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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 5:38 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> She shrugged. She didn't want it to be goodbye, she wanted them to be friends, but that couldn't happen. She loved him, and she thought he loved her, maybe not, but you can't be 'just friends' with someone you're in love with. She thought about the other girl, the huntress, and it made her sick. The thought of Mac kissing another girl was like nails on a blackboard nonstop inside her head. She but back on her false smile again, the one she never stopped wearing,"I hope you have fun with her." she turned and started to walk back into her cabin, locking herself away from everything. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 6:20 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Her?...Oh god, she did told her. She knows."No! wait." he said as he followed her into the cabin again. This conversation wasn't over. Not now. Especially not now. He couldn't leave and let her think he wanted to be with Cassandra. No. He simply couldn't. Mac grabbed Natalia's wrist, bringing her to stop once again. "Wait...please. What do you mean her? There is no one else. I just love you, Nat. Just you." She hadn't looked at him yet, but he hoped she did. He hoped she would stop wearing that false smile, which seemed that he had seen since the first time they had been together...no, she hadn't wore it that day. He closed his eyes as he remembered. She was shy, she was good, she was amazing...and every smile she had gave him that day had been true. All of them. Mac looked at her as he waited for her reaction. Natalia...
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 6:45 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> She started to sink back into herself again, was it something that would just go away? Or would she be stuck being like this forever. He grabbed her wrist, snapping her out of it. She look down at her feet as he talked, denying the huntresses. She would have believed him too, but she believed her sister, Atreyet, so much more,"So you're saying there was no huntress, huh, funny. So now you lie too, just keep adding these traits." she said, ripping her wrist out of his grip. She was tired, and still had to think about her decision. She walked over to her bed and faced the opposite direction from him so her back faced him, picking up the letter from earlier from on the ground. She sighed, then sat down,"Can you just leave and not make this any harder. Go find the huntress, everything will be easier that way.". Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 6:58 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Mac let her get out of his grasp. He stared after her, as he let her go. As she walked away, as she sat down on the bed, and as she told him to go and find the huntress...he stayed rooted to the spot, staring at her, not really knowing what to say. "I don't love her, Natalia...I did. A long time ago. But you changed that. I love you now. I'm yours. And I don't want anyone else but you. I don't. I admit that there is a huntress but...I don't care about her. I told her to leave me alone and never come back. Your sister can tell you that if you don't believe me."
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 7:25 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Anger bubbled inside of her. She wanted to believe him, she was even starting to, but she knew she shouldn't. She took a deep breath and spun around the bed, looking at his chest, unable to look at him in the eyes any longer,"Look, I think It'd be better and easier for both of us if you just left now. It would save the trouble for if I left.." she bit her tongue, immediately regretting she said that. It was a secret, and now it was out, kinda. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 7:40 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Mac stood there stunned for a second but then he took control of himself once again. He took a step forward, almost unconsciously, and shook his head at her even though she couldn't see him. "No. I'm not leaving you. Don't you get it, I love you. True, I'm full of trouble and it might be easier if we just stayed apart but I don't care about it being easy or not. So you might as well and just tell me that you don't love me; go ahead, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me. Or just kill me right now. Because I'm not leaving you. I need you."
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 4:10 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Natalia stopped. She took a deep breath in, pulling herself inside her head, but this time, for a different purpose. Her head went wild, her thoughts flying by as fast as a jet. Every second her headache got worse, she probably already had a migraine. She thought harder,'My god, what am I doing? He's the most amazing guy in the world, why am I pushing him away? There is no reason. Why have I been doing this? Why am I keeping the past to control my future? I can't do it anymore, it's ruining me...look at yourself! You used to go to him if you were upset, now, you can't even look at him! How did you turn into this...how did I turn into this..? I can't do it, I just can't, not anymore...'
...She pulled herself out of her head. She pulled her hands up from her side, pressing her fingers against her head, trying to block out the pain. She slowly sat on the ground, her eyes covered by her hands, trying to block out the light that made her head pound even harder. She knew what she wanted. She knew what she had to do. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 7:38 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Mac watched as Natalia digested his words. She didn't even turn towards him. She did not move at all. Natalia...what has happened to us? We are right together. Perfect. And yet... Mac took a deep breath and continued to watch Natalia, waiting for some reaction or some response from her but she didn't say anything. He was about to say something more when she suddenly moved, she held her hands to her head and sat down on the ground. Her face was out of sight and she almost looked as if she were crying. Oh gods...I always mess everythig up...always... "I...I better go." he said to her, as he started to walk away. He didn't wanted to go but maybe he was pushing her too far. Maybe she couldn't even bear to be with him anymore...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 7:53 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Natalia heard him walk away. She tried to tell him no, to come back, but her head was pounding. No, this can't happen, not again. I can't loose him again... Natalia took her hands off her face, the sun hitting her again. Pain rushed up her head, the only words repeating in her head were Ow. She carefully stood up, unbalanced at first and almost fell over. She steadied herself, then held out her hand to him,"Wait, no, please don't.." she said a little lower then average tone. She put her one hand back on her head, a little higher this time, on the temple of her head. Sunlight aways made her headache's worst, it made everyones worse. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 8:06 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Mac couldn't believe this was happening again. As he walked away, he couldn't help but think that this was doomed to failure, that he had no luck at all. And yet...she called him. She actually stopped him from leaving. He slowly turned back to Natalia and looked at her quizzically. He would have said something, he probably should have said something but he was caught off guard by her words and simply couldn't say anything.
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 8:23 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Natalia saw him turn around. She smiled to herself, he didn't leave. When she smiled, the pain surged again. She clutched her head tighter, tryinfg to stop it. She bit her lip, then used her other hand to point to her head,"Headache, bad" she said, trying to explain. It hurt, bad. She sat back down again, unable to stand. 'Being inside my own head causes this much pain?' She shut her eyes tight, trying to block out the sun,"Ow" she mumbled from under her breath. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 8:34 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius.Mac could have almost laughed right then. She stopped me. he thought, smiling a little. Still, he didn't really count it as a win just yet. She kept saying things agaisnt them being able to be together. He walked over to her and kneeled down beside her, not touching her even though he wanted to. "You want me to get you something for that?" he said, referring to her headache. "You could use your necklace."
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 8:48 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Natalia laughed a bit,"Or I could use some ambrosia I have inside." She looked up a bit at him. The sun seemed a million times brighter, but he was still shining brighter to her. 'He might be the one...' She smiled to herself, he loved her. She loved him. It was actually going uphill instead of down. She reached her hand out to him, extending it so he could take it and help her up. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:00 pm
Mac Luminaire, Son of Erichthonius."Or that. Yeah." he said laughing a little along with her. She actually has a stash of ambrosia in there with her. Wow. he thought a little surprised, but then he remembered that every demigod had one of those with them. The only reason he never did was because he had Ignis. He shook his head to clear his thoughts and took her hand, helping her to her feet. keeping a hold on her so she wouldn't lose her balance. He then made a flourish with one hand and gestured to the door. "Ladies first."
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Posted: Sat Jun 05, 2010 9:12 pm
╔══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╗ ✚ Natalia====Wright ✚exiled and pushed away lost in time I'll always be...╚══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ═══ ══╝---> Natalia smiled as he took her hand. His hand was warm, a bit calloused, but nice. She walked up the stairs, him still holding her hand, as to make sure she didn't fall. She would have protested, but she knew it wouldn't do any good. Besides, it was very possible for her to fall. 'I'm so lucky so have him..I mean, look at him. He's even making sure I get into the cabin alright..' She couldn't help but smile to herself even more. She was about to reach her bed when she tripped and fell to the floor. Daughter Of Hephaestus...
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