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 Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 1:23 pm
"Fallon I have no idea, Carlisle, Edward, Jasper, and Emmett usually have the better ideas when these situations happen. Nessie you are doing very well and I am proud of you but right now we all need to be strong," Rose said as she had a memory of when James was going after Bella all those years ago. She remembered how much she hated having to wear Bella's clothes because her family was in danger.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 1:51 pm
"Well out with it woman!!" i said to Rosalie. "Oh, hey Edward." i said simply casting a very uninterested glance at him. "I dont know where she is. Ask Alice, by the way, you have missed a lot recently. I am suicidal, scary people are coming for us, we cant find anyone, and we have no clue how to fix any of that. except for the first part. I could just have someone kill me when the scary people get here...." i said bluntly and accidentally speaking my mind aloud.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:01 pm
Edward glared over at Fallon, distracted from his thoughts. "What was that?!" He demanded
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:08 pm
You know exactly what I said Edward. I. Want. To. Die. Can I make it anymore simple?? i thought outwardly. Why is my mind taking over control like this?? Great. There is going to be hell to be paid with Edward now. I thought blocking Edward from reading the last part.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:19 pm
Edward growled at her and grabbed her arm "LOOK I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU AND YOUR SUICIDE NONSENSE! I HAVE TO FIND BELLA!" He immediately withdrew when he saw the shocked expression on everyone's face. He hurt inside when he saw Renesmee looking teary-eyed. He turned around again and stormed outside.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:25 pm
"Out with what," Rose said to Fallon then looked over at Edward, glad that he finally made it back.
"I have no idea where Bella or anyone else is for that matter. Plus Alice had a vision and it doesn't look good. Plus Fallon has been saying the suicide nonsense since Alice's vision. Plus have you heard from Jasper and Emmett," Rose said shaking her head.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:30 pm
"How is me being suicidal, nonsense?? I have wanted that for close to three years Rose!! Without William nothing matters!! All any of you care about, with the exception of Nessie, is where Jasper is, or where Emmett is, or where Bella is! That is all your minds ever think about and I am sick of it! I have no one and all of you have someone, trust me I wont be missed." I growled and sprinted out of the front door as fast as I possibly could. Maybe I could find them before they get here. So I could just get it over with.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:37 pm
"Here we go again, Edward do you want me to go after her or should you. You are faster than the rest of us. I don't know what to do anymore with her. I am trying to keep them all safe till we find everyone but Fallon just doesn't seem to understand what I am getting at," Rose said fustrated at Fallon for leaving again and this whole situation that they were all in.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:39 pm
"CRAP!" i screamed when i heard Rosalie ask for Edward to come after me. I started running as hard and as fast as i possibly could to make sure that he couldn't catch me and he wouldn't find me.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:42 pm
Edward watched Fallon run off and he felt hopeless. Fallon hadn't deserved that from him at all. He ran after her and grabbed her arm softer this time. "Look Fallon...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. But please...don't do this... I know what if feels like to want to die, but it's not worth it. Please. Just think about it a while longer won't you?"
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:46 pm
"NO!! I can't! He has been dead for 5 years! He isn't coming back, and I can't bring him back! The only way I can see him again is to die. And that is a chance I am willing to take." I said the first part with feriocity but the last part came out in a whisper. I fell to my knees and began sobbing again. I need him just like you need Bella. Edward, just understand what I am going through.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:49 pm
Rosalie stayed by Renesmee's side as she watch Edward run after Fallon. She knew he was the better person to talk to Fallon, better than her or even Alice because they have always had Emmett and Jasper but Rosalie could never imagine what her life would be like if something were to happen to Emmett and that scared her more than anything else.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:50 pm
Edward crouched down next to Fallon. "I do understand Fallon. I understand exactly what you're going through. Remember what you heard about me trying to provoke the Volturi? I thought Bella was dead and was going to have myself killed. I know how much you want to be with William again. All I'm asking is that you calm down and give yourself a bit more time to think about it. It's never the smartest thing to make a decision when you're angry. Please Fallon. I consider you a sister and don't want you to do what I almost did. If it helps, do you want to talk about what happened to William? I can lend an ear if you need it. We can go somewhere where no one else will hear."
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:53 pm
When he said William's name my head snapped up. "He was murdered. By the people that are coming here, they almost killed me, but I got away. He helped me remember..." I said trailing off and seeing some distant thing.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:59 pm
Edward looked at her concerned. "Fallon?" He shook her lightly "Fallon? What's wrong?"
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