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Rai laid there coughing violently again and glared at James "oh yeah I stand just fine James, I only have gallons and gallons of blood pouring out-" He coughed again this time he coughed up some blood "and I have this pain in my throat from hunger, yeah I definitely can stand let alone fight to my fullest" he spat sarcastically which caused him cough again which caused him even more pain.

"Oh yeah I can so totally move when my whole body is numb" He rolled his eyes "In case you haven't seen-" his vision was unfocusing again "I....I am...losing...all of my-" his head dropped to the floor as he passed out from all of the pain and blood loss. It felt as if death once again was inviting him to the hell that he belonged to.

Rai was slowly slipping the world of the living and since he had no soul he would never return to Earth as an angel or demon, he would just disappear to be lost to the world forever. No one would remember him or even care for him, except maybe Shizuo but even that was a big iffy for Shizuo himself or so Rai thought in what he expected to be his final moments of life if you call being a vampire living.

Rai coughed as he took a breath when he swallowed some blood. His chest started to rise and fall slowly as he eagerly drank the blood. He had polished off his first blood bag in no time. He opened his eyes and tried to move so he could another himself but cried out in much much pain.

Rai closed his eyes as he just downed that blood bag greedily since he wanted to get rid of the pain. He glared up at Shizuo and after he finished the second blood bag "I almost died because of your stupid wolf form" he said bitterly "Next time just put me in my room" He looked up at James "Thanks for the save and can I have another bag?" he asked.

Rai watched him leave and sighed. He looked at the blood bag and tore it open suddenly not hungry anymore but his body needed it so he forced himself to drink it. When he was finished with that he looked at James "Was..." he looked down "Was I took harsh on him?" he asked his hair going in his face. He took another blood bag from James as he tore that one open too and began drinking just for the sake of getting drunk since he felt horrible for acting the way he had towards Shizuo "I mean itss not like its hiss fault rightssss" he said starting to slur his words.

Rai sighed and looked down. He painfully got up and walked into the study without knocking. Was using the walls support and was breathing heavily but he was healed a lot more then he had first looked like. "Master" he said lightly or tried to but the pain made it hard to "Forget my words and put those bottles down" He said and walked over to him using the walls and grabbed the bottle from him closing the fridge "Forget about what I had said, I was just so lost in pain and agony that I was delusional"

Rai sighed and shook his head "No master, you need stop feeling sorry for yourself for what the wolf did." he said gently "Plus if I can't drink neither can you" he said and put the bottle way up high where Shizuo couldn't reach and sat up against the fridge so that Shizuo wouldn't get into it "We need to talk about what happened"