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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 7:46 pm
Cassandra Sandsmark Well good luck to both of you. I just came in from work myself.. I went home early because I'm feeling a little sick. Right when I was going home something kinda weird happened.. I don't know if anyone's up for turning this into a counseling type session but I really have some things that are bothering me lately. I'm always ready to listen if needed.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:04 pm
Thanks Kitty * hugs her* Well, anyways I was at work today and I left early because I was was having a severe migraine.. I took some medicine but it didn't help and I knew if I didn't leave I would've probably ended up throwing up or something. So I talked to my boss and he agreed to let me leave early. Anyways after I clocked out and was ready to exit the store who should happen to stop me but Marian. She's the sister of Sheila, someone who for a long time was my best friend. I didn't really talk to her I was feeling like s**t. But it brought up alot of old issues for me. You see I tend to be very distant from everyone. Family, friends, boyfriends.. everyone. I don't much to my family or to alot of my friends. However, Sheila and I were really tight ( which is a little funny because act like complete opposites). She was like my sister.. more like my sister then my real sister. But I haven't spoken with her in about 3 1/2 years.. yet, every now and again I can't stop thinking about her. I mean I use to talk to her about anything and everything and vice-versa. But things change people change. I moved around alot, did alot of really stupid stuff, and alot of things I'm not to proud of. It took me a while but I'm actually starting to get my life straighten out.. although I'm far from getting everything figured out. I know my friend's current e-mail and phone number. Even though I know she doesn't know mine ( as I said I moved around quite a bit ). I don't know if I should contact her. I think she might be mad at me about not talking to her in so long.. among other things. Yet part of me really wants to. There's another problem. Another person from my past showed up a few days ago.. To be more blunt my arch-nemesis, I haven't seen her in about nine years.. Yeah, I know what you're thinking.. ' Yeah right'. But I'm serious this girl defines 'evil'. she made my life a living hell for many years not to mention probably caused psychological damage. Let's put it this way from the time I was very young I have a list of people of whom I need to get revenge on.. and I don't mean just some minor embrassment. I mean truly make them suffer ( what can I say I can be a bit evil myself).. She's at the very top of the list.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:21 pm
*nods and hugs back* Maybe it's a sign or something to get back in touch with Sheila. I know I probably sound like a horoscope or a fortune cookie or something but yeah.
Also, revenge plotage is kinda not of the good. I understand though the enemy thing. Can't say there wasn't people in my past who weren't all sunshine and daisies. *rethings that* triple negitive... yeah it makes sense. Best thing I can say there is ignore them.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:26 pm
Thanks Kitty. Maybe I will get back in touch with her.. But I can't say I won't go out for revenge..I mean it won't be anytime soon but.. hell, what can I say i can be a very spiteful person. * goes behind the bar and grabs a soda* Do you want anything to drink?
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:30 pm
You're welcome.
Sure. White wine? I'm not in a mood for anything too out there tonight.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:33 pm
Sorry to butt in but Cassie, don't live for revenge, let it come to you. If you live constantly thinking about revenge on this one person, you'll become a miserable wreck. Just live your life, have fun, and allow the oppertunity to come to you. If she's as bad a person as you suggest, it will.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:37 pm
* pours out a glass of white wine and gives it to Kitty and then looks over at Patsy* You know someone once told me that living well is the best revenge.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:40 pm
Cassandra Sandsmark * pours out a glass of white wine and gives it to Kitty and then looks over at Patsy* You know someone once told me that living well is the best revenge. *accepts* Wise advice. From both that person and Patsy.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:48 pm
Trust me, people who were cruel when they were younger pay for it when they're older. The best revenge TRULY is to live well and be happy, because you know full well that the way that they treat people and life will catch up to them. Sooner then later in most cases.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:53 pm
Well, with that all said and done. *gets out the kareoke machine* Who wants to sing? blaugh
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:56 pm
Sure. I'm up for some singing.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:58 pm
Cassandra Sandsmark Well, with that all said and done. *gets out the kareoke machine* Who wants to sing? blaugh [/evil] Me! Me!
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 8:59 pm
*walks in* Hey anyone seen X-23 around?
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 9:01 pm
Timothy_Drake *walks in* Hey anyone seen X-23 around? *Emerges from the back*
Hi Tim! heart
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 9:04 pm
*walks in and steals Kitty's wine* That cat has gone fishing.
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