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 Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2007 6:13 am
Moocat not doing well....
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 3:34 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 5:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 6:31 am
Heard about Moocat getting banned from the guild. She keeps ranting to me on instant messenger, and honestly, I'm tired of it. Nothing gets through to that girl.
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:20 am
I'm inviting her back against my better judgement. The reason I banned her was because she called me a selfish b***h who didn't care about anyone but herself. Since it was over MSN and not the guild I invited her back on technicality.
On another note: I hate dreams in which you get something that you can't get in real life that you really want.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 10:47 pm
Karnell Heard about Moocat getting banned from the guild. She keeps ranting to me on instant messenger, and honestly, I'm tired of it. Nothing gets through to that girl. She's a kid. They don't listen. xp Hehe. On an interesting note, you guys.... my ex-girlfriend and I might be getting back together. It's a long story, but I talked to her for the first time in a LONG time to find that.. she actually learned something. She REALIZES what she did wrong, how badly she hurt me -- she's been apologizing constantly.. she says she still has feelings for me but "is so afraid of hurting me again" -- so we'll see where it goes. I'm.. so... happy... x__x'
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 3:43 pm
rubbermuleaccount Karnell Heard about Moocat getting banned from the guild. She keeps ranting to me on instant messenger, and honestly, I'm tired of it. Nothing gets through to that girl. She's a kid. They don't listen. xp Hehe. On an interesting note, you guys.... my ex-girlfriend and I might be getting back together. It's a long story, but I talked to her for the first time in a LONG time to find that.. she actually learned something. She REALIZES what she did wrong, how badly she hurt me -- she's been apologizing constantly.. she says she still has feelings for me but "is so afraid of hurting me again" -- so we'll see where it goes. I'm.. so... happy... x__x' God you are so lucky!
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 11:03 pm
BakaTulip rubbermuleaccount Karnell Heard about Moocat getting banned from the guild. She keeps ranting to me on instant messenger, and honestly, I'm tired of it. Nothing gets through to that girl. She's a kid. They don't listen. xp Hehe. On an interesting note, you guys.... my ex-girlfriend and I might be getting back together. It's a long story, but I talked to her for the first time in a LONG time to find that.. she actually learned something. She REALIZES what she did wrong, how badly she hurt me -- she's been apologizing constantly.. she says she still has feelings for me but "is so afraid of hurting me again" -- so we'll see where it goes. I'm.. so... happy... x__x' God you are so lucky! OMG TELL ME ABOUT IT x__X I NEVER thought this would happen. I was attempting to move on to other people... I was out of town for all of June, and right before I got back, she left for China to study there for a month. So being away from each other made it easy to temporarily forget her and think about other people.... but as soon as she got back, she called me, and I just melted and fell in love with her all over again... which upset me very greatly at first, because I thought I'd never have her back. But apparently the break did her a lot of good, gave her time to think... Hey, maybe a long break is all your ex-girlfriend needs, too, BT, if you guys just DON'T TALK for a while and after a couple of months.... you never know, apparently!! ^___^ *sings* If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me.. time after time... if you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting.. time after time.. *listening to Quietdrive*
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 12:32 am
Okay, honestly, Gaia's admins make way too many announcments. I wish I could turn the notification thing off, because I NEVER look at them. I haven't logged in for like, two days, and there's 12!
I'm going nuts. My ex-fiancee has resumed talking to me (she calls me every night, now), and I don't have a clue as two what she's hoping to get out of it. It's irritating... but actually kind of refreshing. I feel really bad that I enjoy it, after what she did. On the other hand, there's a girl I'm after (though, it's going downhill, so I don't think I'm going to pursue much longer). AND, on top of that, I have a girl after me, who's just out of a terribly abusive relationship, and I don't want to be a rebound for her. @_@
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 3:59 am
As for the not talking RMA... well out of the entire summer (as in since I left college on May 11th) I've talked to Eleanor... twice. And they've been good conversations... talking to her makes me feel... well warm and fuzzy and whole... The first time I talked to her I expected to feel like I was splitting apart but I just felt... good... the splitting came the next day. The second time, my friend over heard me on the phone and there was gratuitous mocking that followed.
Anyways, yesterday was her birthday, so I called and she answered her phone! And she seemed really happy that we were talking and that I remembered her birthday, but unfortunately I'd called right in the middle of her family's birthday for her/welcome home from China for her brother dinner.... so she told me to call back at 10:30... and when I did she didn't answer.
I know she probably just got wrapped up in something and left her phone somewhere, something she does on a regular basis, I actually think it's kinda cute. But still I got pretty damned pissy last night... still am.
And it doesn't help that the bad dreams I'd been having about her (the ones where I'm calling her name and she doesn't hear) have stopped and have been replaced with the good ones that suck once you wake up.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 8:56 am
Heeeyyyy, that's CRAZY! Maybe her brother was on the same China trip that Rachel was! o___o What's his name!? Was it a study-trip-type-thing? Where was he (Nanjing University)!? ASK HIM IF THERE WAS A GIRL THERE NAMED RACHEL WITH BLONDE CURLY HAIR (she has TONS of hair. there's no way you could ever forget that head lmao). It'll give you an excuse to call Eleanor!
And oh my god... I can definitely relate to the dreams. Every night I would dream that we were broken up and everything was horrible (..surprisingly like real life -__-) or that I would never see her again -- and then randomly some nights I'd dream that we'd never broken up and we were in love and everything was still perfect. I usually woke up crying.
Now...... she says she misses me but she's afraid of being in a relationship again. neutral Hmmm... she and one of our best friends are spending the night this Friday so we can watch all the DVDs she bought in China (they're all bootlegged/cheap there.. lol..), and we both know for a fact that we're going to end up doing something ..not platonic.. but... I still don't know about the relationship/getting back together thing... I WANT to get back together.. >__<
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:09 am
Okay so incident... after the whole...she didn't answer thing...the next day my mom started in on me about how she obviously didn't care at all and was clearly trying to avoid me and I definitely take up none of her mind space... the extent of my mom meeting her was an exchange of hellos on parent's weekend in October... that was it... so she knows nothing about her or her quirks... bu what if she's right? what if she doesn't think about me? If she doesn't I don't think anyone ever will... I heard she used to talk about me all the time... it made me feel special
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:19 am
Yeah, you know, Rachel has a tendency to put her phone on silent and leave it sitting on her bed; so if I call and she doesn't answer, she's either done that or is asleep (she sleeps way too much stare lol). You know Eleanor and you know how she acts.. so I wouldn't listen to your mom. neutral I mean I'd try not to call her very often, but every once in a while won't hurt..
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:40 am
You said Rachel was in china for a month? Eleanor's brother's been in China since... October?
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:49 am
o___0 Wow. Nevermind then! XD But it would have been cool.
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