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 Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 10:53 am
Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Midnight_Dragon32 Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D itz monday 3:30am 2nd time i woke up cryin bout a nightmare i was havin of sean sean keepz wakin up with me to tell me itz ok and he would never do that so i stop cryin and go back to bed but this time i just decided ******** IT i cant take it that dream iz ******** me up!!! so i came down here on the computer ^^ it was so weird it felt so real i kno itz stupid but my dream was bout sean breakin up with me the first time hez like "im goin out drinkin with tyrone" kinda pissed me off since im an alcoholic and he wasnt bringin me with i was playin a vidio game and then he told me to do this and that and was like naggin well when he came back all hammered he was breakin up with me or somethin then i told his dad jack well his dad had money in the truck and since he doesnt like lockin his doorz i put it inside for him he was like i'll give u money just be happy or somethin but he couldnt find it so im like "jack i have ur money" seanz like "ohhhh shouldnt have said that" and i went to like go punch him but im like "oh ho ho" and hugged his head i went to kiss him but he like stuck his lipz out weird and i tried to kiss him but it felt weird to and hez like "just give up itz not gonna work" thatz when i woke up cryin sean held onto me and was like baby itz ok i wouldnt break up with u he made me feel better so i went back to sleep hour later i woke up again cryin it was different dream but he was still breakin up with me in this one and i was tryin to get him to come back to me and he wouldnt again sean tried makin me feel better but i felt horrible for wakin him up when he has to wake up at 5:30 for work so i came down here on the computer... sis you know that i can inturpurate the most things (mostly becouse it's every swedish *sigh* guy's work to know alot about mythical s**t) your dreams of sean breaking up is becouse your scared of losing what you love the most, don't fret, sins your a alcoholic, it's most likely he'll dump you for that in the future (keep reading) so my advice, is that you and he discuss the possibility of sending you to rehab or summet, just so you get "normal" (YUCK) if it works, but you STILL have the nightmare's, tell me EVERYTHING of every nightmare, that is the same, like a lit lamp on the desk in the corner, or him yelling mean stuff, every small + big detail that occurs in the most nightmare's and as many big details of the rest as you can I'm not trying to dash anyone's hopes or anything, but Rehab only works 1/10 of the time...... Which means that if you really want it to work, you need to fill in the rest of that 9/10 with determination x3 It's more about the determination and willpower to stop than it is the help that you receive from rehab programs x3 If Kitty does decide to go through with Rehab (if she decides it) I'm behind her 100% percent thank u sis sooo much and yea if i do have them nightmarez again i'll try to tell u everything but sometimez i dont remember the lil detailz but i'll try thankiez soooo much for helpin me out <3 and master if i wanna quit drinkin i will and i can i do have the willpower in fact im not that much of an alcoholic yes i would love to be drinkin every minute of everyday but im not cuz sean doesnt like to drink. i dont do alot of the thingz i used to before sean. i guess itz cuz i dont really need anything else just him. in otherwordz... im not goin to rehab i dont have a drinkin problem i have got it undercontrol the whole reason whyh i think i had the dream iz cuz of the string of eventz that happened the day before 1) sean had a bad feelin that i was cheatin on him with paul when i went to visit judy with his dad 2) i would never do that so i was a lil upset when he said that 3) he wanted to go a whole day without kissin me which made me think oh hez tryin to get used to me not bein around he wantz to break up with me 4) i say i wanna go home and we should take a break we worked it out and had the most uhmazzin talk bout us but then the dreamz came... I KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!! tell sean you belong to him, and him alone, and if he belives you whould ever cheat on him, you can proove you aint, by showing gaia friends, phone-register, ANYTHING that WHOULD show you cheat if you cheat, becouse it is no use saying you don't or get upset when he blames you, that only strengthen his belifes, but if you PROOVE you aint, he'll get happy, say sorry and everything will be ok, and sins sean don't like drinking, put drinking on the shelf, only high things, like b-day's funerals and weddings, or just HUGE party's but hanging around, or a guy throwing a party for no reason, DON'T DRINK THEN if you show him you can control yourself as well, thats another plus, the dreams is becouse your scared he'll leave you becouse of these kind of suspiccions and your behavior, so just do as he wants. NOT TO MUCH THOU your still your own person, and what i said you to do, you gotta work THAT in your own way, deside yourself what "party's" not to drink at, what PROOF to show and all that, but remember you need REAL proof, like phone register or summet i told sean im his and his alone when he was thinkin that it was a small suspision thing i guess but he got over it which is good i dont want him worryin bout somethin not true i ask sean if he'll drink with me on certain occasionz ive done EVERYTHING u've said other than provin myself how i did that was "go ask ur dad i was pretty much by his side the whole day" but he said no he believed me
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Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 11:03 am
iiBaby D Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Midnight_Dragon32 Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D itz monday 3:30am 2nd time i woke up cryin bout a nightmare i was havin of sean sean keepz wakin up with me to tell me itz ok and he would never do that so i stop cryin and go back to bed but this time i just decided ******** IT i cant take it that dream iz ******** me up!!! so i came down here on the computer ^^ it was so weird it felt so real i kno itz stupid but my dream was bout sean breakin up with me the first time hez like "im goin out drinkin with tyrone" kinda pissed me off since im an alcoholic and he wasnt bringin me with i was playin a vidio game and then he told me to do this and that and was like naggin well when he came back all hammered he was breakin up with me or somethin then i told his dad jack well his dad had money in the truck and since he doesnt like lockin his doorz i put it inside for him he was like i'll give u money just be happy or somethin but he couldnt find it so im like "jack i have ur money" seanz like "ohhhh shouldnt have said that" and i went to like go punch him but im like "oh ho ho" and hugged his head i went to kiss him but he like stuck his lipz out weird and i tried to kiss him but it felt weird to and hez like "just give up itz not gonna work" thatz when i woke up cryin sean held onto me and was like baby itz ok i wouldnt break up with u he made me feel better so i went back to sleep hour later i woke up again cryin it was different dream but he was still breakin up with me in this one and i was tryin to get him to come back to me and he wouldnt again sean tried makin me feel better but i felt horrible for wakin him up when he has to wake up at 5:30 for work so i came down here on the computer... sis you know that i can inturpurate the most things (mostly becouse it's every swedish *sigh* guy's work to know alot about mythical s**t) your dreams of sean breaking up is becouse your scared of losing what you love the most, don't fret, sins your a alcoholic, it's most likely he'll dump you for that in the future (keep reading) so my advice, is that you and he discuss the possibility of sending you to rehab or summet, just so you get "normal" (YUCK) if it works, but you STILL have the nightmare's, tell me EVERYTHING of every nightmare, that is the same, like a lit lamp on the desk in the corner, or him yelling mean stuff, every small + big detail that occurs in the most nightmare's and as many big details of the rest as you can I'm not trying to dash anyone's hopes or anything, but Rehab only works 1/10 of the time...... Which means that if you really want it to work, you need to fill in the rest of that 9/10 with determination x3 It's more about the determination and willpower to stop than it is the help that you receive from rehab programs x3 If Kitty does decide to go through with Rehab (if she decides it) I'm behind her 100% percent thank u sis sooo much and yea if i do have them nightmarez again i'll try to tell u everything but sometimez i dont remember the lil detailz but i'll try thankiez soooo much for helpin me out <3 and master if i wanna quit drinkin i will and i can i do have the willpower in fact im not that much of an alcoholic yes i would love to be drinkin every minute of everyday but im not cuz sean doesnt like to drink. i dont do alot of the thingz i used to before sean. i guess itz cuz i dont really need anything else just him. in otherwordz... im not goin to rehab i dont have a drinkin problem i have got it undercontrol the whole reason whyh i think i had the dream iz cuz of the string of eventz that happened the day before 1) sean had a bad feelin that i was cheatin on him with paul when i went to visit judy with his dad 2) i would never do that so i was a lil upset when he said that 3) he wanted to go a whole day without kissin me which made me think oh hez tryin to get used to me not bein around he wantz to break up with me 4) i say i wanna go home and we should take a break we worked it out and had the most uhmazzin talk bout us but then the dreamz came... I KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!! tell sean you belong to him, and him alone, and if he belives you whould ever cheat on him, you can proove you aint, by showing gaia friends, phone-register, ANYTHING that WHOULD show you cheat if you cheat, becouse it is no use saying you don't or get upset when he blames you, that only strengthen his belifes, but if you PROOVE you aint, he'll get happy, say sorry and everything will be ok, and sins sean don't like drinking, put drinking on the shelf, only high things, like b-day's funerals and weddings, or just HUGE party's but hanging around, or a guy throwing a party for no reason, DON'T DRINK THEN if you show him you can control yourself as well, thats another plus, the dreams is becouse your scared he'll leave you becouse of these kind of suspiccions and your behavior, so just do as he wants. NOT TO MUCH THOU your still your own person, and what i said you to do, you gotta work THAT in your own way, deside yourself what "party's" not to drink at, what PROOF to show and all that, but remember you need REAL proof, like phone register or summet i told sean im his and his alone when he was thinkin that it was a small suspision thing i guess but he got over it which is good i dont want him worryin bout somethin not true i ask sean if he'll drink with me on certain occasionz ive done EVERYTHING u've said other than provin myself how i did that was "go ask ur dad i was pretty much by his side the whole day" but he said no he believed me thats great, then just try and go to sleep tonight, and hold sean while you go to sleep (might seem clingy i know but it might help) and you won't have the nightmare, if you do, pm me as many detail's you can AS SOON you can
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Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 11:09 am
Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Midnight_Dragon32 I'm not trying to dash anyone's hopes or anything, but Rehab only works 1/10 of the time...... Which means that if you really want it to work, you need to fill in the rest of that 9/10 with determination x3 It's more about the determination and willpower to stop than it is the help that you receive from rehab programs x3 If Kitty does decide to go through with Rehab (if she decides it) I'm behind her 100% percent thank u sis sooo much and yea if i do have them nightmarez again i'll try to tell u everything but sometimez i dont remember the lil detailz but i'll try thankiez soooo much for helpin me out <3 and master if i wanna quit drinkin i will and i can i do have the willpower in fact im not that much of an alcoholic yes i would love to be drinkin every minute of everyday but im not cuz sean doesnt like to drink. i dont do alot of the thingz i used to before sean. i guess itz cuz i dont really need anything else just him. in otherwordz... im not goin to rehab i dont have a drinkin problem i have got it undercontrol the whole reason whyh i think i had the dream iz cuz of the string of eventz that happened the day before 1) sean had a bad feelin that i was cheatin on him with paul when i went to visit judy with his dad 2) i would never do that so i was a lil upset when he said that 3) he wanted to go a whole day without kissin me which made me think oh hez tryin to get used to me not bein around he wantz to break up with me 4) i say i wanna go home and we should take a break we worked it out and had the most uhmazzin talk bout us but then the dreamz came... I KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!! tell sean you belong to him, and him alone, and if he belives you whould ever cheat on him, you can proove you aint, by showing gaia friends, phone-register, ANYTHING that WHOULD show you cheat if you cheat, becouse it is no use saying you don't or get upset when he blames you, that only strengthen his belifes, but if you PROOVE you aint, he'll get happy, say sorry and everything will be ok, and sins sean don't like drinking, put drinking on the shelf, only high things, like b-day's funerals and weddings, or just HUGE party's but hanging around, or a guy throwing a party for no reason, DON'T DRINK THEN if you show him you can control yourself as well, thats another plus, the dreams is becouse your scared he'll leave you becouse of these kind of suspiccions and your behavior, so just do as he wants. NOT TO MUCH THOU your still your own person, and what i said you to do, you gotta work THAT in your own way, deside yourself what "party's" not to drink at, what PROOF to show and all that, but remember you need REAL proof, like phone register or summet i told sean im his and his alone when he was thinkin that it was a small suspision thing i guess but he got over it which is good i dont want him worryin bout somethin not true i ask sean if he'll drink with me on certain occasionz ive done EVERYTHING u've said other than provin myself how i did that was "go ask ur dad i was pretty much by his side the whole day" but he said no he believed me thats great, then just try and go to sleep tonight, and hold sean while you go to sleep (might seem clingy i know but it might help) and you won't have the nightmare, if you do, pm me as many detail's you can AS SOON you can but i do that everynight... im alwayz holdin onto him and he holdz onto me when we go to bed i dont think itz clingy and neither doez he
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Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 8:12 pm
iiBaby D Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D Midnight_Dragon32 I'm not trying to dash anyone's hopes or anything, but Rehab only works 1/10 of the time...... Which means that if you really want it to work, you need to fill in the rest of that 9/10 with determination x3 It's more about the determination and willpower to stop than it is the help that you receive from rehab programs x3 If Kitty does decide to go through with Rehab (if she decides it) I'm behind her 100% percent thank u sis sooo much and yea if i do have them nightmarez again i'll try to tell u everything but sometimez i dont remember the lil detailz but i'll try thankiez soooo much for helpin me out <3 and master if i wanna quit drinkin i will and i can i do have the willpower in fact im not that much of an alcoholic yes i would love to be drinkin every minute of everyday but im not cuz sean doesnt like to drink. i dont do alot of the thingz i used to before sean. i guess itz cuz i dont really need anything else just him. in otherwordz... im not goin to rehab i dont have a drinkin problem i have got it undercontrol the whole reason whyh i think i had the dream iz cuz of the string of eventz that happened the day before 1) sean had a bad feelin that i was cheatin on him with paul when i went to visit judy with his dad 2) i would never do that so i was a lil upset when he said that 3) he wanted to go a whole day without kissin me which made me think oh hez tryin to get used to me not bein around he wantz to break up with me 4) i say i wanna go home and we should take a break we worked it out and had the most uhmazzin talk bout us but then the dreamz came... I KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!! tell sean you belong to him, and him alone, and if he belives you whould ever cheat on him, you can proove you aint, by showing gaia friends, phone-register, ANYTHING that WHOULD show you cheat if you cheat, becouse it is no use saying you don't or get upset when he blames you, that only strengthen his belifes, but if you PROOVE you aint, he'll get happy, say sorry and everything will be ok, and sins sean don't like drinking, put drinking on the shelf, only high things, like b-day's funerals and weddings, or just HUGE party's but hanging around, or a guy throwing a party for no reason, DON'T DRINK THEN if you show him you can control yourself as well, thats another plus, the dreams is becouse your scared he'll leave you becouse of these kind of suspiccions and your behavior, so just do as he wants. NOT TO MUCH THOU your still your own person, and what i said you to do, you gotta work THAT in your own way, deside yourself what "party's" not to drink at, what PROOF to show and all that, but remember you need REAL proof, like phone register or summet i told sean im his and his alone when he was thinkin that it was a small suspision thing i guess but he got over it which is good i dont want him worryin bout somethin not true i ask sean if he'll drink with me on certain occasionz ive done EVERYTHING u've said other than provin myself how i did that was "go ask ur dad i was pretty much by his side the whole day" but he said no he believed me thats great, then just try and go to sleep tonight, and hold sean while you go to sleep (might seem clingy i know but it might help) and you won't have the nightmare, if you do, pm me as many detail's you can AS SOON you can but i do that everynight... im alwayz holdin onto him and he holdz onto me when we go to bed i dont think itz clingy and neither doez he lol, I think that's more sweet than clingy x3
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:21 am
oh dear, i missed alot...
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 1:24 am
Chieftain Twilight oh dear, i missed alot... heh, normaly thats my job (missing alot) haha
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 5:06 am
lolz i think itz sweet to
no u didnt really miss much dad... just bad dreamz for me... and chrissy figurin it out
well i didnt have a nightmare last night <3
i hope they're all gone now ^^
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 12:29 pm
Cute_Midnight_Neko iiBaby D lolz i think itz sweet to no u didnt really miss much dad... just bad dreamz for me... and chrissy figurin it out well i didnt have a nightmare last night <3 i hope they're all gone now ^^ congratz sis!!! may i have a gift as thanks AND b-day? *giggle* just being mean lol
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 12:47 pm
well, i'm glad you are alright then. ^_^ *hugs Chrissie and gives her a kiss.* thank you dear for helping out Kitty. ^.^
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Posted: Wed Jun 24, 2009 2:52 am
Chieftain Twilight well, i'm glad you are alright then. ^_^ *hugs Chrissie and gives her a kiss.* thank you dear for helping out Kitty. ^.^ she my sis, i'll allways help her, it's same with everyone in guild, but more for those i do know in the guild
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 10:57 am
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 4:46 pm
heh. hola cutling. twisted
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 10:57 pm
Did I miss something again? confused
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Posted: Fri Jun 26, 2009 7:58 pm
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