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 Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:35 pm
Dark_Wyvern yeah...humor...right now it isnt a word i can say i know the meaning of Erv. im almost emotionless, but as of late, i can feel a bit down. but oh well. i like this feeling in a sense. hi large...not really. *Beats over the head with a stick* No emo crap today. You've got to try to look at the funnier side of things. Irony can be damn funny sometimes. For example, I am a person who takes medication for depression, and I'm telling you, who I'm assuming to be a healthy individual, to cheer the hell up. Isn't that a bit ironic? Watch this and see if it doesn't cheer you up a bit.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:39 pm
healthy, lol. im "emotionally depressed" or whatever the ******** they call it when someone is always depressed when half the time im not feeling. and please, let me feel what i feel, sadness is a good thing for me. im a very messed up person, i enjoy any little feeling i can get. and i fake so often its just so damn tiring i dont feel like it for now.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:42 pm
Well, I'm "chemically imbalanced," whatever the hell that means. And besides, You're giving up too easily. You don't want to feel is why you don't. You just get tired of trying to deal with it, so you just shut it out. You need to find a better method, Dark.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:48 pm
Erverain Well, I'm "chemically imbalanced," whatever the hell that means. And besides, You're giving up too easily. You don't want to feel is why you don't. You just get tired of trying to deal with it, so you just shut it out. You need to find a better method, Dark. *stamps "REJECTED" on your forehead* WRONG. i never gave upm, i just never felt, no matter what it took, and now, i dont care, i feel what i feel, and i embrase it.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:49 pm
Hum, my favorite feeling was being numb for the longest time back in.. well all of last year and a bunch into this year.
The feeling itself is horrible...
Grah scrap it I had something and it went away!
Darn it I had it again... then lost it...
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:57 pm
Dark_Wyvern Erverain Well, I'm "chemically imbalanced," whatever the hell that means. And besides, You're giving up too easily. You don't want to feel is why you don't. You just get tired of trying to deal with it, so you just shut it out. You need to find a better method, Dark. *stamps "REJECTED" on your forehead* WRONG. i never gave upm, i just never felt, no matter what it took, and now, i dont care, i feel what i feel, and i embrase it. So you say. But what if it isn't how things really stand? What if you are simply scared? Would you be so confident that what you feel is nothing then? No one is born that way, Dark. No one. Only the dead feel nothing.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:00 pm
I love to feel happy. Therefore, I do whatever I can to feel happy. I also don't really like telling other people when I'm very sad, because I don't like bringing others down.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:03 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:03 pm
Eh, I agree that no one is born to feel numb or nothing. It's a self defence mechanism so that they don't get hurt.
I still don't like to be happy that much and there are times when I catch myself and go "Hey I'm happpy why?" Then I go to not being happy again.
If there is one thing to be said is that there will always be ups and downs we just have to deal with them. The hard part and I hate it.
I know if something happened I would just as easily hide back away into myself. It's the easist thing to do.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:09 pm
dark should be of the dead, he should have been many times. in all, i see myself as the living dead. You know how many times ive been in just the right position, or right spot, that what happens doesnt kill me, just gets me hospitalized, i lost count after the age of six. im to the point in life were i have what people call "courage" when really i just dont feel that fear, or the pain, when im hurt ill smile, and if you stab me from behind, i dont even notice until they pull it out *happened with a pencil in 5th grade* when they put my arm in place at the hospital in 4th grade, i laid there. the only emotion i remember feeling, is love at one point, but its turned to sorrow and nothingness. i find stupidity in killing yourself, thats the only reason i dont, its saying your weak. so i wait till i die. Erv, if i could explain my entire life to you, i would. from the first thing i remember to the last.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:13 pm
So, how about those people that did that thing at that place with the stuff they got before they left?
-Tsuji
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:17 pm
That is the biggest load of crap I've ever heard. So people don't seem to like you that much. So what? Kids are little bastards anyway. I was somewhat lucky, though, as the worst things that happened to me were sand in the eyes (kindergarten) and being shoved into the edge of a wooden locker (6th grade, 8-10 stitches.). That is of course not counting miscellaneous incidents in my life that would normally result in death (i.e. falling onto a tree root head first). So what if life seems to be a giant suckfest. I say you might as well try and get your kicks while you're still able to get them. Nothing like justified vengeance in the pursuit of happiness. Also, try taking up a hobby that isn't so ... whiny, I guess. Join some roleplayers, or find a local guild of reenactors, or , hell, get a job. Find something you can take pride in, something that makes you aware of your worth, because it is buried beneath all the negative s**t you keep slathering on in liberal amounts.
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:20 pm
*appears*
... gonk
Bass demands no more emoness scream
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:21 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:25 pm
lmao
yes lots of emo talk today.
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