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Yeah, i know im new here but whatever..i had the same situations as bigjr20 and RedHop. with a bit of difference. You see when i was in 6th I was searching for any anime and i noticed a pic of some girls getting into it. well it noticed after like 5 mins of staring, that i was leaning. Funny thing was, I had a bf. so years passed and i searched more and more. Got to high school this year and find out i have like 6 gay, bi, and les friends. I told one girl that seeing her with her gf made me want that kind of relationship. first she stared then laughed. She simply said,"You'd make a cute les." During this time, I had a GREAT friend who liked most of my interests. BUT she wasnt that way AND gonk ............completely loyal to HER BF!!!!!!!

shes been my friend since 5th and we kept inviting each other over and stuff. I liked her more everytime but alas she had "him." even though i know this I still find myself staring at her as she sleeps. She's just soo cute and she looks like such a sweet child when she sleeps. Ill never have a chance. none of my friends know. well besides the one i told..but yeah i was still with my bf just last year(we parted ways). Not one of my friends ever notice my motions or 'accidents.' They'll never know, but i dont find that horrid one bit. I'm secretive... sweatdrop I have NO chance she loves 'him' too much.

I think I knew for absolute certain when I was at friends party and we played truth or dare. Me, my bf, the girl i like, and 4 other friends. well my !!BOYFRIEND!! dared me to make-out with the girl. I was just like....oh s**t what do i do? but yeah i kissed her and even after I went to lay down on my friends bed with my bf I couldnt stop thinking about it. I'm disloyal!

I did have a crush on my senior buddy (the school gives freshmen a senior buddy to help get through the 1st year). She was les. and she had cutting problems like me. She was really nice and she was certinly an individual, she had blue-green hair. but after she broke up with her gf, she gave it up and is now dating some guy. her gf is nice but i dont like her 'that' much.

I am proud of it i jsut am unsure. It has been this way for years it started with my friend trina but tehn i lsot contact with her and i lost interest. Theni met my best friends sarah. when we are together i feel teh smae if not more then i did for trina. At first it confused me because of teh span of a few years between teh feelings and i still am confused. But when sarah stradles me and kisses me i jsut feel that it is right. More so whe she kisses me or gives me a hicky

i just sort of realized on day that i found girls hot as well as guys.... and one day i made out with a chick as a joke to bug some friends, and i realized i liked it redface

I guess I dunno why I became curious/Bi but, Gay peeps are actually nicer than normal homophobic peeps

So, where are you from my friend?

What made me bi? I dunno. My mom says ( not knowing ) that gay people have a part of their brain that's smaller, therefore making them gay. I totally disagree. I'm just me and this is who I am.