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 Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 4:49 pm
Calling Shenanigans When you have it, it's amazing.
When you lose it, its the worst feeling in the world.
When someone won't return the feeling it's hard to figure out what to do next.
It's times like these where I wish I just didn't have to deal with emotions. I hate being sad emo
sometimes its ok to be sad/but all I can say is no matter how hard it is always try to smile, if someone doesnt return the same feelings you have for them towards you then they must not see how special you truly are
and when you lose it, its best to cry and let all the feelings out but then try to smile try to look up because someone better may come along and sweep you off your feet
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:04 pm
Kamilio Calling Shenanigans When you have it, it's amazing.
When you lose it, its the worst feeling in the world.
When someone won't return the feeling it's hard to figure out what to do next.
It's times like these where I wish I just didn't have to deal with emotions. I hate being sad emo
sometimes its ok to be sad/but all I can say is no matter how hard it is always try to smile, if someone doesnt return the same feelings you have for them towards you then they must not see how special you truly are
and when you lose it, its best to cry and let all the feelings out but then try to smile try to look up because someone better may come along and sweep you off your feetStill waiting for that someone to come along.
That why I can't wait to go to college. New people, new state, completely different area of the country. I can be a new person, I won't be that "quiet girl". I wont have to worry about speaking out more and have people be like "Dude, the quiet girl is talking!". And I get to focus on learning about what I love.
Everyone around me is freaking out about college, and I'm just like "Bring it on talk2hand "
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:12 pm
Calling Shenanigans Kamilio Calling Shenanigans When you have it, it's amazing.
When you lose it, its the worst feeling in the world.
When someone won't return the feeling it's hard to figure out what to do next.
It's times like these where I wish I just didn't have to deal with emotions. I hate being sad emo
sometimes its ok to be sad/but all I can say is no matter how hard it is always try to smile, if someone doesnt return the same feelings you have for them towards you then they must not see how special you truly are
and when you lose it, its best to cry and let all the feelings out but then try to smile try to look up because someone better may come along and sweep you off your feetStill waiting for that someone to come along.
That why I can't wait to go to college. New people, new state, completely different area of the country. I can be a new person, I won't be that "quiet girl". I wont have to worry about speaking out more and have people be like "Dude, the quiet girl is talking!". And I get to focus on learning about what I love.
Everyone around me is freaking out about college, and I'm just like "Bring it on talk2hand " Be yourself.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:22 pm
epic-writer42 Calling Shenanigans Kamilio Calling Shenanigans When you have it, it's amazing.
When you lose it, its the worst feeling in the world.
When someone won't return the feeling it's hard to figure out what to do next.
It's times like these where I wish I just didn't have to deal with emotions. I hate being sad emo
sometimes its ok to be sad/but all I can say is no matter how hard it is always try to smile, if someone doesnt return the same feelings you have for them towards you then they must not see how special you truly are
and when you lose it, its best to cry and let all the feelings out but then try to smile try to look up because someone better may come along and sweep you off your feetStill waiting for that someone to come along.
That why I can't wait to go to college. New people, new state, completely different area of the country. I can be a new person, I won't be that "quiet girl". I wont have to worry about speaking out more and have people be like "Dude, the quiet girl is talking!". And I get to focus on learning about what I love.
Everyone around me is freaking out about college, and I'm just like "Bring it on talk2hand " Be yourself. I'm just a really self-conscious person, and I know people think of me as the quiet girl if they're never talk to me before, but when I'm around people that don't know me it easier for me to speak out before because they don't already have some idea about what kind of person I am. I don't know, its kind of hard to explain. The thought of going to a school where no one knows who I am excites me, where it may freak out others.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:29 pm
epic-writer42 Aneyana Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD  
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
Quadruple that bet saying all of you will find someone before I do. Okay, so whoever finds someone last gets 1600 bucks? Sounds good. Kamilio emo I hate people who hurt animals ...Why, do you know someone who does? o_o;; *cracks knuckles* Shiori Miko Foam-Dome What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason... He doesn't love me the same way anymore which is pretty much the best reason to break up with someone. I don't even know if my family knows yet. They know I was in a horrible mood last night and my friends randomly came over which they never do. I'm just dreading the moment my niece and nephews ask where "Auntie Jon" is. Geez, why is that happening so often now? Right after it happened to Karris, too... I fail to see a reason why he'd stop loving you. Calling Shenanigans I'm just a really self-conscious person, and I know people think of me as the quiet girl if they're never talk to me before, but when I'm around people that don't know me it easier for me to speak out before because they don't already have some idea about what kind of person I am. I don't know, its kind of hard to explain. The thought of going to a school where no one knows who I am excites me, where it may freak out others. I'm self-conscious too, but my case is the opposite of yours. XD I'm loud and outgoing when I'm around friends that I've known for a while, but if I'm around anyone that I don't know, I hardly say a word. And yeah, all this love talk's bummin' me out, too. D:
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:31 pm
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko Foam-Dome What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason... He doesn't love me the same way anymore which is pretty much the best reason to break up with someone. I don't even know if my family knows yet. They know I was in a horrible mood last night and my friends randomly came over which they never do. I'm just dreading the moment my niece and nephews ask where "Auntie Jon" is. Geez, why is that happening so often now? Right after it happened to Karris, too... I fail to see a reason why he'd stop loving you. There isn't a reason. There doesn't have to be a reason. It just happens. This isn't the first time I've been in this situation, this time I'm on the other side of it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:35 pm
Guys, remember when I said I was secretly AI'ing the Candy Corn Fish Hat?
It jumped up in price by 8k. >w>
YOUR WELCOME CANDY CORN FISH HAT OWNERS. D8<
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:39 pm
Foam-Dome epic-writer42 Aneyana Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
Quadruple that bet saying all of you will find someone before I do. Okay, so whoever finds someone last gets 1600 bucks? Sounds good. 50X2X4=1600? What sort of twisted math are you doing? It's 400.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:52 pm
Shiori Miko Foam-Dome Shiori Miko Foam-Dome What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason... He doesn't love me the same way anymore which is pretty much the best reason to break up with someone. I don't even know if my family knows yet. They know I was in a horrible mood last night and my friends randomly came over which they never do. I'm just dreading the moment my niece and nephews ask where "Auntie Jon" is. Geez, why is that happening so often now? Right after it happened to Karris, too... I fail to see a reason why he'd stop loving you. There isn't a reason. There doesn't have to be a reason. It just happens. This isn't the first time I've been in this situation, this time I'm on the other side of it. I knew you'd give that reply... I just find it odd to stop loving someone for no reason. Do they just wake up one morning and think, "The qualities that I love about my significant other no longer hold any meaning to me"? epic-writer42 Foam-Dome epic-writer42 Aneyana Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
Quadruple that bet saying all of you will find someone before I do. Okay, so whoever finds someone last gets 1600 bucks? Sounds good. 50X2X4=1600? What sort of twisted math are you doing? It's 400. And each person pitches in 400. 400 x 4 = 1600.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:52 pm
Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans I'm just a really self-conscious person, and I know people think of me as the quiet girl if they're never talk to me before, but when I'm around people that don't know me it easier for me to speak out before because they don't already have some idea about what kind of person I am. I don't know, its kind of hard to explain. The thought of going to a school where no one knows who I am excites me, where it may freak out others. I'm self-conscious too, but my case is the opposite of yours. XD I'm loud and outgoing when I'm around friends that I've known for a while, but if I'm around anyone that I don't know, I hardly say a word. And yeah, all this love talk's bummin' me out, too. D: Okay so for me:
Best friends: Loud(for me) and crazy. Not afraid to speak and say whats on my mind
Good friends: Pretty much the same as above, maybe a little bit more guarded, but not much.
Friends: I'll talk to you, try to keep up conversation, help with homework, etc
People that know who I am but who I never talk to: I won't start a conversation with you, but if you talk to me I'll talk back. Unless the only time you talk to me is when you'e asking for homework help, then I'm magically never online on facebook for you ninja
Then there are the people that will strike up a conversation with me even though I've never met them before. I kinda like these people and will talk to them with enthusiasm. I won't just give them one word answers. Last year at theatre fest I was at a play and the girl sitting next to me was so friendly and awesome. We tried to get the guy she liked to ask her out, but he said that even though they kissed he didn't like her like that anymore emo
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:56 pm
@Foamy: I don't think someone one day just stops loving someone. My guess is that it's a gradual thing, they try to figure out their thoughts, why they're changing, if anything caused it, etc...
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:57 pm
Foam-Dome Shiori Miko Foam-Dome Shiori Miko Foam-Dome What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason... He doesn't love me the same way anymore which is pretty much the best reason to break up with someone. I don't even know if my family knows yet. They know I was in a horrible mood last night and my friends randomly came over which they never do. I'm just dreading the moment my niece and nephews ask where "Auntie Jon" is. Geez, why is that happening so often now? Right after it happened to Karris, too... I fail to see a reason why he'd stop loving you. There isn't a reason. There doesn't have to be a reason. It just happens. This isn't the first time I've been in this situation, this time I'm on the other side of it. I knew you'd give that reply... I just find it odd to stop loving someone for no reason. Do they just wake up one morning and think, "The qualities that I love about my significant other no longer hold any meaning to me"? It's not like that at all. When I was the one who fell out of love, it broke my heart to tell him. He was my best friend. I still loved him. Even today, four years later, I still love him. I'm just not in love with him.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 6:08 pm
Shock
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Guilt
Depression
Acceptance
I'm on anger.
I know this will kinda sound conceited, but Jon and I were the perfect couple. Other couples would seriously compare their relationships to ours! We never fought, never got pissed at some little thing the other did, we had our own time and we hung out fine with our friends. We were great with each others' family. My illnesses never bothered him and I never one asked him to not join the military. We even ******** break up in the best way possible!
Our relationship had everything right. 'Cept for the one thing that mattered.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 7:06 pm
Random secret:
I have an irrational fear of being pregnant. I feel that out of all the irrational fears out there, this one isn't too bad, seeing as it will make me a lot more careful when it comes to sex. o.o
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 8:03 pm
@Foam- A farmer tried to kill my dog earlier -__-"
Secrets: I really hate the color combo of white and blue with such a passion as of now I ve spent 8hrs+ trying to make an avie with it to please an artist who s giving me couple art but problem is Im not happy with any of the blue+white+black avies im making...its *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *head explodes with frustration*
I always feel unimportant to people or asthough they dont love/like me but thats just mood/feeling i get into alot because of how i was brought up.
I dislike playing certain games my friends play because when i do i always feel left out or as if i dont belong and whenever they play and talk to me i dont feel as existant
No matter how many times someone has said i havent failed or im being hard on myself i can never accept it/heh its just who i am i set the bar for myself(in the way there is no limit and i like to believe it)so I m not capable of accepting it
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