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 Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:29 pm
Kojineko I'm never going out in public. Ever.
Today I went to sign up for college. Only...I literally had a panic attack. It was because some kid who was only trying to help out asked if I was having any problems. When he approached me...Eheh. I literally broke down and puked....all over the nice floor.
So I totally nurfed my college. I can't go back unless I'm ready Mentally, To be social. I don't quite understand what's wrong with me, only that I can't talk to anybody without having a damn seizure. I mean...I'm fine when people I know are around me, but if I'm by myself I'm a mess.
Normally I don't talk about this stuff, but maybe you guys might have some advise about socializing in public? DX
I'm not the person to talk to about that... my first day of college I told my professor and everyone in my Ethic in Technology class that I came to UAT to "be better than everyone else". XD ... in a Roy Mustang outfit...
-Van
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:31 pm
So I stuffed myself at olive garden, hung out with my friend, my friends are giving me a lot of alcohol party tonight. 22 is a good year.
-Van
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:42 pm
VanRiku
So I stuffed myself at olive garden, hung out with my friend, my friends are giving me a lot of alcohol party tonight. 22 is a good year.
-Van
Oh happy birthday Van! Gaia told me a while back but I never wished you it...
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:44 pm
VanRiku
So I stuffed myself at olive garden, hung out with my friend, my friends are giving me a lot of alcohol party tonight. 22 is a good year.
-Van
happy ******** birthday!
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:44 pm
@Cylem:: ._. I was with Greg, but he kept ditching me on purpose. He said I need to learn how to interact with people ALONE.
Greg:: Hey, Go ask that stranger.
Me:: Ask him what?
Greg:: -pushes- DON'T BE SHY! GO ASK HIM HOW TO ENROLL!
Me:: HSKJDEJGHGJDESGVISDON'TDOTHAT
Person:: o.o....Uh, can I help you?
Me:: ....N-n-no. I'm w-with s-somebody. -Points at air-
Person:: O.o....Uh...okay then.
Me:: -Just notices- ._. U-uh...he was just-
Person:: Er...nevermind that. What are you here for? You know you don't have to be so Shy...
Me:: I-I'm n-not- I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M HERE FOR ANYMORE I'M SORRY! KJNFKJGJGKJDEGHBJDEGEF -puke-
Person:: O_O; -walks away all fast like-
Me:: -Walks out the door after volunteering to clean up my mess- I'M NOT DOING THIS EVER AGAIN. gonk
I might consider going with my mom instead...I feel a bit more comfortable around her, and less OMGWTFBBQ. xD
Ever since Beth left I've been a complete close-in. You should see me when I'm trying to make an order at Starbucks. DX
Though I REALLY do try and look at somebody without having a nervous breakdown. It's just hard to do it when your parents are always trying to ditch you in hopes that you might talk to somebody out of boredom. But no....I just sit there awkwardly, being inflexibly silent until they return. DX
Though with mom I'm always glued to her arm in hopes that I'll gain some of her super special awesome outgoing courage.
@Mquinn:: .......O_o; I freak out when they stare...I'm not sure if I could handle thinking like that. Because for some reason I feel that they're not curious stares, but death glares specialized to terminate my very existence. DX
@Neko&Demonic:: Thanks. I'll try really hard to do that. I was thinking about going with my mother to this Starbucks meeting where they host a Spanish learning class. I might possibly gain a bit of confidence if I take it all in baby steps. because I really...don't wanna learn Spanish, but it's a social activity. So It might work.|
@Van:: XD....That made me laugh like hell. And that's when you say- "For some things...there's just no excuse."
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:50 pm
Kojineko @Cylem:: ._. I was with Greg, but he kept ditching me on purpose. He said I need to learn how to interact with people ALONE.
Greg:: Hey, Go ask that stranger.
Me:: Ask him what?
Greg:: -pushes- DON'T BE SHY! GO ASK HIM HOW TO ENROLL!
Me:: HSKJDEJGHGJDESGVISDON'TDOTHAT
Person:: o.o....Uh, can I help you?
Me:: ....N-n-no. I'm w-with s-somebody. -Points at air-
Person:: O.o....Uh...okay then.
Me:: -Just notices- ._. U-uh...he was just-
Person:: Er...nevermind that. What are you here for? You know you don't have to be so Shy...
Me:: I-I'm n-not- I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M HERE FOR ANYMORE I'M SORRY! KJNFKJGJGKJDEGHBJDEGEF -puke-
Person:: O_O; -walks away all fast like-
Me:: -Walks out the door after volunteering to clean up my mess- I'M NOT DOING THIS EVER AGAIN. gonk
I might consider going with my mom instead...I feel a bit more comfortable around her, and less OMGWTFBBQ. xD
Ever since Beth left I've been a complete close-in. You should see me when I'm trying to make an order at Starbucks. DX
Though I REALLY do try and look at somebody without having a nervous breakdown. It's just hard to do it when your parents are always trying to ditch you in hopes that you might talk to somebody out of boredom. But no....I just sit there awkwardly, being inflexibly silent until they return. DX
Though with mom I'm always glued to her arm in hopes that I'll gain some of her super special awesome outgoing courage.
@Mquinn:: .......O_o; I freak out when they stare...I'm not sure if I could handle thinking like that. Because for some reason I feel that they're not curious stares, but death glares specialized to terminate my very existence. DX
@Neko&Demonic:: Thanks. I'll try really hard to do that. I was thinking about going with my mother to this Starbucks meeting where they host a Spanish learning class. I might possibly gain a bit of confidence if I take it all in baby steps. because I really...don't wanna learn Spanish, but it's a social activity. So It might work.|
@Van:: XD....That made me laugh like hell. And that's when you say- "For some things...there's just no excuse."
i can't buy things on my own, if my friend is there i ask them to buy it for me *and give them the money duur*
its hard to look people in the eye D: when people do it to me i blush a LOT x.x
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The Demon Quinlain Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:52 pm
@Koji: They're staring in AWE at the awesome person they see before them!
Those 'death glares' are realy just eyes full of envy! They're jealous when they see you and know they can never be so awesome! 8D
They could never terminate you because your awesomeness works as a shield that negates their futile efforts!
Koji! I've known you for a little under a year and all ready you're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Don't worry about being able to handle thinking like that- because all you need to do is convince yourself it's the truth! Because, well- IT IS!MQuinn's Official Theme Song
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:55 pm
Happy birthday, Van! whee
@Koji: See? You're headed in the right direction. I'm still pretty shy, but I'm no where near as bad as I was several years ago, because I took a public speaking class and volunteered to be that person who hands out flyers for food bank donations for several years. (Volunteering, not public speaking. gonk )
Now I'm great at speaking in front of crowds. I just have issues speaking to individual people. sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:56 pm
Demon Child MQuinn @Koji: They're staring in AWE at the awesome person they see before them!
Those 'death glares' are realy just eyes full of envy! They're jealous when they see you and know they can never be so awesome! 8D
They could never terminate you because your awesomeness works as a shield that negates their futile efforts!
Koji! I've known you for a little under a year and all ready you're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Don't worry about being able to handle thinking like that- because all you need to do is convince yourself it's the truth! Because, well- IT IS! Pfft~ She's super-cute IRL too. talk2hand
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:58 pm
Ninko Nogitsune Demon Child MQuinn @Koji: They're staring in AWE at the awesome person they see before them!
Those 'death glares' are realy just eyes full of envy! They're jealous when they see you and know they can never be so awesome! 8D
They could never terminate you because your awesomeness works as a shield that negates their futile efforts!
Koji! I've known you for a little under a year and all ready you're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Don't worry about being able to handle thinking like that- because all you need to do is convince yourself it's the truth! Because, well- IT IS! Pfft~ She's super-cute IRL too. talk2hand SEE KOJI?
You're not only awesome but super-cute! biggrin
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The Demon Quinlain Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 2:59 pm
SO ZETTA SLOW!
[just thought i'd distract ya x3]
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 3:16 pm
 ANY TREE CAN DROP AN APPLE.
I'LL DROP THE FREAKIN' MOON!
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 3:27 pm
Demon Child MQuinn Ninko Nogitsune Demon Child MQuinn @Koji: They're staring in AWE at the awesome person they see before them!
Those 'death glares' are realy just eyes full of envy! They're jealous when they see you and know they can never be so awesome! 8D
They could never terminate you because your awesomeness works as a shield that negates their futile efforts!
Koji! I've known you for a little under a year and all ready you're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Don't worry about being able to handle thinking like that- because all you need to do is convince yourself it's the truth! Because, well- IT IS! Pfft~ She's super-cute IRL too. talk2hand SEE KOJI?
You're not only awesome but super-cute! biggrin FJKDELJFKDELFVCYLEM
BAAAAAWWWWW You guys! gonk
T-thank you! I'll try really hard to break this social restriction I've got.
It'll be in baby steps, but DAMMIT I'M GOING TO TRY!
(Motivated)
OR IS MY NAME NOT ********! (It's not actually..but you catch my drift.)
Preferably I'll try again there in a month when everybody forgot about that "Girl who made a mess out of the registration booth."
sweatdrop
Though next year I'll be moving back to Washington. So we might just wait on the collage thing...now that I think about it.
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 3:34 pm
Kojineko Demon Child MQuinn Ninko Nogitsune Demon Child MQuinn @Koji: They're staring in AWE at the awesome person they see before them!
Those 'death glares' are realy just eyes full of envy! They're jealous when they see you and know they can never be so awesome! 8D
They could never terminate you because your awesomeness works as a shield that negates their futile efforts!
Koji! I've known you for a little under a year and all ready you're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Don't worry about being able to handle thinking like that- because all you need to do is convince yourself it's the truth! Because, well- IT IS! Pfft~ She's super-cute IRL too. talk2hand SEE KOJI?
You're not only awesome but super-cute! biggrin FJKDELJFKDELFVCYLEM
BAAAAAWWWWW You guys! gonk
T-thank you! I'll try really hard to break this social restriction I've got.
It'll be in baby steps, but DAMMIT I'M GOING TO TRY!
(Motivated)
OR IS MY NAME NOT ********! (It's not actually..but you catch my drift.)
Preferably I'll try again there in a month when everybody forgot about that "Girl who made a mess out of the registration booth."
sweatdrop
Though next year I'll be moving back to Washington. So we might just wait on the collage thing...now that I think about it. FFFFFFCOMETOTACOMACOMMUNITYCOLLEGEWITHMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 3:58 pm
I have a general question, what is the general rate of regaining chakra?
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