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 Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 11:34 pm
steve(the roommate) is fine. still has a black eye and the cut above his eyebrow. i'm still sometimes wigged. especially when i'm home by myself during the day...not so much at night. weird, no?
also, i have a rant to let out...
okay, i've been dating this kid AJ for about a year and three months. we broke up in feb for a few weeks then got back together. we moved in with eachother in march. moved into a differnet house with a friend of ours, bill, in april. things with aj were bad. still are, but were really bad two months ago when he went to florida for over a week. he didn't call me untill two nights before he was coming home. bill and i have had a bit of a crush on each other since we meet. two days after i met AJ. the night before AJ got back, we kissed. it went on for about a week after AJ got back and we almost had sex once, but didn't. bill wanted me to break up with AJ, more for me then for him, he said. i didn't break up with AJ but tried to fix things, even though i know it's pointless. bill got mad and now i've lost my best friend. the night when that guy was in our house bill got home and baisically made a joke of it. i went to him twice looking for comfort and found nothing. now, i think of friends as family and, god knows, my family fights like crazy. but if you're needed. -really- needed, we'll put everything aside for that. he didn't. i can't get over it. i guess i hurt him. and he hurt me back. we haven't hugged for over a week and we did every night for six months...and now AJ and i are having slow talks about how we could break up but still in the same room, sleep in the same bed.
help?
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Posted: Sat Oct 28, 2006 12:35 am
gonk I really don't know what to say, Tahariel. It's horrible, yes. I wish you best of luck with the problem. I had a vaguely similar problem once. And by vaguely I mean cinimon. And by similar I mean pie.... Acutally, no I don't mean cinimon nor do I mean pie, I just thought it would be neat to do that. ANYWAY. When I was like... 15 I think(it feels like 2,583 years ago) one of my friends, who had been my best friend for the past like 3 years just out of nowhere started getting jealous of me and the fact that I saw movies in theaters so often and had better media technology at home(he was actually far better off because he lived in a nice house and had better clothes; His parents spent more money on essentials than wants). It must've been building up inside him and he just suddenly let it out, and he just didn't want to be friends with me anymore. I only talked to him one time after that when we were both at a friend's house for that friend's birthday, and we got along as if we were still friends, but we weren't, and we never talked again. I really missed him and still do. We used to talk on the phone for 3 hours every day. I had and still have a big suspision of his sexuality, and he would've been a nice partner, but as far as I know he never came out to anyone. And my friend who kept in contact with him now no longer has contact, and he's just completely gone.... I wish I would've cared more and tried to fix it while I still could. .__.
Back to you, Tahariel: Sometimes you just can't fix things and people move out of your life. We can hope this isn't one of those situations, but it could happen. I had to be the one to move out of someone's life earlier this year, and although it may seem the person doing it is cruel, we do consider things. I had to leave an ex because I just plain hated him. I used to go hit him whenever I saw him, but then I decided to take the big step and just ignore him. And it wasn't easy; I remembered a few good things about our short 2-month relationship, and I damn near forgot why I hated him and almost started talking to him again, but I looked at him one day and I remembered and I just continued my ignorance. I never see him now, and I was tempted to write him one last note before I permanently never saw him again, but I realized to keep him out of my life and to prevent me from hating him and becoming violent on him again(I would do that just to him, though I'm not much of a violent person I don't think) I had to ignore him to the last. Now hopefully he won't come find me like he used to say he would. I broke his heart badly; he still loves me.
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 2:46 am
Speaking of that ex-best friend(see previous post, in the first paragraph), I stumbled accross him last night. o__o He was the last thing on my mind and- Oh, there he is! Right there on MySpace! I messaged him, apologies and stuff included, and he finally messaged me back earlier tonight, and he said he really regrets alot of stuff he did back then, that included. 3nodding I was so shocked and kindof happy to see him, and happy even more when I got his responce. I think our friendship, seperated for about 4 years, most of it without even seeing or hearing of eachother, just might bind itself back together. And, though I didn't ask him, his profile says he's straight, so I was wrong on that point, but it doesn't matter. It's funny, both of us thought we'd never see/hear from eachother again. MySpace gets its haters, but after seeing how it allowed me to get back in contact with alot of people I haven't been in contact with in a long time, I rather like it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 10:18 pm
Tahoe, I had sort of a similiar problem with my ex. We both knew things were falling apart and we finally broke up. I stayed with my mom for a while, then he called and was like, "Do you want to just stay the night? It's really hard to sleep alone." And I said okay.
Dumb move on my part. I knew he was going after this girl, and I was fine with it. We were all still friends. It wasn't just that one night I stayed over. I ended up spending most nights with him again. But then one day he said, "Uh, Cece's coming over tonight. You've gotta go back home."
That really hurt. I knew it was going to happen, but it still made me cry. I went back home and was upset at him for a while before I realized that it was a lot my own fault that I was in pain.
We're all still friends, but there were some pretty hardtimes for a while. The best I can say is just try to be honest without hurting anyone unneccesarily.
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2007 7:53 am
Bahhh. I really like this guy I know but I think I might've screwed up my chances and gave him the wrong idea last time we were with eachother. x.x
Last time we hung out, the night ended in a heavy kissing session. I brought him inside 'cause he wanted the see the christmas lights I had all over my ceiling(seriously ALL OVER), and we ended up kissing on my bed, lots and lots of kissing and rolling around on my bed and stuff. I couldn't help being turned on and letting his lower body feel that I was. sweatdrop
It's been weeks since then, and although I know he's been in my neighborhood since, he hasn't bothered to come hang out with me. I've started calling him his name, what I told him when we first met I only do when I really like someone(either as friend or more, I usually don't call people I don't know too much by name unless required). Sometimes he logs off without telling me he's leaving. Sometimes he doesn't reply to texts. I think I accidentally gave him the idea that night that I'm into him for lust, when I didn't realize how much I liked him until like a week after that night, when I saw him walking down the street with one of his friends and got jealous(though very happy to see him at the same time).
I've practically spelled it out for him that I really like him with, some of the hints he made smile faces at(they were givin online of course, because I suck at getting any message across in real life; I can barely even speak right), but other than that seems to ignore. confused
Agh. Gotta go get ready for work. x.x I hate having work in the morning.
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2007 10:37 pm
I just read this entire thread.
All I can say is...
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Wow. I was a d**k.
I'll be emailing some people really long apology letters soon...
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Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 3:38 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2007 11:21 am
I know! you're so mean. haha
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