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 Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:13 pm
"That's good," Arlen said smiling. "How is your training going?" he asked, hoping to keep the conversationg going.
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:28 pm
"Ok i guess. I feel better now that some of my magic is gone actually. ith ink with the excercise he ws having me do i was puling out to much at once. and coudlnt' concence it all back in place.. "s he said tilting her head
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:31 pm
"I see," Arlen said, nodding. "I wish I could help with that, but I honestly don't have that problem with my magic."
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:33 pm
"Well i didn't used to" she said
"I used to barely have any.. but.. that's because my trainers must have sealed it completely when i was young. And it eventually managed to worm a bit out.. And now it's compeltely unsealed.. I'm jsut not used to it" seh said sheapishly
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:36 pm
"I guess I can understand how that would be a bit overwhelming," Arlen said, nodding as he listened. "But I'm sure you'll be able to handle it easily with time."
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:39 pm
Uakai nodded thensmield
"I'm in traning to become a healer.. the white robe kind.. not the red' shje said to him then looked sad for a moment
"I'm going to get a red robe though.. Vincent and i.. we want to adopt all our children since i can't have any. my traniers removed that when i was like 7 or something.. " She explained
"So i'm gunna pretend to be a red robe and find them among the slave trade.." she said quietly
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:41 pm
"Oh," Arlen said, not sure what the color of the robes actually meant. "I'm sorry to hear that. Is it something that could be healed?"
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:45 pm
Ukaia shook her head no
"no.. i've had other owners want me for breeding" she said
"nothing can heal it.. "she told him then shrugged
"I remember getting toi play with a doll though" she murmmued her eyes distant as hse remmebered
"A whole hour.. i got her.. she had blond hair.. and pretty blue eyes.. her dress was pink with little frills on it. I'd never even held doll before.. Then the hour was up.. and a man with red robes.. and gold trim came over.. i rmember.. i was layed down on a table and then.. "s eh frowned
"Then i completely have it blanked out.. I have no idea what happened.. otther than a day later i woke up in a lot of pain and bleeding down there.. that lasted about a week..
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:48 pm
"I'm sorry," Arlen said softly, he didn't know female biology but he still knew it must have been a terrible pain and a terrible thing to live with. "I wish there was something I could do."
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:50 pm
Ukaai smield at him
"It's ok. like i said. I don't remmeber it. I think i created my box at that ime.. because i do remember he woudln't let me black out or numb me.. i know it hurt a lot. and he said it was because he hated my race.. "s eh said frowning tilting her head a bit more as if trying to think
"But.. i coudln't handel it.. so i made my box.. and put it away. " she smield at him
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 11:52 pm
"Your box?" Arlen asked, concerned at what Ukaia might be referring to and horrified at what she was saying.
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 12:02 am
Ukaia nodded a bit She bit her lip
"Nobody else knows about this"s he said to him looking down at oneka
"I ahve a black box.. in my head sort of. Whever something happens.. like that i gues.s. an i can't handel it.. i push it all in there. make it go away.." she saidquietly sounding for a second.. when she said "make it all go away" like a very young 7 year old child.. then back to normal
"It dosen't open unless i am forcing more into it.. and i never even dream about what is in it.. i remember hte before and after of the memories forced in.. but not the during..
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 12:04 am
Arlen quietly walked over and hugged Ukaia. "I'm sorry," he said softly. "You must have been through so much more than I could imagine."
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 12:06 am
Uakai just nuzzle dhim and said in a chearfull voice.. her head faced away from him though as one hand wrapped aroudn him.. theother cluched Oneka to her chest
"That's what i get for being born a slave" she said to him nuzzling him a bit more.. not wanting to let the cofrot go..She was trembling actually.. jsut thinking about the box.. telling another about it had unnerved her
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 12:12 am
Arlen held her firmly. "You shouldn't have to pay for beeing born a certain way," he said softly, gently rubbing her back. "If you need anything you can come to me. Even if you just want to talk. Okay?"
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