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-Tsuji

i was supressing my anger when i entered this thread -.- they were telling a crazy person, whom needs no reason, how pointless it is to do something, when he has reason enough to him, getting his friend locked up, 2 years ago i think, maybe one, hard to remember, her husband shoved one of my friends, was ganna shove another, they talk s**t, they tell my mom to stand up for herself and when she does they treat her like s**t! And theres ALOT more.

NOW im started ojn the subject AND IM POSTING it all. im getting you all to shut your ******** mouths by explaining it, from start to end! It all ends now. And all of it, does, in a way, involve me, or a friend, or one of few, i respect.

from were i left off, now they also blame me for getting him locked up, the daughter is lieing about things i allegedly said,when it was jon. im stuck in my house, have been for A long a** time! they label all my friends pot heads.

They talk s**t about people like them, and act like their perfect. They cheat on their spouses. they hang out with crack heads and b***h at me for hanging out with "potheads" when half of the people dont even smoke!

They steal my stuff, end up throwing it out cause they break it! they use our ******** car, when they could have bought there own! The neighbor always has a beer in her hand, and bitches about something. She tries to be my mom, when all she is doing is ******** up my life.

Well, folks, I'm gonna bounce. Later!

-Tsuji

You say they take and/or break things you own. Why not call the cops? Also, if shes "always got a beer in hand," couldn't you call in the cops by reporting public drunkeness? And why would they have access to your car?! If you don't want them driving it, then lock the doors. If it's missing one day (they "borrow it without asking"), then call the cops and report it as auto-theft! And, to be rather blunt, why would she WANT to be your mom? Not that I'm saying you're a horrible child, but if she, as you said, has her own kid, why worry about you? There are legal repercussions for what they do, not only to themselves, but also to you and your community.
Seriously Dark, why couldn't you have just called the cops on them at the first available opportunity?
EDIT: Later then. But do remember to keep a cool head?

Well, you're not the only one who was avoided in school. People avoided me like the plague from grade one. And I also was of the questionable sanity category up until about around 10th grade, which is when I went on a trip to a psychological determiner, and was started on my merry way to the magical little happy pill Zoloft. Thanks to 100mg a day, I've balanced out considerably.
On a side note, I used to, and still do, carry a knife with me at all times. I don't know why, but it makes me feel better, I guess. And I bet no one ever managed to get an entire bus-full of people to throw bookbags and half-empty bottles of soda at you. While the driver did nothing.

Well, sad to say, at one point I considered killing myself. All that was stopping me was simply the method and the location. But of course, I did not resort to that, as I followed through the thought for the long term consequences. But there were days... very nasty, horrible days, when all I wanted was to just kill something, anything, and be done with it. But what seems odd to me is that, though I can't seem to identify any change, people around me do notice a change. I am quite mystified by that.

Anyway, let's let this just blow out. No need to feed it.
So, Here's a picture:

Hermie has nothing to say on theis topic (or nothing he'd like to say) so he's just going to post because of not being on for a while. mrgreen

EDIT: HOLY DELAYED INTERNET BATMAN! 5 minutes makes all the different obviously