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 Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2007 10:55 am
Well, i'm on Gaia quite a bit each day doing absolutely nothing, so yeah, i'm pretty sure i'd have the time. :]
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Posted: Mon Sep 17, 2007 7:11 am
Awesome! Thank you so much!
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Posted: Mon Sep 17, 2007 7:25 pm
BakaTulip Awesome! Thank you so much! Your quite welcome. So i'd be helping maintenance but not designing it, right? 'cause I'm really quite horrible with codes and banners and the like. Sorry. XP
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Posted: Tue Sep 18, 2007 4:28 am
Yeah. Once I get the time, I will make it. XD Stupid College
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Posted: Sat Sep 22, 2007 5:40 am
Stupid hormones! ARGH...
I had a really hot, really hormone induced dream about my ex last night... and it was really, really, really vivid. I normally don't have really specific dreams... like people don't look like who they are, well this did. And I woke up just as it got good. ARGH!!!!!!!
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:57 pm
hey everyone
i haven't been on her in ages!
hows everything?
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Posted: Mon Oct 15, 2007 1:32 pm
Just popping in . Hello......
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Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 9:15 pm
: sooo I dated Hayley the end of school last year
but i broke up with her... but i never had a reason why
I guess it was mostly because i was afraid of it turning into a normal high school relationship... and that scared me
she's in love now... with the most amazing guy.
and it tears me up not to have her... and part of me knows it's better for her not to be with me because of my fears.
today she just sat behind me during class and played with my hair...
ohhh
:
I guess i have to get over it as it's my fault i let her go.
but i still think about it.
I guess i'll get over it.
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Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2007 3:38 am
SubHumanRemains : sooo I dated Hayley the end of school last year but i broke up with her... but i never had a reason why I guess it was mostly because i was afraid of it turning into a normal high school relationship... and that scared me she's in love now... with the most amazing guy. and it tears me up not to have her... and part of me knows it's better for her not to be with me because of my fears. today she just sat behind me during class and played with my hair... ohhh : I guess i have to get over it as it's my fault i let her go. but i still think about it. I guess i'll get over it. *gives you ice cream*
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 11:24 pm
I can't live this lie anymore.
I'm so lost.
These feelings.
Thoughts.
They're all so scary.
I want them to go away.
But at the same time I want to shout them to the world.
I got asked which boys in my school I thought were dateable.
To which I casually replied, "I don't really like any of them."
I failed to mention there were numerous people I found "crush worthy"
Just none of them are men.
Help.
I can't keep it quiet any more.
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2007 12:32 pm
If it's so painful... you really should try to come out. Even if it's just to one trusted person.
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2007 7:54 pm
I'm just so scared...I don't know. I know it would change their opinion of me. And then things would never be the same. Or they would let it slip to someone else, and then it would get out to every one.
And also, there's the fact that if my parents found out i'd probably be disowned. I don't know if it's worth it.
But, btw, do you know when we're going to work on an advertising thread? Or are you still way too busy?
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Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2007 4:20 am
Then tell one person. One truly trusted person. A best friend. If they truly are your friend they will keep your confidence.
And yeah.. midterms week... I should be able to have it up by... later.
On an unrelated note- DAMN. I dreamt about my ex and thus woke up in a funk. This sucks. I still don't know what is going on between us. But I'm trying to give her a little distance and not contact her until we have class together... but damn I miss her. And we still haven't talked about the letter I gave her!
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Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2007 10:48 pm
Also. This is a random question but like, is there any way to meet other gay people without outing yourself (I'm starting to think I'm not ready for it)? And in any event, there are no out people in my school. So coming out to them would be a bad idea. So basically, are there groups for meeting other gay teens or something?
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Posted: Fri Oct 26, 2007 4:56 pm
BakaTulip SubHumanRemains : sooo I dated Hayley the end of school last year but i broke up with her... but i never had a reason why I guess it was mostly because i was afraid of it turning into a normal high school relationship... and that scared me she's in love now... with the most amazing guy. and it tears me up not to have her... and part of me knows it's better for her not to be with me because of my fears. today she just sat behind me during class and played with my hair... ohhh : I guess i have to get over it as it's my fault i let her go. but i still think about it. I guess i'll get over it. *gives you ice cream* did you know in Cuba because of the embargo they have an ice cream shortage? *licks ice cream* if only oce cream could save all the worlds problems razz
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