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 Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 6:58 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon prince romanov i am. i'm zack's alter ego. .... the part of my mind which is unbothered by the harshest and cruelest and sickest of things, for purposes of mental protection. it's realy all psychology when you think about it, the mind has many ways of protecting itself. it can be considered insanity, or depending on how you look at it, a defense against insanity. in eithr case, it is a personality disorder, but one which i do want changed. Then stay away from her. I hate how people would think of this as a "disorder" just like how people treat depression as a disease XP Its not a disease! its a state of mind XP Jeez!!! That's why I want to get a Major in Psychology and help people XP Like situations like this. I would treat it not as a disease, but a state of mind XP and use natural methods, not send them to a Psychiatrist to give them meds XP Oh, and the new pet is now one of my Pets now x3 ^.=.^ She picked me xD Multipule personalities is not a disease, but depending on the personality, it can be dangerous to others. And I do not want Spider near her. As long as it is twi, I am ok, but Spider I have a problem with.
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:26 pm
Half-neko Demon Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon prince romanov i am. i'm zack's alter ego. .... the part of my mind which is unbothered by the harshest and cruelest and sickest of things, for purposes of mental protection. it's realy all psychology when you think about it, the mind has many ways of protecting itself. it can be considered insanity, or depending on how you look at it, a defense against insanity. in eithr case, it is a personality disorder, but one which i do want changed. Then stay away from her. I hate how people would think of this as a "disorder" just like how people treat depression as a disease XP Its not a disease! its a state of mind XP Jeez!!! That's why I want to get a Major in Psychology and help people XP Like situations like this. I would treat it not as a disease, but a state of mind XP and use natural methods, not send them to a Psychiatrist to give them meds XP Oh, and the new pet is now one of my Pets now x3 ^.=.^ She picked me xD Multipule personalities is not a disease, but depending on the personality, it can be dangerous to others. And I do not want Spider near her. As long as it is twi, I am ok, but Spider I have a problem with. ahhhh
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:04 am
Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon prince romanov i am. i'm zack's alter ego. .... the part of my mind which is unbothered by the harshest and cruelest and sickest of things, for purposes of mental protection. it's realy all psychology when you think about it, the mind has many ways of protecting itself. it can be considered insanity, or depending on how you look at it, a defense against insanity. in eithr case, it is a personality disorder, but one which i do want changed. Then stay away from her. I hate how people would think of this as a "disorder" just like how people treat depression as a disease XP Its not a disease! its a state of mind XP Jeez!!! That's why I want to get a Major in Psychology and help people XP Like situations like this. I would treat it not as a disease, but a state of mind XP and use natural methods, not send them to a Psychiatrist to give them meds XP Oh, and the new pet is now one of my Pets now x3 ^.=.^ She picked me xD Multipule personalities is not a disease, but depending on the personality, it can be dangerous to others. And I do not want Spider near her. As long as it is twi, I am ok, but Spider I have a problem with. ahhhh ' i don't have a clue what "Spider" means or who "she" is or anything here right now, can someone explain this SLOWLY?
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 8:30 am
Cute_Midnight_Neko Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon prince romanov i am. i'm zack's alter ego. .... the part of my mind which is unbothered by the harshest and cruelest and sickest of things, for purposes of mental protection. it's realy all psychology when you think about it, the mind has many ways of protecting itself. it can be considered insanity, or depending on how you look at it, a defense against insanity. in eithr case, it is a personality disorder, but one which i do want changed. Then stay away from her. I hate how people would think of this as a "disorder" just like how people treat depression as a disease XP Its not a disease! its a state of mind XP Jeez!!! That's why I want to get a Major in Psychology and help people XP Like situations like this. I would treat it not as a disease, but a state of mind XP and use natural methods, not send them to a Psychiatrist to give them meds XP Oh, and the new pet is now one of my Pets now x3 ^.=.^ She picked me xD Multipule personalities is not a disease, but depending on the personality, it can be dangerous to others. And I do not want Spider near her. As long as it is twi, I am ok, but Spider I have a problem with. ahhhh ' i don't have a clue what "Spider" means or who "she" is or anything here right now, can someone explain this SLOWLY? it's complicated dear... and probably best if you were left out of the loop. bad things tend to happen to anyone i let in on this double life of mine... but i will explain thi much. i am zcak, ok? i have schitzophrenia. i have a schism in my mind, my personalities are not integrated. i have multiple personalities. one of them is very self-sacrificing, and gentle, and soft, and generally weak. the other one, the one i am currently in, is called the Spider. that is my name. it i strue i used to b a terrible, horrible being. self-destructive. dangerous towards others. after came to terms with myself as a whole being, i learned to co-exist with myself harmoniously. i am the stoic, selfish, survivalist half of zack. the one who can handle the harshest experiences i have to go through. regular zack is the one who is usualyout. he has grown stronger becaus eof our co-existance, we can tap into eachother, and fin a balance when we need it. for example, currently i am the Spider, but i am displaying my compassion towards others. i still am stoic and able to not flinch if, for example, a nuclear bomb wiped all of you out. if i were zack right now i could, for example, draw on my harsher self for courage, allowing me to jump into action like a knight on a dragon flying overthe lands to slay a villanous enemy and rescue a bleoved friend. but regular zack is a coward, and a weakling. in general, he is unable to handle stress or fear. suffers from suicidal depression, and is dangerously masochistic. as opposed to my sadomasochistic tendecies, whch lean more towards sadism. the fact that my sadistic nature can get out of hand by the way is what holly hates so much about me. i hurt people, and i manipulat epeople to my own ends. i ... use... very cruel methods of accomplishing things if the situation is desperate enough. and i do not consider it a disorder myself, but for purposes of explaining it i reffred to it as what it is consdered in society. in my opinion, this "problem" that i have has been my savior once used properly, and besides that is what makes me me, and what has allowed me to follow the path i do.
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 2:46 pm
prince romanov Cute_Midnight_Neko Midnight_Dragon32 Half-neko Demon Midnight_Dragon32 I hate how people would think of this as a "disorder" just like how people treat depression as a disease XP Its not a disease! its a state of mind XP Jeez!!! That's why I want to get a Major in Psychology and help people XP Like situations like this. I would treat it not as a disease, but a state of mind XP and use natural methods, not send them to a Psychiatrist to give them meds XP Oh, and the new pet is now one of my Pets now x3 ^.=.^ She picked me xD Multipule personalities is not a disease, but depending on the personality, it can be dangerous to others. And I do not want Spider near her. As long as it is twi, I am ok, but Spider I have a problem with. ahhhh ' i don't have a clue what "Spider" means or who "she" is or anything here right now, can someone explain this SLOWLY? it's complicated dear... and probably best if you were left out of the loop. bad things tend to happen to anyone i let in on this double life of mine... but i will explain thi much. i am zcak, ok? i have schitzophrenia. i have a schism in my mind, my personalities are not integrated. i have multiple personalities. one of them is very self-sacrificing, and gentle, and soft, and generally weak. the other one, the one i am currently in, is called the Spider. that is my name. it i strue i used to b a terrible, horrible being. self-destructive. dangerous towards others. after came to terms with myself as a whole being, i learned to co-exist with myself harmoniously. i am the stoic, selfish, survivalist half of zack. the one who can handle the harshest experiences i have to go through. regular zack is the one who is usualyout. he has grown stronger becaus eof our co-existance, we can tap into eachother, and fin a balance when we need it. for example, currently i am the Spider, but i am displaying my compassion towards others. i still am stoic and able to not flinch if, for example, a nuclear bomb wiped all of you out. if i were zack right now i could, for example, draw on my harsher self for courage, allowing me to jump into action like a knight on a dragon flying overthe lands to slay a villanous enemy and rescue a bleoved friend. but regular zack is a coward, and a weakling. in general, he is unable to handle stress or fear. suffers from suicidal depression, and is dangerously masochistic. as opposed to my sadomasochistic tendecies, whch lean more towards sadism. the fact that my sadistic nature can get out of hand by the way is what holly hates so much about me. i hurt people, and i manipulat epeople to my own ends. i ... use... very cruel methods of accomplishing things if the situation is desperate enough. and i do not consider it a disorder myself, but for purposes of explaining it i reffred to it as what it is consdered in society. in my opinion, this "problem" that i have has been my savior once used properly, and besides that is what makes me me, and what has allowed me to follow the path i do. ^.=.^ That explains a whole lot more ^.=.^ Thank you so much ^.=.^
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 6:59 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 ^.=.^ That explains a whole lot more ^.=.^ Thank you so much ^.=.^ *Glomps* You look SoOoOo adorable!!!!
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:59 pm
Half-neko Demon Midnight_Dragon32 ^.=.^ That explains a whole lot more ^.=.^ Thank you so much ^.=.^ *Glomps* You look SoOoOo adorable!!!! rofl, thanks you *Huggles GrandMaster* x3
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:14 pm
*lies down and thinks* sounds like how i was before the "Christina" side took over.....
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 5:57 am
Cute_Midnight_Neko *lies down and thinks* sounds like how i was before the "Christina" side took over..... *huggles Master and nuzzles cheek like a Pet should* =3
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 7:17 am
well, i like chrissie, so yeah...
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:06 pm
What was Master like before then??? *looks at Master*
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:18 pm
*grunts.* trust me, you'd rather think it was what you thought...
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 5:52 pm
prince romanov *grunts.* trust me, you'd rather think it was what you thought... too bad I can't decide on what to think sweatdrop I'm one of those people who encompasses all the types of people in situations like this sweatdrop Its because of that, that sometimes I can't come to conclusions sweatdrop too bad I can't use that in the essays I have to right in school v.=.v but either way, I still want to know ^.=.^ and there's nothing in any world or realm that can make me change my mind ^.=.^
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 6:22 pm
where did this half devil half angel imp come from?
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 8:16 pm
prince romanov where did this half devil half angel imp come from? Its a form of the Gimpi ^.=.^ my prediction came true xD you can be a Gimpi too xD
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