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 Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 10:48 am
Yeah... anyways I don't know what to do.. to try to grasp my opportunity for the missd call or just.... sit... and wait... alone....
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 9:32 am
lol I think I've FINALLY went insane. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 1:30 pm
AkureiKnight lol I think I've FINALLY went insane. 3nodding Aku, you okay? What's wrong?
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 11:29 am
Well, for the past month I've been having my mind stretched through so many thoughts and back again. Then there's me being sick and it's like one day I'll be fine then the next moment I'm sick as a dog.
It sucks.
But for now I'm okay.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 12:20 am
Ugh... you guys... things have taken a turn for the worst again... I don't know, she just started acting weird again / like she wants nothing to do with me... and I had an awful dream about her last night... I'm still just so afraid of losing her... x.x
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 5:24 am
Welcome to the rollercoaster, rma. I'm getting weird signals from my ex... saying she wants to spend time with me again, saying I make her calm, saying I make her blush, saying she would love to go to the comic book store with me, saying she would make time to watch TV together... I dunno... the way she phrases things... makes me hope she wants me.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 9:00 pm
Okay now I'm having issues. After a summer of... two short phone calls, my ex and I have been emailing each other rather frequently. And she was the one who initiated the emails.
The breakup, if you recall, was over studying conflicts, that I was competing with study time, something I showed her after the breakup didn't have to be an issue.
But anyways, as we've been talking she's sounded.. hinty... at first it was just saying things like talking to me makes her calm, or I make her blush, or that being hundreds of miles apart was depressing.
Now she's kinda... really revved up to see me, inviting me into her life. Arranging time to go work out or have tea or watch Bones. Study parties, monthly dinners... etcetera... And on top of that we have a pretty much same schedule. We both have intense MWFs and chill Tuesdays and Thursdays. I have one class on those, she has none, and we are in kung fu together...
I don't know what to make of the situation. I'd almost been in a place where I could let go, but I think I lost that since we started talking. My hopes kinda floated up to the ceiling without my permission to be up there and I can't get them back down! Evil hopes.
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Posted: Sat Aug 11, 2007 11:20 pm
Lately, I've been feeling that nothing that I say is even taken to heart. I doubt it ever has but feeling this way makes a difference.
I'm tired of wasting my breath, as they say.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 8:45 am
Where the ******** hell is everyone? Moo left. Neon probably isn't coming back because in his words "All good things die eventually".
WHAT THE ******** IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? .___.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 12:54 pm
Where am I? I'm working roughly 30 hours a week while managing school, and the extensive amount time that band takes.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 4:45 pm
Yeah, I've been working. All summer. 9 hours a day, most days a week. I've also been inhabiting LJ mostly.
Also I'm about to go to Los Angeles! I'm heading to Boston tomorrow and L.A. soon after. =D See ya when I get back.
My little brother is going to be on kid's Jepoardy! It'll be sometime in October. Look for him.
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Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 10:52 am
oh cool. Remind me about that BT
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Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 2:00 pm
Wait, Moo left?
And yeah, remind me too.
I know, i've never really been a part of this posse, but yeahh.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 4:12 pm
Making that working 30+ hours a week as fresh manager. biggrin
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2007 10:48 am
Yeah after people calling her annoying and says they'd rather her not being here, on top of that having to re-apply even though she wasn't banned because of something she did on the guild, She just left.
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