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 Posted: Tue Aug 09, 2005 4:48 am
KageKoneko moonlightmage .+[[L.I.G.H.T.N.I.N.G]]+.
I hate my french teacher. omigosh I hate my french teacher too! >.< Umm.... ninja I hate my new japanese teacher. Let's see. Something to rant about oh, here... People need to stop acting as though their life is soooooooooooooo much more dramatic and stressful than everyone else's and get over themselves. Unless your cat got run over by your dad who then ran into a tree getting killed in the process leaving your family broke with no life insurance and funeral bills forcing your mother to go insane and run off leaving you and your five year old brother to fend for yourselves landing you on the streets for two miserable years in which every imaginable horror happens to you(i.e. rape, torture, ect...) only to have your now seven year old brother taken from you and placed in an orphanage and in an attempt to reunite with him you somehow end up in jail where you are beaten upon everyday for 6 months for being the new person or some nonsense like that and upon being released you marry the first idiot who will have you procreate like crazy ending up with four kids in three years only to have the idiot run off with some hussie(sp?) from Detroit, oh well he abused you anyways?, forcing you to live on welfare promising yourself not to run away like your no-good mother yet by doing this condeming your children to a medicore exsistence and in the end becoming a drunk to staive off the harsh reality this world has given you only to die in a hold up at the local video store while renting Bambi for the twenty-fifth time making the 9 o'clock news.... if not get a life. Okay so that rant has actually made me content for the moment. If that has somehow really happened to you, minus the death since that would make it impossible for you to be reading this, though I'm sure if this has really been happening to you then getting on the computer to post about it on Gaia or some other forum is the least of your worries...right?!,....sorry? neutral o.o....
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 4:18 pm
I hate people who fish for pity, even if something in their life REALLY sucks. If my father died, I wouldn't post it on Gaia, start my own website about it, and use it as an excuse. I'd feel confused, sad, and angry, but I wouldn't want pity. Pity is just a cheap way to get what you want.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 4:44 pm
Shayne Leevy I hate people who fish for pity, even if something in their life REALLY sucks. If my father died, I wouldn't post it on Gaia, start my own website about it, and use it as an excuse. I'd feel confused, sad, and angry, but I wouldn't want pity. Pity is just a cheap way to get what you want. Would seem pity is why i have few friends, they talk to me a bit, but then wonder away from me for life sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2005 10:38 am
*has never posted in this thread before, hopes she isn't in the wrong place*
I've been hanging out in the ED a lot lately. I found that that's where most of the good arguments are on Gaia. And I know it's my own fault if I go in there and see things that I disagree with and get upset over them. But jeez. It's amazing how idiotic some people can be.
What upset me today was a thread about asbergers and ADD. The person was basically saying that they don't exist, that they are just excuses for parents to drug their kids up so they don't have to deal with them. That's a load of bullshit. Sure, maybe some people are diagnosed with those things when they don't need to be, but probably most of them really have problems.
Like my brother. When he was 8 yrs old, he was diagnosed with asbergers. The school he was going to referred him to Children's Hospital because he was so violent witht he other kids, and was suicidal. The trained psychologists and psychiatrists there diagnosed him after a month's observation with other children and when he was on his own.
My brother is now on welbutrin and seraquil. And it just barely works. He still threatens to kill us and himself constantly. I don't want to even THINK about what would happen if he was off the pills.
One thing they addressed on that thread was how many people were on ridalin. I can't really say too much about that though. Just that aside from one thing, it really helped my brother. He became able to socialise, and because he was on it, he was able to concentrate enough to learn how to read. The only problem was, it made him more suicidal, so they took him off it.
Of course, my brother has more problems then just asbergers. He has ADHD and double-y's as well. But the point is that it's not made up. People who say it is are the people who prevent him from getting help. We've had to deal with them before. It's so ******** frustrating when someone, in this case the school administration, refuses to help ((give an S.E.A)) because the kid looks normal. They only gave him the S.E.A. after trying to deal with him for a year without one. And this has happened at 3 different schools now! ******** morons.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:40 am
Rant Topic: Stupid Rednecks...
I work at Domino's Pizza and this week we're having this stupid $6.99 pizza deal and to advertise we had to take turns holding the sign up next to the main road. Well right around the corner from the store is the VA Beach Amplitheater which two days ago happened to be host to a country music concert, don't know who it was don't care, which meant only one thing... stupid drunk rednecks sitting in their cars along the road we had to stand with the sign.
First off I hate country music and the south in general. Why? Because I grew up in the North and feel this utter unexplainable hatred of the 'redneck', 'hick', 'western', ect... image. It drives me insane. Not to mention that country music stars are a complete joke since probably more than 75% of them have never even worked on a farm yet still feel the need to dress as though they grew up on one. That's just the look of it, the music is worse. Most country music anymore is really just pop with a cowboy hat, and that that isn't is the stuff I've put up with my mother listening to obsessively for... well... my whole life. It gets pretty old after awhile.
Now on the what this has to do with the people going to the concert. Country music lovers are the WORST people going to concerts. I'm serious. I live next the amplitheater and walk along the road these people drive along on concert nights. Rock/Punk/Alernative concerts the people are fine as long as they have their music. The Hip-Hop/Rap crowd are basically the same. Teh country people are drunk before they even get to the concert and most the men in the cars feel the need to harass every female walking by and thank goddess I'm not black. No offense but they terrified one of our black employees after only 3 min of holding the sign up for advertising. They cursed at him, called him '******', and according to him the southern pride flags just freaked him out beyond compare. Poor guy. Bunch of racist hicks. Hate 'em all. Let them all drop off the face of the earth....please. Thank you and goodnight.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 9:06 am
@Koneko: wow you live in va beach....awesome
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:44 pm
stare What I don''t like is people sitting right next to me and then when one of their other friends come along. They start talking to them. Then while I''m trying to talk to one of them, the other person interupts me and my friend isn''t listening to anything I''m saying. I also don''t like people offering to take me out on my birthday and feel sad for me just because my grandma died on that same day , having to pity to me. scream I also do not like assholes who pull your hair , say they hate you, then ask you out because it doesn''t make any sense to get a ttention that way.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 5:50 pm
just... please read my journal... and comment
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 6:03 am
okay, I have a rant. This happened to me yesterday and it is still pissing me off.
Title: Preps
As some of the guildies may or may not know from looking at my pictures, I play tennis on the tennis team at school. A preppy sport, I know. Which in itself is an oxymoron because I'm not preppy. Anyway, that's off the topic here.
I was standing around talking to a guy friend of mine giving him a simple smile, smirking at some of his comments and laughing. There were three girls standing around - all very preppy, just talking about nails and girlish stuff. When he walked away, he gave me a smile and a wave, which I returned waiting for the coach to give me some more instruction.
Once he had walked away those three girls then started saying "ooooh you like him don't you?" Then one girl had the gall to yell "Hey! She likes you!" Of course I was blushing because it was so embarassing. But he looked over at me, I gave him a shrug and he shrugged it off walking away.
I hate preppy girls like that. You'd think they'd grow up and mature already. It's high school damn it. Get over yourself and grow up. I am so glad I don't have to put up with them next year, I'll be in college. Yay.
-End Rant-
Rant 2
Title: Religious Intolerance/Homophobia
I swear people at this school are homophobic and intolerant to other religions. I can't even walk down the hall without someone shouting "Hey! There goes a female Harry Potter!" or "Hey you b***h, why the hell you such a lesbian anyway? What? Can't get with a guy?" urgh! It makes me so mad sometimes because I am different than everybody else.
I was simply talking with a guy about religion the other day because he and I share a lot of the same views when a prep -big surprise there- comes up and says "Your religion is wrong Lily. You shouldn't do that." I looked over at her and said, "Excuse me? But what right do you have telling me that my religion is wrong?" She came back at me with "Well in the bible it says that all other religions are wrong."
I stood up, looked her in the eye, then said, "Listen here. You might be religiously intolerant, but you have no right to tell me what or what not to believe. It is my choice to be a wiccan and if you don't like it tough ****. I am tired of you people that think you are all that trying to tell me that because I make choices in my life you don't agree with, you think you can go around saying that what I believe is wrong. Excuse me for being different." I looked at my guy friend and just walked away. I heard her say something to him but I don't know what it was that she exactly said.
Is it just me or is this country so intolerant that they teach their children to be this way? It starts in the home. I believe you need to start tolerance young, that way it will stick with them for the rest of their lives and they won't become biggots.
-End Rant-
Rant 3
Title: My mother and her idiocy.
My mother. Sometimes I just want to strangle her because she is such a homophobic. She believes that marriage should be between a man and a woman. Fine, great. But don't say that people are wrong for liking the same sex. Ever since I told her I was bisexual, she has treated me differently. She doesn't like that I am bisexual. She says I either need to be straight or be a lesbian. Not in between. She says I need to make up my mind.
She doesn't approve of the fact that I date girls. She thinks that it's wrong because she never did it. Granted, she came from the 70's where everything was a lot more...censored; but still. She needs to be a little bit more tolerant.
She had the nerve to tell me the other day that if I were Christian, -Religious Intolerance- I wouldn't be a bisexual. -Homophobia- I don't know, maybe it's the whole rebellion thing that teenagers go through, but I swore I would teach my children at a young age that being different is okay. I won't hide it from them because to me that is just encouraging them to become biggots.
-End Ranting-
Wow...been a while since I've done that...eh sorry! sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 5:48 pm
I wouldn`t say this is a rant.. but more of a complain.
Plus I haven`t posted here in a while.
My first rant/complaint is when people keep talking and they know I could care less. I mean, I`m a very caring person.. but there comes a time when people talk too much to me, so I become.. irritated. Mind you, this happens everywhere-- online and offline. Even my friends talk too much sometimes. .__. I love conversations, I love being loud.. I love having someone to laugh with, etc, etc.. but not when it`s too much for me.
It`s just like.. this guy I kind of like [in real life.. I still like someone online though.. >>;;] the first day I saw him at all this summer, he would talk about things I wasn`t really interested in.. and when he asked if I knew certain people, I`d just say.. yeah, okay. Only because I liked him. .__. I do pretty stupid things when I like someone, believe me.
Anyways, yeah.. that`s my first rant/complaint.
My second rant/complaint is when people hide things from me. Like, if something happened/was happening to a friend that made them unhappy, I`d get worried and would want to know what`s up.. but when it comes to me trying to make people feel better, they just block me out and tell me "Oh.. I don`t know." when I know they don`t want to tell me. When most people say that.. I feel like it`s something about me. I try to make myself feel better, but I just constantly feel like I`m a bad person.. like I`m not a good friend or something. This happens to me A LOT. I`m like.. the center of all bad news in real life. .__. Not sure about online, but I have some assumptions here and there..
Like yesterday I read... nvm. .__. Someone might actually read this.
My third rant/complaint is about me being so damn nice. I hate and love it. I feel like it`s a good thing to be nice.. because what about those people who get picked on or something else? I try to make them feel like they belong..
But online that`s another thing. I feel like I care too much. Like my second rant, I feel like I`m being pushed out.. by those I love and care for. Why? It`s not like I want to be mean to anyone. o__O; I try my best not to yell.. or complain.. or just be rude in general. My parents brought me up in a good way.. meaning I`m not going to be mean instantly. Now if someone says something that kind of irks me while I`m already stressed/upset.. THEN I`ll get mean.. but yeah.
Anyways, I have more, but I don`t feel like listing them all. Some go towards specific people anyways.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2005 7:26 pm
eh.. I was actually looking for one of these. I just needed somewhere to say all of this, and I don't care if you think "oh just a stupid crush" or any of that bull.. I just need to say it...
*sigh* Ok, I've fallen head over heals for a transgendered guy..or girl.. *GAH* so confusing. Well, he used to be a chick. yeah. And I can never stop thinking about him. But he's too blind to notice. You see, he's in love with this chick who has a boyfriend... and she always says how much she loves him too, yet she remains to be with her jerkoff a*****e boyfriend.. and every time we are together I feel this vibe from him. At my party last week, he spent quite a while laying in between my legs with his head on my chest. (and yeah, this was while we were playing spin the bottle..but with a twister spinner).. and.. I dunno.. ugh.. I get so speechless just thinking of what to say...becuase it's about him.. well.. when he was leaving, I don't remember why, but I went to kiss his cheek. and he was full on ready to kiss-kiss me. Me: *confusion* ... It drives me crazy all the mixed signals he sends me. While he was laying on me, he starts talking about manda (the one hes in love with...) and I mean, Thanks, jeez, I'm sitting right here ..and I'm pretty sure he knows.. how could he not know? ... and I was just told that I should tell him how I feel...that that's the only way I'll feel better.. but I just can't... argh... ok, this is all nessa can handle.. *needs a tissue now*
And please, if you think I'm doing this for attention or any of that, just ******** shutup. I'm sick of it. Ever think that people just need to let everything out once in a while? jeez....
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2005 7:08 pm
Good idea. This has always plagued me.
What is it with people these days and drinking. Everyone seems to think that the only way to have fun is to get so drunk that you don't know what is going on, and wake up with a 100% chance of a hangover. One of my friends is in highshcool, and he is going to be a junior this year. He is generally very likable and intellegent, wise, and talented. But when he and his friends hear any word pertaining to booze, they turn into these mindless zombies that can only think of getting drunk and nothing else. They act like there is nothing else they can do, or nothing else that is worth their time. And they think that if someone doesn't like that sort of thing, that they haven't had a good experience, or they haven't done it enough. I really hate to hang with my friends when they drink because they always make it seem that I have to, and so I feel peer pressured, and so I do it. And one of my friends has told me that "drinking makes you look like a loser unless you do it with someone else. So come on and drink with me" or this "well, if you don't drink, then people with feel uncomfortable." why? "because they feel like you aren't having a good time, and so they feel as though they shouldn't drink" Well, I don't need to drink to have a good time. I have more fun being around people that drink, than when I do(and when I do drink, I drink as little as possible, which is very hard around these people). I am worried that they will try and make me drink even more, because I am about to turn 21, and if they don't understand, then I am just going to have to stop hanging with them because it is rediculous(I can never spell that word right).
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2005 10:06 pm
moonlightmage .+[[L.I.G.H.T.N.I.N.G]]+.
I hate my french teacher. omigosh I hate my french teacher too! >.< Me too. She sucks at teaching, and she thinks she knows everything.
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2005 10:24 am
WORK, what does that mean to some people. To me it means I'm getting paid to do this job so I should actually do what I'm suppose to. Yet as I look around at my co-workers I see that not many seem to share in my common sense on what having a job entails. For one most of them seem to enjoy nothing more than sitting around doing as little work as possible while munching on the 'free' food that they should be paying for and complaining they aren't paid enough for what they do. Sure I agree our job sucks though it's far from the worst out there and we are paid slightly above min. wage and you do get raises if you actually work(though these are mainly limited to being yearly... sad , I've gotten two one for 1st 6mon and another for a year). Second is that if you don't work day-shift then you have to do chores before your allowed to leave, because of this I normally end up doing half the chores before it even occurs to someone to help. I know what your thinking, don't do the chores, make them work, but I've tried this and it's drives me insane after only 5 min of not working at work. *sigh* The worse part of this is the managers who don't feel the need to work since they have others to do stuff for them. One assistant manager 1)never arrives on time 2)never does the morning chores 3)talks on the phone w/ friends 80% of the time she's there 4)ignores the phones and taking orders 5)goes out for a break every 5-10 min(as a CSR I NEVER get a break....) Yet she's been working in this manner for over 7 months and firing her has never been brought up.... idiots. Not sure where I should go w/ this and at the moment don't feel like going on. Due to being sick I have to stay home for four days from work, let's see them manage.... heh...
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2005 10:51 am
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