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Sway Falconi Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 4:19 am
eight whole days till my birthday.
I'm a tad excited. And like every other Scottish male there will be heavily excessive drinking and casual vomiting. (well, hopefully not... lol ). 19 years on this planet, and to think I have survived this long in this world of tyranny. Probably happens to be the fact that I'm Bipolar, so I am extremely mature for my age mentally and physically ageing from stress and depression. Woo, go me!
But being bipolar doesn't mean anything to me anymore. I've stopped thinking about it as a brain and mind disorder, but more of a trait of who I am. I've never let the fact that i'll never be as happy as the next person out of my head, but I gave up trying to be happy long ago.
I lose track of money because I want to make myself feel better by buying stuff I don't need or already have. Then I can sit in a room in darkness on my own for hours and feel content about it. How many people can do that? I just think its' me connecting with myself, not that I feed my disorder but sometimes it can take me away for a while from the real world, the real problems, where everything isn't about me anymore.
I suppose i'm just happy to be alive, after 4 suicide attempts and 3 near fatal driving incidents (of only 1 of which I was driving!, btw!), I live on to tell another year to the children that are yet to come.
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 1:25 am
You know, my birthday is the the day right after yours, Fold. Maybe we could have a joint Gaia party.
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Sway Falconi Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 4:05 am
Minamoto_Kino You know, my birthday is the the day right after yours, Fold. Maybe we could have a joint Gaia party. Thats weird! My dads is the 4th aswell. A bit akward saying happy birthday two days in a row in the same house, but i'm used to it. I think we should have a weekend ball this weekend for us. lol.
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 6:48 am
Notorious Fold I think we should have a weekend ball this weekend for us. lol. Sure thing. Now the question is if anyone will actually be around. -.-;
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 9:09 am
Waaaah!
I'm nekked and I don't even want to be! gonk
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 9:27 am
I'd be a 4 part harmony, not a round. *Shot*
*Slinks back to my corner of timid shyness*
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 11:38 am
Lural I'd be a 4 part harmony, not a round. *Shot* *Slinks back to my corner of timid shyness* lol Cute, Lural-chan. Cute. *drags her from her corner to cuddle her* heart
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 3:13 am
Minamoto_Kino Lural I'd be a 4 part harmony, not a round. *Shot* *Slinks back to my corner of timid shyness* lol Cute, Lural-chan. Cute. *drags her from her corner to cuddle her* heart *Hides in your cape* 4laugh
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Sway Falconi Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 5:03 am
*sits and contemplates...*
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 7:48 am
I should be able to be online for the party. ^_^
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 6:26 pm
Neko-chan32981 I should be able to be online for the party. ^_^ Yay! blaugh heart
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 4:30 am
I just won 38k from 3 bag of win 2, raptor fire horns, angelic chair and a statue of light.
Shall we try and make this party a Gaia-town party? Like have it at my house?
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Sway Falconi Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 5:39 am
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 9:11 am
Notorious Fold I just won 38k from 3 bag of win 2, raptor fire horns, angelic chair and a statue of light. Shall we try and make this party a Gaia-town party? Like have it at my house? The problem with that is, I've never been able to get Towns to work very well on my computer (it's an older machine).
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 1:10 pm
There are times when towns doesn't work for me either. And i'm on DSL.
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