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 Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 8:15 pm
 Hit me out of nowhere like a ᴄᴀʀ ᴄʀᴀsʜ on the street, ----------------------------xxxxxxxxx♛Suddenly colliding into me,xxxxxNow I'm broken, bruised and beat up,xxxxxxxxx♛тαηgℓє∂ in my sheets.xxxxxHow can this feel so bad when you seemed so good for me?xxxxxxxxx♛ƠӇ, MƳ ƓƠƊxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's wrong with my head? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSweating with the ｃｈｉｌｌｓ, still in my bed. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ----------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛It's the short нєℓℓσѕ and the long ɢoodвyeѕ,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThe shake in my lip from the look in your eyes,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛makes me wanna ƊƖЄ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI've got the worst ӇƛƝƓƠƔЄƦ ƒяσм уσυ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛Gotta stay нιgн all the timexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxto fσяgєт уσυ I'м мιѕѕιɴɢ yoυ.. xxxxP i p e rxxx Mαє
Piper held her own, keeping herself as calm as possible as Derrick stormed off, muttering see you when I see you.
That stung. She decided then that she wasn't going home that night. And she needed a new home. Clearly, he was always going to be this way. Things don't change, not for the better. Piper tuned into Donny's smiling face as he talked about how he met the perfect beautiful Cami, who was beaming now. Surely watching his ex girlfriend get her heart smashed while said-ex is bragging about how amazing you are... Well, she'd be smiling too.
Her throat burned, tears threatened to spill. But she just smiled, laughed, and continued to fake her way through the conversation.
"Oh, well. You know, after I had to go on the run basically, I ended up here. And well, as you can see the fives aren't necessarily inviting. And I didn't really fit in specifically anywhere. Everyone was nice and helpful, but Derrick really reached out to me. He helped me settle in and he... Helped me get over things I left behind." She cleared her throat, took a drink of the wine in front of her, and smiled. "Enjoy the food. And the party. So glad you've made the decision to try life in the badlands, Don. It's good to have you both, really. Nice to meet you Cami. Good luck." She excused herself, taking her wine glass with her. She saw Twitch following Derrick and instantly headed the opposite way, sneaking off to the beach alone this time.
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 8:20 pm
Cami Evangeline Hendrix       ─────────────────────────────────────────────────────  For months on end I've had my doubts,
denying every tear. I wish this would be over now. But I know that I still need you here.
But when you call me baby, I know I'm not the only one.You've been so unavailable.
Now, sadly I know why. Your heart is unobtainable.
Even thoughLord knows you have m i n e.
Cami was hoping that Piper and this a*****e had a good relationship going. Sadly, as the night continued she quickly realized the opposite. He was clearly jealous that Donny was back in the picture. Which, she didn't disagree. She hated that Donny had come all this way for Piper and here she was being a b***h and screwing another guy. Though, he was dating her... sort of. She hadn't thought this whole thing through. But she also didn't care anymore. She was a few bites in when Donny began to talk about how they met, how beautiful she was, and how they were matched. His parents were happy, hers too. Everything was perfect. Then he decided to come looking for his not match ex...
And here they were.
Her cheeks turned red but she remained silent until Piper abruptly left without eating her food. Cami turned to Donny, mouth partly open. "I-" She started, then sighed. "What the hell just happened exactly?" She laughed lightly at her language, which was abnormal for her. "I'm sorry. I don't know what you expected exactly, but I doubt this was it. I'm so sorry..." Her face contorted into a pout, she looked into his deep eyes, and without thinking leaned in to kiss his lips softly. He had to love her, on some level, right? And if Piper wasn't interested in having him back... Maybe she still had a chance.
The future that we hold is so unclear.,
But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet
the odds against it all. You mightbe rightbut I don't c a r e There's a million,
reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants...
This is a modernfairytale.. No happy e n d i n g s.
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 8:22 pm
 xxxxx Everybody'sx gotta xchoice xto m a k e ,x Everybody needs ax l e a p x of x f a i t h
Before Nic could even speak, Derrick was yanking him from his seat and walking off, telling him he needed him. Twitch snagged a hunk of meat for the road, but otherwise followed along behind him, jogging a few steps to catch up. "What the hell man?" They stepped out of the gazebo. "I'm trying to eat, and get information from a friend. And what the hell is so urgent?" He stood, hands perched on his hips, looking at a clearly angry Dare.
And xwhatx are you xwaitingx F O RX???
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2015 12:47 am
҈ ҉ ___________ D o n n y ! ___________ ҈ ҉
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We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain.
We jumped never asking why.
We [kissed], I [f e l l] under your spell,
A L O V E no one could deny.
I will [always] want you.
I can't live a lie,
r u n n i n g for my [life].
I will always want you.
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Dony had pictured seeing Piper again a thousand times. Maybe even more than that if he was being honest with himself but her being with another guy had been the last thing he would have expected. Not like he thought she was going to be shattered forever or anything but he had just expected her to be...wanting to come home. With him. It was selfish and deluded, which Donny openly admitted to himself but Piper caused him to think irrationally. So Cami was right. This wasn't how he expected it to happen or end up.
Then Cami kissed him and for the first time Piper wasn't consuming his mind. He could focus on the girl that loves him wholly. Cami did have a piece of his heart, it was inevitable in their society. Maybe with knowing Piper was gonna work it out with her macho man eventually, Donny could actually get used to the idea of being with Cami. He kissed her back with a little more fervor than normal before pulling back and grabbing his glass. Raising it toward her he smiled and whispered, "thank you. From now on I'm going to make more of an effort and maybe we can really figure out how to make a life here. I like this adventure opportunity."
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2015 1:00 am
 All the fear has left me now. - - -►►►
<<<- - - And I'm not frightened anymore.
And if I feel rage I won't deny it. - - -►►►
<<<- - -I'm a companion to my demons.
I won't fear love. - - -►►► ✖ ✖ Derrick Carver ✖ ✖ ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗
After Derrick got his grumbling best friend out of his seat and away from the action Derrick spun around. The fire in his eyes had only died down somewhat but he was more angry at himself than anything now. "I made like a huge mistake. Like giant. And I was a pig and I'll I wanted to say was I actually like her and she acted like I disgusted her in front of that ******** smug republic weasel." He wasn't making any sense and he didn't know if twitch could follow. But all he needed was to vent and the only person he trusted more than Piper was Twitch. "Did we find anything on them at all. Anything so we can throw them to the wolves? Maybe not her so much as him? ********. Should I apologize to Piper?" This was the most bed talked in forever. Derrick wasn't a babbler. Today he had reached the tipping point and his emotions had bubbled over...more like exploded. "Are you following this, or do I need to bring out a tablet?" He threw in a friendly jab because he knew how ridiculous he sounded.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2015 11:15 pm
Cami Evangeline Hendrix ───────────────────────────────────────────────────── For months on end I've had my doubts,
denying every tear. I wish this would be over now. But I know that I still need you here.
But when you call me baby, I know I'm not the only one.You've been so unavailable.
Now, sadly I know why. Your heart is unobtainable.
Even thoughLord knows you have m i n e.
Cami smiled when he kissed her back, her heart fluttered in her chest. She placed her hand on his knee while he pulled back and grabbed his glass. She loved when he got all silly and cute, it was her favorite. Her cheeks flushed as he thanked her, promising that he'd try and they would make a life here. It was an adventure that was for sure. And really, what choice did they have?
They were here, and somehow she found herself thankful because things didn't seem to go well with Piper. She moved on, she had to have moved on. Clearly, she was interested in this a*****e guy, for whatever reason. But really, Cami didn't need or want a reason, she was just glad she didn't instantly go all lovey dovey on Donny, it actually gave her a shot. Her heart swelled with hope for the first real time in awhile.
"You mean it?" Cami beamed into his eyes, smiling ear to ear. The future that we hold is so unclear.,
But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet
the odds against it all. You mightbe rightbut I don't c a r e There's a million,
reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants...
This is a modernfairytale.. No happy e n d i n g s.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2015 11:22 pm
xxxxx Everybody'sx gotta xchoice xto m a k e ,x Everybody needs ax l e a p x of x f a i t h
Twitch took a second to catch up when Derrick started yammering on. He was very confused but once he started talking about had they gotten any information on the republic weasel and whatnot. Which, they hadn't. He seemed like a straight guy. A good guy, actually. Which would only add fire to the flame that was Derrick right now. Well, always.
Twitch actually chuckled when the guy finished talking.
"Damn, man. Was that all in one breath?" He shook his head, laughing. "Yes, you should apologize to her. And if you really wanna kiss a** you could apologize to the weasel as well." He sat down on the curb, feet in the sand. "I can always follow you man, it may take a second to catch up sometimes, but I got you man." He looked up at Derrick.
"Listen, I've done a lot of hiding in my life and if you really like her, you need to get your head outta your a**." His stomach rumbled. He stood back up, "Anything else? I'm ******** hungry."
And xwhatx are you xwaitingx F O RX???
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2016 12:49 pm
All the fear has left me now. - - -►►►
<<<- - - And I'm not frightened anymore.
And if I feel rage I won't deny it. - - -►►►
<<<- - -I'm a companion to my demons.
I won't fear love. - - -►►► ✖ ✖ Derrick Carver ✖ ✖ ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗
Derrick rolled his eyes at Twitch when he laughed at him. Twitch had some good advice even though it wasn't at all what Derrick wanted to hear. Apologizing ad never been his strong suit. Being apologetic for his actions wasn't either. He'd always been the guy that did what he wanted when he wanted and it always was about what benefited him. And now here he was, contemplating apologizing to some stranger about going all jealous rage over some girl. Maybe apologizing was best for him too. He sighed and nodded. "You're right. You're always right." Derrick crossed his arms over his chest. "Now I remember why I keep you around. Well advice and you're kinda cute like me. It's nice to have someone around that knows the struggle." He teased, uncrossing his arms to punch Twitch's shoulder. "No, that's all I needed. Well I guess I better go find Piper before she completely vacates the house." He waved goodbye to his buddy and walked back to the table.
It kinda looked like Cami and Donny were having a moment but he didn't entirely care. "Hey, I'm sorry to barge but I wanted to apologize to the both of you. Mostly you. "He gestured to Donny. "I know coming here must not have been entirely easy and we put you through a lot day one. I didn't mean to exacerbate the issue day one, I'm just not one for change. If you could please forgive me and give me a second chance it'd be much appreciated." He wanted to wait for an answer but Donny gave him a look that kind of read like he was going to have to stew on the apology a bit so he nodded in acknowledgement. "Well I'll let you get back to your party and can you point me in the direction Piper wandered to?" Donny silently nodded his head in the direction Piper left. Derrick waved and was on to the next apology. And this one was going to be a little better than the last one because he really meant this one.
He took off his shoes and socks as he got to the beach and slowly approached Piper. He cleared his throat before he approached her so he didn't make her jump. "Piper? Can we talk for a second?"
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2016 1:30 pm
҈ ҉ ___________ D o n n y ! ___________ ҈ ҉
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We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain.
We jumped never asking why.
We [kissed], I [f e l l] under your spell,
A L O V E no one could deny.
I will [always] want you.
I can't live a lie,
r u n n i n g for my [life].
I will always want you.
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When Cami put her hand on Donny's knee he was very close to forgetting all about the bad stuff and the awkward moments that had just occurred. Almost. He grinned back at her his eyes genuinely lightening and nodded. "Of course I mean it. I mean we don't have to be watched by our parents or the government. We are kinda free here. And that's a nice feeling." Near the end he kind of trailed off. More because he was talking to himself than to her. Donny then focused back in to Cami, leaning in for one more kiss.
Before he could reach her lips the a*****e was back. And by a*****e he meant Derrick. Donny sighed and glared at the brooding man. Derrick went into a long ramble about him being sorry and how this move couldn't have been easy for them. All the while Donny tuned him out and just glared. When the ramble was finished, he didn't dignify it with a response. Instead just waited for him to continue or go away. When Derrick finally got the hint he asked where Piper went. Donny really didn't want to answer but he didn't want Cami getting the wrong idea either so he nodded in Piper's direction.
Angrily he watched the tall boy walk away before looking at Cami. "Can you believe that guy?" He asked his voice going up in stressed pitch a little. "I mean he's a major douche, walks away for 15 minutes tops and then thinks he can apologize. Some of the people on this island are really ******** up!" He bit his lip. "I guess we may just have to get used to the strange rebel ways." He joked, trying to lighten up a bit.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2016 9:47 pm
Cami Evangeline Hendrix ───────────────────────────────────────────────────── For months on end I've had my doubts,
denying every tear. I wish this would be over now. But I know that I still need you here.
But when you call me baby, I know I'm not the only one.You've been so unavailable.
Now, sadly I know why. Your heart is unobtainable.
Even thoughLord knows you have m i n e.
He was right, they were free. Freedom. Something you could never even dream of back home. Err. Back there. The republic. This was home now. Forever, probably. They were caught up in the thick of it for sure. But she found herself fearless and carefree as Donny leaned in to press his mouth against hers. She felt a tingle pass through her lips but instead started to hear a males voice that wasn't Donny's. Oh no. Her eyes fluttered open, her cheeks flushed, and she turned to see Derrick. What.
It took her a second to catch up but he was genuinely apologizing to Donny, and he was saying nothing. Her eyes flicked between the two, then Derrick was gone. And instantly Donny flew off the handle. She sighed, rolled her eyes, and gently touched his flushed cheek.
"Shh. He was apologizing, Don. He was genuinely saying sorry because he wants things to be cool between everyone. Just let it go." She smiled softly, then her heart dropped. She hoped she hadn't overstepped, but he seemed so genuine. He could not just ignore the fact that Derrick was trying. Especially because, if she had to guess, he was trying for Piper. And really, that only benefited Cami.
She had never been vindictive, but being her made her feel the need to think quite unlike her natural self. She had yet to figure out if that was a good thing.... or not.
The future that we hold is so unclear.,
But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet
the odds against it all. You mightbe rightbut I don't c a r e There's a million,
reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants...
This is a modernfairytale.. No happy e n d i n g s.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2016 9:56 pm
Hit me out of nowhere like a ᴄᴀʀ ᴄʀᴀsʜ on the street, ----------------------------xxxxxxxxx♛Suddenly colliding into me,xxxxxNow I'm broken, bruised and beat up,xxxxxxxxx♛тαηgℓє∂ in my sheets.xxxxxHow can this feel so bad when you seemed so good for me?xxxxxxxxx♛ƠӇ, MƳ ƓƠƊxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's wrong with my head? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSweating with the ｃｈｉｌｌｓ, still in my bed. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ----------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛It's the short нєℓℓσѕ and the long ɢoodвyeѕ,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThe shake in my lip from the look in your eyes,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛makes me wanna ƊƖЄ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI've got the worst ӇƛƝƓƠƔЄƦ ƒяσм уσυ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛Gotta stay нιgн all the timexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxto fσяgєт уσυ I'м мιѕѕιɴɢ yoυ.. xxxxP i p e rxxx Mαє
On her way out, Piper snagged a bottle of wine from the buffet area. She had been alone for probably 25minutes but it felt much longer as she sat on the beach, her toes buried under wet sand as the tide continued to roll in over her tanned legs. Her shoes were tossed somewhere along the way down the beach, and now she sat with a half empty bottle of wine, breathing in the salty air. Her mind was riddled with questions and puzzles, full of regret and what ifs. But she tried hard to push those thoughts out, and it got easier with every sip of wine.
That is, until she heard his ******** voice behind her. Her stomach flipped and flopped, partially at the sound of his gritty bellow and partially at the wine. She didn't turn her head to look at him, she couldn't see his face just yet. She was mad at him. And dammit it needed to stay that way. He was wrong. He had been all wrong for her from the start. She knew he was trouble.
"Sure. But I'm not sharing." She copped attitude as she tipped the bottle backwards, sucking down the tart red wine. About a quarter of the bottle remained as she hiccuped after swallowing. "Whatcha wanna chat about, Dare?" Her voice was flat, straight forward, yielding all emotion.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2016 10:49 pm
All the fear has left me now. - - -►►►
<<<- - - And I'm not frightened anymore.
And if I feel rage I won't deny it. - - -►►►
<<<- - -I'm a companion to my demons.
I won't fear love. - - -►►► ✖ ✖ Derrick Carver ✖ ✖ ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗
Derrick sighed. He knew she was mad. But he had never known her to be this mad and mad enough to be drunk already. Twitch believed he could do this and that this was the right thing. So he steeled himself to do something completely out of the realm of normal. He but his lip and sat next to Piper. "So. You know me. Almost better than anyone on this island. And you know sometimes I act like an animal. Most of the time it's a good thing." He wiggled his eyebrows hoping to lighten things up. "But this time I was way out of line. Like almost to the point of you moving out. But I don't want that, you see. I want more than just sex and weed. And I was trying to say that to you. But it came out all wrong." He took a deep breath and cleared his throat. "So that's probably more than I've talked to you in forever. So.." He leaned forward trying to gauge her reaction.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2016 10:58 pm
Hit me out of nowhere like a ᴄᴀʀ ᴄʀᴀsʜ on the street, ----------------------------xxxxxxxxx♛Suddenly colliding into me,xxxxxNow I'm broken, bruised and beat up,xxxxxxxxx♛тαηgℓє∂ in my sheets.xxxxxHow can this feel so bad when you seemed so good for me?xxxxxxxxx♛ƠӇ, MƳ ƓƠƊxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxWhat's wrong with my head? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxSweating with the ｃｈｉｌｌｓ, still in my bed. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ----------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛It's the short нєℓℓσѕ and the long ɢoodвyeѕ,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThe shake in my lip from the look in your eyes,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛makes me wanna ƊƖЄ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI've got the worst ӇƛƝƓƠƔЄƦ ƒяσм уσυ.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♛Gotta stay нιgн all the timexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx----------------------------------------------xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxto fσяgєт уσυ I'м мιѕѕιɴɢ yoυ.. xxxxP i p e rxxx Mαє
Piper sighed as he started to take, she took a little sip of the wine this time, just trying to muster up courage. He was reaching into her chest cavity and gripping her little beating heart between his big, strong hands. Oh, those hands...
Her mind was fuzzy, he was trying to joke, but she was focused on his words now. He wanted more. More than sex. More than what they had. He didn't want her leaving.
She grunted, then forced a light laugh. "Oh sure, all of a sudden you want this and that and more. Why? Because Donny is here, because there might be some form of a challenge? I'm not a ******** prize Dare. And you can't treat me as such." Damn! The words were out of her mouth before she really realized what she was saying. Well, she meant it. Every word. She didn't need to get caught up in someone who was not in it for the haul. She didn't need anyone. She never did. She made that mistake once. Her heart ached, her breath was hitched. She closed her eyes, breathed in the ocean air slowly, then exhaled.
Finally, Piper looked over at him. "That's the problem. That's the most and deepest you've spoken with me ever, Dare. You see why the timing is a little skeptical don't you?" But here, under the moonlight on the beach with way too much alcohol and way too many feelings flooding her system, she was losing sight of the point very quickly. She was losing herself in his eyes already, her cold exterior was melting and it wouldn't take much for her to crack.
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2016 12:50 am
All the fear has left me now. - - -►►►
<<<- - - And I'm not frightened anymore.
And if I feel rage I won't deny it. - - -►►►
<<<- - -I'm a companion to my demons.
I won't fear love. - - -►►► ✖ ✖ Derrick Carver ✖ ✖ ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗
Derrick nodded and sighed again. "I totally know where you are coming from. And I know your pain. I've seen how the feelings you have for him destroyed you." He licked his lips. "I grew up around the people here. As much as you can running away as soon as you're able." He looked out over the water. "So you can see why I am not very..." He paused and forced himself to look back into her eyes. "I'm not very forthcoming with my feelings. I've felt this way for you a million times before. But it wasn't until Donny got here that I knew I needed you for myself and I needed to stop being a stone wall...to you." Derrick sighed and reached over and took her hand. "So in a way you're right. This is because of Donny. But he kicked my a** into gear."
Derrick smiled cautiously at Piper. "I even apologized to both of the newbies for the scene I made and the awkwardness I caused on their first day." One more time he took a deep breath. "And if you need more proof I'm in this, I'll tell you anything you want to know about me." It was going to be hard if she took him up on this, which he was betting solid money on the fact she would, but he wanted this pretty badly. He was obviously willing to sacrifice a lot of his stone exterior to prove himself. Twitch wasn't even told about Derrick's past. The computer nerd just knew. And it wasn't even the personal details it was the very generic things. Where he was born, his parents' names, ect.
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2016 1:04 am
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We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain.
We jumped never asking why.
We [kissed], I [f e l l] under your spell,
A L O V E no one could deny.
I will [always] want you.
I can't live a lie,
r u n n i n g for my [life].
I will always want you.
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Donny was surprised to say the least at Cami's response. Not because what she said was wrong or anything, it's just that she was never forward like that. Ever. And it took him very much off guard. He couldn't tell if what he was feeling was pride or something a bit more negative. But he decided to roll with it and let her embrace this more domineering side. If he was being completely honest it worked for him, he kinda wished she'd do it more. Maybe not when defending Derrick of all people.
"But, Cam. He can't be genuine. I have yet to see anything all day that makes me believe he's doing anything more than trying to look good for Piper."He grit his teeth and let out a deep breath. "You know what, I'm not going to worry myself on it. You're right. He apologized and that's all we need to look at, right at this moment." He took a drink and a bite of food. "I wonder what people do for fun around here, when it's not newbie party night.Are we supposed to get jobs?"He mused? It seemed to be a fully functioning society but in the Republic they never said that. Donny had only been taught that these guys were slovenly rebels with no form to their government. But in all actuality the two places weren't much different besides the rigidity of one and the loose flow of the other.
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