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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:12 am
ah... *hugs you* I'm sorry about that... already it sounds terrible.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:13 am
It's where things went bad that I got too scared of what was happening and woke myself up...
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:15 am
I'm sorry... I'm not very good at knowing who's a real life friend of Van's but are you?
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:21 am
I only know him on here... I wish I could see him just once... Him and everybody else.. I keep thinking if I got to do that, I would have a bit of hope in this everyday life I call hell.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:25 am
I think Hell is worse, the actual place that is. No matter what the situation is or what's going on... if you think about it Hell is a place with no hope and as long as you can talk to someone than that hope never truly goes away.
It's like believing in Van no matter what happens or what has happened to him.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:27 am
Yeah... (Sorry, all I could think to say..)
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:30 am
It's fine... I'm just waiting. I'm waiting for Darin so I can do something to hopefully help and I'm waiting for news. I'm just happy that my eyes aren't red anymore.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:35 am
I hope Van's okay... And i'm glad I'm not hungover again this morning and I'm up farely early.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:06 am
I'm so tired of not knowing anything..
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:07 am
Same here... someone just needs to come online... just make a small comment and be done. just to let us know so we can stop... and just know the truth.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:07 am
That's a beautiful dream Amy.
Sorry guys I'm not responding fast cause I'm in class from eight till four today
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:09 am
Oh it's fine, you should focus on school... it's important and we're just sitting here waiting.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:10 am
It actually wasn't that beautiful of a dream... It scared the hell out of me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:17 am
Let's not talk about your dream, Amy. It was a nightmare, and we can't focus on anything negative right now. Let's just think positively. For Van..
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 9:21 am
I'm actually trying to do something for Van... that way when I remember today and yesterday it won't be a horrible and cruel memory.
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