AlcoholicPancake
ReikuGotH
AlcoholicPancake
ReikuGotH
AlcoholicPancake
ReikuGotH
Eh, how sad. . . It's bad when stuff like that happens, it usually leaves me with a few screws loose. Those are the days I avoid human contact >.>
Well, after walking for about 30 minutes on a pretty hot day to see my friend in the hospital, his girlfriend started bitching me out, saying that I was retarded and s**t. Then again, that's probably because I said that I wished I were dead and told her to get out of my way because I was off to buy and eight ball... Oh well, Drugs+booze= Great time, and it also means that I failed in my attempt to quit. Way to be a loser pancake!
Aww, dont's think so negatively, optimism is key, it's how I manage to get by. . . I make others smile with my almost constant happy act and that brings me at least a little joy.
Meh, I have to act happy all the time around here, or else my friends will try intervening... I don't want that because the last time a friend tried to "help" me, I was almost sent to rehab. I don't need rehab, I need more drugs. I've actually found a mathematical formula explaining how I work:
Money+Pancake = drugs
Drugs+Pancake = Happy
No money + Pancake = no drugs
No drugs + Pancake = suicide
Pancake + Suicide = No more pancake
See, it's thought out pretty well..
I really really do need to quit but in times where I have to deal with so much stress, I'd rather stay on them and hope for an overdose....
Eh, the only thing I need is caffeine intake. It's not anything that'd be considered bad, but my friend Dan says my mood when I don't have it is like if I was PMSing >< He really knows how to piss me off.
You know, maybe I should just check myself into rehab, get back into school, and start going to church...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Yeah, that will never happen. I DO want to quit drugs however, and finally get my ******** GED so I can enroll in College... but I'll never step foot in a church, EVER.
I know what you mean, I've never stepped foot in a church and really wanted to be there, it's been required of me the only three times I've gone.
