that without
even thinking of the other people they might be affecting??
I don't get how they have a problem. I mean, okay, they
are blocked, and it isn't fair and I get it, but DAMN!
BBB reporting? Is it that serious? This is what helicopter
parents do to the rest of the world (because the ones doing
this crap are parents). They don't let their kids take
responsibility for their own things, e.g., school, work, accounts,
etc., and the rest of the world has to deal with the insufferable
attitudes. This spoiled sense of entitlement is why things
are basically in the shitter all over the damn country.
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Posted: Thu Apr 17, 2008 4:39 am
Kura-Chan... - . - Is it so hard? I mean seriously, can't people keep things relevant?! What does ANY of that stuff have to do with my piece of writing?! So WHAT if the Doctor is the Last Time Lord?! Why can't I create my own character and have her mysteriously escape the destruction of Gallifrey?! It's fanfiction!
Secondly, What does rescuing Rose have to do with this particular piece of writing?! Completely irrelevant! And I KNOW you'd need to cross the void! I have all that sorted out!
Thirdly, I may be clever, but I CAN'T READ FREAKING MINDS! Don't just quote a damn line from the text! Tell me what's WRONG with the line! I mean, she lives a thousand miles away from me on the other side of an ocean! Even if I COULD read minds, I couldn't do it from THAT distance!
Finally, WTF?! 'That enough criticism for you'?! Dude! Two of your points aren't even relevant, and the third one was confusing! YOU wouldn't like it if I said unrelated things on YOUR work, so don't do it on mine!
Geez! This girl gets on my freaking nerves! At least Rayne and Teram and Gothic point out relevant things! And everyone else for that matter. But NOO, this girl has to go and kill my good mood with her stupidity, doesn't she?! - . -
*grumble* ...Could really do with a good rant right now.
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