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 Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 4:30 pm
Kurama-sempai stood up to greet Ookami. I sat blankly on the bench, hoping to not be noticed. Too late, though...
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 4:42 pm
I forced a smile on my face. "Good morning." I nodded. Let me go sulk somewhere I don't have to pretend to be perfect all the time. I grib on my book tightened as I tried to coat over my feelings.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:26 pm
I snapped my book shut. "You know, if you aren't happy, you don't have to force yourself. Just because it's 'Proper.'..."
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:39 pm
I just forced another smile. "I am happy." I tried to release my death grip on the book. Proper? I really have worked my whole life to prefect being what my parents wanted me to be. I was jealous of her. She was able to feel emotions.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:42 pm
({Lol, I should draw a picture, and then have arrows pointing to Kuragari that say 'Feels, nor cares about, nothing. XD))
"You shouldn't lie." I stated, than thanks Kurama-sempai for his help. I still didn't understand the math, though. Damn equations....
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:47 pm
I turned to walk away. "Isn't that what distinguishes us from animals? The ability to lie?" I mumbled as I walked away. I hate people who can see through my every lie.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:51 pm
I glared at her. What an annoying b***h. "Kura-chan?" I span and padded away from Kei.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:54 pm
I smiled. Good to know I can still get under peoples skin. I wandered towards the park to torture myself.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:09 pm
I flopped onto my bed and glared at the ceiling.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:12 pm
I sat on a park bench staring at all the happy little families. I yearned to be with my family... but thats not gonna happen anytime soon.
I fell back onto my bed. It wasn't even noon and I was already feeling sorry for myself. Sigh.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:17 pm
"You know... we don't talk much anymore."
"That's because you dropped out of school." Kei sighed.
"You know I love you, right?"
"...I honestly don't know anymore..."
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:20 pm
I didn't even realize I was crying until Nancy wiped my face.
"It'll be okay dear." She cooed. I just avoided her eyes. Nancy and Kuragari-san, when did I start to think like that?, where the only ones that could see through all my lies. It hurt...
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:22 pm
"Want to go out for lunch?" Kei asked. I nodded. Anything to spend time with him...
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 6:29 pm
Kuragari was a lucky b***h. She has her brother and all her friends to depend on. I have a maid. I rolled over and avoided looking at Nancy.
"I'm okay." I muttered. She rubbed my back for a moment then left me. I buried my face in the pillows and cried.
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 8:37 pm
'i know i was gone unexpectedly from school....but i didnt think ppl would wanna know why i was gone...' as Nemu thought to herself trying to get thru a big a** crowd of ppl
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