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No, I did blow up my dad's computer though, well part of it anyway. Another reason for my recent absence.

Time for the long and the short of everything that has happened to me in the past few days.

On thanksgiving I had a premoniton of impending doom. (Quite different from what actually happened though.)
Two days later I was fired by SEARS for ringing up my own transactions. (Never actually happened.)

Despite whats happened I am surprisingly serene right now. (Have to be, snapping is the only othercourse of action, and thats neither fun nor profitable.) A little angry sure, but I wont bother holding a grudge. Now I am gainfully UNemployed, and depending on what the contents of my last paycheck(s) is, I may or may not have enough money for rent come Dec.15. Desperately hunting for new work, but good lord knows how hard that is when youre only real reference is from people who fired you and will undoubtedly make it look ten times worse than what they faked it to be in the first place. Praying my direct manager will be honest enough about it. (He's a cool guy and knows that I was the best damn worker there.)

Looking ahead, this means I may go broke. Worst comes to worst, I have to move back home to Florida. This will kill Dain (roomie) and Angie (dain's gf) as he will have lost his support as well and will certainly have to move back along with me. Dain has a lot more dismal home to go back to. On the homefront, another close friend (kicked out of father's house, dumped by long time gf weeks after moving in together) is currently occupying my old bedroom, so god knows what'll happen if I end up there and theres no room for him. Personally, my will will be flattened into pancake (damnit now ima hungry... why didnt I bring those apples I have?) form at having failed as well as seeing my best friend ever suffer such setbacks + MAYBE if this hurts other friend as well. End of bad news.

On the flip side, EVERYONE I HAVE EVER KNOWN (with exceptions of those noted above) will be happier if I move back to Florida. Parents ecstatic, friends (that I dont cause trouble for with returning) ecstatic, ex-coworkers will know I'm better off, hell... my landlord believes I'd be better off. If things go well and I dont smash my other friends c
Bad things happen to good people not becaushances, then I may be able to stock up some cash and find an apartment in Florida where we can both move into (had disscussed this before). Also my girlfriend because we can stay in better contact again. You guys undoubtedly better because I'll have a stable internet connection again and some more free time.
e they are good but because it's what makes them good. Or so I believe.

Sorry for all of that, but I needed to unload it all and soon. Just wrote it all as I thought it up. redface sweatdrop Aurah's right, Gaia is an addictive drug, but it has medicinal effects as well. 3nodding

To Vik: I'm working on a new return post that'll uterlly destroy any chance of you beating me.
To the writer gal trio of Aurah, Bastet, and Nailah: My book writing work is slipping for now, (no will) dont know if I'll ever get back to it. At least it gave me ideas.

My time at the library is done for the day, but I'll probably be back again in the future. But library closes at 6, isnt open friday or sunday, and I need to get other things done; so I dont know when I'll talk again. See you folks some other time! *waves farewell*

May the brave wanderer find his peace, despite the hardships he must endure to find his place in the world.

To Saradin: So it's like that huh? Now it's ON! Hardcore, yo!

Yup. The lengths I'd go to to spite Saradin. Hmm...I wonder if I can trash his book too...nah.

You do know that if you don't give up...your brain will get melted, then Saradin will have to do an even longer post, thus melting our brains because we have to read... stare

*is tackled*

I think I will place eclipse as the head of the journal, since he does have the most significance of the entries i prepaired.