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Once she touched his head he lent limp like he always did. drool coming out of his mouth and his leg twitched almost like a dogs did. a grawl came form his mouth, but it was soft and peaceful. " So.......not.. fare. ' he said in somewhat of a slured voice and barly opening his mouth.

Yes she stopped petting, once he could move again he hoped out of her arms and on to the floor and changed in to his older form, the long dark hair and everything. standing in front of her now like this in his normal louse black pance and shirtless. Walking close to her and pressing his body ageist her wrapping his tail around her waist. he leaned in close to her check and kissed it softly. " Oh I know who. " he whispered softly ageist Ziven's face. kissing her check once followed by a image of love in to her head followed by a noter. he stayed there un moved for what seemed the longest time then he did it the thing that he was planing. He kissed her ear. like a lover would to there other. not only that but he wrapped his right arm around her back and held her there so his other hand could play with the other ear as well. there there was only three words in her head. " I love ya. " then it was followed by a giggle.

Fox pulled back form her ear slowly and whispered in to it. " I know it is not fair but like he has said all is fare in love and war , and in are relationship it is both, I love you and you love me and I fight a war to have you. " He said followed by a last kiss on her ear and a quick suck on the earlobe and he stopped but not letting her go because he knew she was limp.

" I said something that should not have been said that is all. " He stud and looked in to this man's eyes, unmoved by his loud voice. " I told her that I lvoed her, that is what I did. This is somethign that every time that I do it something like this hapens. One of us cry for some resion. You should go to her because I know she dose not want to see me right nnow. and I dont know if I want her to see me right no, because I am descusted with me self. " fox stated in his normal calm voice as a singal tear ran down his face and splased on to the ground, that dark prince crying, Folling this tear was the tendrols that came out of his back that came out when he was in the shadow relm and started to wrap them selfs around the boy as e was turning back in to the small boy. " Why do you think I stay in this form, it is not because I cant hold the old one, but because that stops me form saying things like that." By this time fox was curled up in a little ball as the feeling of sarrow and sadness liked int ot he room.

"Yes this I did, I love her like a lover and I show it when I am in that form a helpless romantic I sapose. I do it in words i do it in actionsbut eatch tie I get shot down by her tears and words of denial. " He sighed for a moment adn then looked at her. " just now I know that you could not see it. But I nibbled on her ear and held her to me like a dream. For it is nothing but a dream im my heart I sapose, but I cant hold this agenst her for she is one of the best things that could have hapended. to me, and if we are talking caretakers One of the best in the world. "

" I know this, but a boy can wish cant he " This was all he siad as flash back came to him from the moments on the couch in the bar of him quivering ike a scared puppy like he is doing now.

" I am never alone and I think that is the problom. Even when there is no one around me I hear the voices of the 12 ." He said closing his eyes, he had moved the topic from the refashion ship to the one that he was more comfortable talking a bot

fox said nothing he just nodded still wraped in his blanket of shadows.