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 Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 5:59 am
Cute_Midnight_Neko *Sigh* Read my siggy everyone, i'm scared of it but the love for her has developed ALOT i'm scared, what if she don't feel same, what if everyone else will get hurt, only thing i'm sure off, i want everyone to know it becouse i'm sure everyone needs to know it Its not that scary to love someone and not get the same feeling back ^.=.^ think of the saying "Its better to have loved and lost tna to never have loved at all" ^.=.^
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 6:29 am
i want to share a short story i just wote.
Forever Winter.
It all came down to this. He'd researched and calculated and smuggled for this. Broke into the school for this. And now was the moment he worked so hard far.
As long as Don could remember he was suicidal. He just didn't care about anyone else, had no goals, no calling, no wishes. He honestly usualy didn't even care enough to die either. He did whatever he was told simply because he had nothing better to do, and he often did a half-assed job of it too.
Don was good at two things; Math and planning. He'd taken an interest in chemistry and medicine because he knew that he could learn in those classes just what dose of what drug he could take to end his miserable existance painlessly.
And now he had in his bedroom a superstrong home-made tranquilizer and a siringe. Allhe needed to do was take it and his heart would stop.
"Alright Donny, you can do this" he said to himself, and took deep breaths s if he were about to bunji-jump. He took a big gulp of whiskeyand made a face of disgust, then stabbed the needle into a vein and pushed the liquid down into his blood. In moments his vision darkened, his chest tightened and his muscles tensed. His stomach twisted and his throat constricted. He couldn't breathe, and tears were running down his face. His chest felt like it was on fire. He wanted to scream, to cry for help but no voice came out of his throat. He collapsed onto teh ground and sobbed helplessly, until finaly he fell unconsious, his heart stopped, and it was over.
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 3:31 pm
*shivers, face deathly pale* I hate needles............ or any though of anything going under my skin *shudders, arms wrapped around self*
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 4:26 pm
im back
i guess
*rolls around on the floor*
whhyyyy am i always sick
what do you guys think of the new prez
cause if you ask me im kinda confused
oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night
i feel bad for that
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 8:13 pm
My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that VOCALOID!!!! XD *glomps Wrath's sig* MINE!!!! X3 rofl
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 6:17 am
My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow.
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:10 pm
Midnight_Dragon32 My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that VOCALOID!!!! XD *glomps Wrath's sig* MINE!!!! X3 rofl HEY! you know what vocaloids are!!!! i thought they where pretty much dead to everyone except me i love them to death
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:15 pm
My_wrath_1334 Midnight_Dragon32 My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that VOCALOID!!!! XD *glomps Wrath's sig* MINE!!!! X3 rofl HEY! you know what vocaloids are!!!! i thought they where pretty much dead to everyone except me i love them to death ?? what's a vocaoid pet?
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:19 pm
prince romanov My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow. yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok?
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:26 pm
My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow. yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok? *lays my head on your shoulder.* ... don't ask that. you nkow i'm ok...
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:33 pm
prince romanov My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow. yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok? *lays my head on your shoulder.* ... don't ask that. you nkow i'm ok... mmmn. . . ok master *lays my head against yours*
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:36 pm
My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow. yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok? *lays my head on your shoulder.* ... don't ask that. you nkow i'm ok... mmmn. . . ok master *lays my head against yours* mmmnnngh... *rests against you and wraps my arms around you.*
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:47 pm
prince romanov My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that *sits by wrath and snuggle sher.* mmnnngh... you don't have to feel bad sweetling. i found other distractions... eventually... but right now you are important. anyway, i think he's earned alot of respect from me thanks to his speach. i hopehe doesn't screw up, but i wanna see him continue to be that inspiring, and to set an example for peopel to follow. yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok? *lays my head on your shoulder.* ... don't ask that. you nkow i'm ok... mmmn. . . ok master *lays my head against yours* mmmnnngh... *rests against you and wraps my arms around you.* *suports you and plays with your hair* but still. . . .you dont sound ok
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 12:55 pm
My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 prince romanov My_wrath_1334 yeah i have a lot of respect from him from his speaches the only thing is i hope hes not, all talk no action and pluse him haveing no experience in war scares me *holds you with my ears down* are you going to be ok? *lays my head on your shoulder.* ... don't ask that. you nkow i'm ok... mmmn. . . ok master *lays my head against yours* mmmnnngh... *rests against you and wraps my arms around you.* *suports you and plays with your hair* but still. . . .you dont sound ok i'm fine pet.... just been dragging myself for months...
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 3:08 pm
prince romanov My_wrath_1334 Midnight_Dragon32 My_wrath_1334 im back i guess *rolls around on the floor* whhyyyy am i always sick what do you guys think of the new prez cause if you ask me im kinda confused oh and sorry master i *coughs* left you that night i feel bad for that VOCALOID!!!! XD *glomps Wrath's sig* MINE!!!! X3 rofl HEY! you know what vocaloids are!!!! i thought they where pretty much dead to everyone except me i love them to death ?? what's a vocaoid pet? Vocaloid, if I can recall correctly, is, or was I guess, a game sold exlusively in Japan. well, that's as much as I can gather from all the Youtube vids I saw sweatdrop
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