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 Posted: Thu Mar 30, 2006 10:10 am
Tamasaki Leiko My friend gave me a tarot card reading before and it said an issue in my presence is that I give too much to others, and I should be more careful with how I spend money like that since I'll need it in the future. Victoria, who was watching, was like "Haha. Shani doesn't give." which really hurt since she's been around for so long and didn't even know I donate a lot.
I guess I should I should worry about myself just a bit more, but oh well.
I hope your life gets better, Xero. I'm sorry about yours too.
And you don't talk funny. People think I talk funny. How I type too. I'm completely literate on AIM and so on, and text messaging. Sure it takes longer, but I'd rather keep my pride and dignity of knowing I can type, thanks. People say it bothers them, but oh well.
Our generation's basically screwed anyway with our lack of communication skills, our abbreviations for stupid things, and so on. Yay. Only those new to my life are sorry. As for me, I have nothing but regret. n_n By the way, our generation is the most protected (as children) and the most strict by laws of abuse and harrassement. Nobody knows how to exploit these laws. For instance, I almost got in trouble today on the bus, my feet were in the alleyway. The simpleton known as my strict bus driver kicked my feet widly and tried to stare me down. I put my music on my ears and continued to stare out the window with a cold whisper I said: "Touch me again and I'll have sirens chasing after your pathetic school bus." Naturally, he could've called the police because I threatened him (sort of). But he didn't because I could always exagerate on what he did to me and have him registered as a child molestor by the second degree n_n
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Posted: Thu Mar 30, 2006 1:28 pm
[~Paper~] Blasphemize [~Paper~] Blasphemize I've been studying Aspergers Syndrome (My disorder) a little more and I've found out more attributes that match me. I also found out the names of celebrities who have Aspergers. These celebrities are Albert Einstein, Bill Gates, Dan Akroyd, Satoshi Tajiri (creator of Pokemon), Thomas Jefferson, and Steven Spielberg. There are also many others that I'm too damn lazy to list at the moment. gonk So it's not a really rare disorder?
1. People with Aspergers are usually bad at playing team sports because they get all confused and their teammates get frustrated with them.
2. People with Aspergers don't care about hygiene
3. Most people with Aspergers have poor social skills
4. Most people with Aspergers can have a blank expression on their face and they have a hard time expressing their emotions.
5. People with Aspergers usually have an average or above average intellectual capacity.
6. People with Aspergers usually have a very good vocabulary. The scientist who discovered Aspergers would call his 5 year old patients "little professors" because they had the vocabulary of a college professor.Wow, in a way it has it's advantages and it's disadvantages.
There's more information about it in this article if anyone's interested:
Aspergers Syndrome
It's the reason I've had such a hard time finding a girlfriend, as well. gonk
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Posted: Thu Mar 30, 2006 4:19 pm
Blasphemize [~Paper~] Blasphemize [~Paper~] Blasphemize I've been studying Aspergers Syndrome (My disorder) a little more and I've found out more attributes that match me. I also found out the names of celebrities who have Aspergers. These celebrities are Albert Einstein, Bill Gates, Dan Akroyd, Satoshi Tajiri (creator of Pokemon), Thomas Jefferson, and Steven Spielberg. There are also many others that I'm too damn lazy to list at the moment. gonk So it's not a really rare disorder?
1. People with Aspergers are usually bad at playing team sports because they get all confused and their teammates get frustrated with them.
2. People with Aspergers don't care about hygiene
3. Most people with Aspergers have poor social skills
4. Most people with Aspergers can have a blank expression on their face and they have a hard time expressing their emotions.
5. People with Aspergers usually have an average or above average intellectual capacity.
6. People with Aspergers usually have a very good vocabulary. The scientist who discovered Aspergers would call his 5 year old patients "little professors" because they had the vocabulary of a college professor.Wow, in a way it has it's advantages and it's disadvantages.
There's more information about it in this article if anyone's interested:
Aspergers Syndrome
It's the reason I've had such a hard time finding a girlfriend, as well. gonk Ooo. I want to understand this more so I'll read it. =D And well you just have to give it time. You might be complicated and Anti-socail but you'll meet someone. =] Just Like I met Pac~man. At first I was like, Eh.... But then as we got closer I found things about him that made me love him like I do now. Trust me we have alot of issues but in the End we love eachother.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 7:13 am
People don't take the time to build up the small things, to accomplish the big.
People sometimes see things as too big, and then get intimidated and run away.
People sometimes treat small things as big, and ruin other things around them.
I believe this is just human nature. In my opinion, this all happens because we are human. We don't take time to look out of the box that's surrounding us before we look back in. What a shame, really.
Many people have great ambitions. We go on and on about how we're going to do something great, do something awesome to change the world, but we never do. And why is that? Because all the small steps along the way take too long. No one wants to take the time to accomplish all the small things, we just wish to skip along up those steps, and miss out on the great things in life along with the important lessons to be learned along the way. Sloth, one of the 7 Deadly Sins. We get nothing done skipping the smaller steps.
The strategy of breaking big things up to show how it's not so big and intimidating works well for many. Never worked well for me however. During the summer, I wanted to test out of regular science and get into biology as a freshman. I was so determined, it would help out so much. I set up everything perfectly. Study and take notes on 2 chapters a day, and I'll be set. In the beginning I did sometimes up to 4 chapters a day, trying my hardest. Along the way though, I lost my ambition.
Why was I doing all this? I couldn't seem to remember. I started slacking off, and didn't get past chapter 9. It was a shame, really. The test in the end was impossible. I didn't get in, and I was disappointed. The fact that no one else got in didn't impact me much. I still didn't try my hardest, and I still accomplished nothing. Sloth, once again.
People are arrogant. People suffer from vanity. Their Pride rules over all. My friend once told me Pride never dies, and thus why she didn't need anyone else. I asked her if she needed me, and she told me she didn't. She said she needed the phone calls we had everyday for hours on end, so technically it was like she needed me, but in the end she wouldn't since she had her pride.
She's throwing away so many important things, thinking that her Pride will be what saves her in the end. I keep telling her it will be what destroys her. Perhaps she does know that, and perhaps she's just denying it.
As for me, for the sake of not getting rejected and hurt, I threw away a relationship I had with a person I liked a lot. I wouldn't talk or interact with him, for the fear of being rejected. Kind of sad now that I think of it, and perhaps I should try and fix it again. The memories I share with him could last a long time. I can get over my fears, which to me, are the smaller things in the situation.
Just my thoughts on the big and small.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 8:07 am
I completely see where you are coming from. I did the exact same thing as you did when you wanted to get into biology, you Slothed.
Last year I was determined to get straight As. In the first quarter I got just one B and the rest As. After that everything went downhill. I became Lazy and there was too many things on my mind. I mean I payed attention in class and got good grades on tests I just never did the homework. Homework is my weak point since I'm too lazy to do it or sometimes I can't concentrate long enough to finish it in class.
I don't think I've ever dropped a frienship or a realtionship for the fear of being rejected. I don't mind. I can spend the rest of my years with only one friend or one lover.
There are homosexual couples out there alone with no one else because they were rejected for their sexuality, along with Lesbians. There families banished them and their friend were digusted. But do you think they aren't happy? I don't. They are probably one of the happiest couples out there.
But actions always have a consequence or a reward. You have to take your chances. You can always think about what you do before you do it but it won't always help what happens next.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 4:56 pm
It's a question of motivation and determination.
One of my greatest studies right now is what motivates a person the most?
At first, I claimed it was impressions.
Or can we go general and say, we are motivated for another?
whee I love that subject
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 4:59 pm
Xeroxer It's a question of motivation and determination. One of my greatest studies right now is what motivates a person the most? At first, I claimed it was impressions. Or can we go general and say, we are motivated for another? whee I love that subject So is it or is it not what you claimed it to be?
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 5:04 pm
Technically, it depends on the person and their morals or pirorities.
Is a reputation and self-confidence high in their list?
Or is (depending what they're doing or the activity they are focusing on.) Success (family, business, spiritually) high in their classification of what it's important and what's not as important.
n_n;
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 5:09 pm
Xeroxer Technically, it depends on the person and their morals or pirorities. Is a reputation and self-confidence high in their list? Or is (depending what they're doing or the activity they are focusing on.) Success (family, business, spiritually) high in their classification of what it's important and what's not as important. n_n; Oh I see.
My main priorities right now is to not be hated. I don't like the feeling. I can be alone just not hated.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 5:18 pm
I think what I would cry for the first time in years (9 to be exact) if someone managed to fully analyze and figure me out. I coward behind so many logical and mind-boggling twisted theories and aggresive analysis on people, so no one can even think of me. True the attention I lack because people are so preoccupied on what I just inserted into them does affect me, but I just distant myself [from me], that I forget all about and manipulate and bend another's opinion of their actions till they doub themselves and almost become naive to consider everything I say and actually intend to use it in further social confrontations.
So, I believe it's clear that I toy around with people, so I don't dwell on my own problems, that's why I probably created this thread and that's why I never corrected anyone (when the first people start posting about their problems) that this thread was just to discuss my theories or your theories on how the world turns or revolves.
I also never corrected anyone due to the natural fact that no one truly is interested in someone else (excluding love, but that has personal gains as well. Evidently). And if they are, it's usually for knowledge or pleasure of getting a good story or laugh. Which is so rare these days.
People often ask why we always are mumbling and grumbling about what's negative, bad, and malicious. Some things may indirect influence or shift our way of thinking (Happiness being one side of the balance of our thought-process, and Negative being the contrary side). For example, petrole (What is it in english?). Technically, the smell is none. Literally, there is no smell in petrole. They inserted a bad smell to notify people that they left it on and any contact with extreme heat (or flame) could have major causalties. Originally, the smell was good, plesant, but nobody noticed it and soon, catastrophes erupted throughout.
Ah, sorry, bad example. Because that example could be retraced even further, but I have no intel that far back or example. My apologies.
By the way, does anyone else think I talk funny? Some childish teenager(s) keep telling me to stop talking like a 65-year old. And my sister keeps mocking me for acting "smart". That really annoys me, at home and school, I have no room to expand my intelligence (lack of vocabulary and I tend to studder in french sad ). So I usually flabbergast people where their time of reaction is slightly shortened (due to their experience in typing). But, there could be another reason.
P.s I think I have a conversation where I toyed around with someone, it's subtle and I often ask them if she wants me to stop, so they don't feel cornered or threatened, so I can continue n_n;
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 5:25 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 5:42 pm
I like the way you talk. Sometimes it's complex and hard to comprehend... but that might just be because of the context.
I think mainly, that if I were the friend in the conversation, I'd need time to soak things in to explain. Sometimes, it's easier to just say smaller bits and phrases of what your thinking, than to explain the whole thing, because you don't know how to describe it right then and there.
People are made up of different things. Hereditarty, society, environment, and how you were raised all play a good part of how you turned out/are turning out.
I myself don't truly know who I am yet. So I can hardly expect anyone else to fully know who they are, and how they came to be that person.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 6:21 pm
You make a strong point. I can't believe I overlooked that
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 4:05 pm
We find comfort in those who agree with us; We find growth with those who don't.
:3
-xXx-
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 5:45 pm
Wow, that was fantastic, where did you learn that surprised <3
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