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 Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 11:47 pm
I miss my old keyboard, my new one makes my voice on the playback sound glitchy for lack of a better description.
Also, heart, stop playing with me, I'm not in the mood unless it actually gets me somewhere besides heartbreak, this has been a horrible year thus far. Don't understand, probably for the best.
OMG, thank you peppermint gum for curing my gut ache. heart
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 5:58 am
Miss Amelia Pond Yeah, people I ate lunch with yesterday and dinner with today? I didn't need that line of questioning, not in general but certainly not this week. Duncan (the mess hall) generally prompts some unusual conversations, but I really could have done without one centering around why I don't have a boyfriend.
Actually, it was prompted by the statement: "Gab, you are not allowed to tell your boyfriend to walk around the hallway in your senior boots to terrorize the fish." To which I pointed out that as I am both single and a sophomore, that wouldn't be a difficult order to obey.
So they started asking me why I don't have a boyfriend. I could see Tim talking to the girl he likes (I think... all I know is that it's a girl that isn't me) two tables in front of us while it happened. It was like they were rubbing salt in the wound, and they had no idea at all they were doing it. It happened again tonight at the Commons (another dining hall on campus), again with him only a few feet away, and God but it hurt.
I'm sick of this. I want the hurt to go away. I thought I'd convinced myself to get over it, but apparently I'm not. Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD Shiori Miko Dear god I love my friends. The second I told them what Jon said they all can running and he knew immediately I wanted him to stay away. As far as heart break goes this is really the best I could hope for. But even though you broke it as gently as you could, it's still broken. I don't even want to sleep. I just want to stay up all night, get all the tears out, and tomorrow try to start over. I haven't been single in almost two years. I don't even remember what it felt like anymore. What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason...
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 6:11 am
@ Shiori, at least he wasn't a d**k about it. And I'm sure you'll be fine honey. You need a little time to feel sad and get over the loss but I'm sure you'll move on to bigger and better things! Not to mention you have the support of not only your friends and family IRL but many of us (at least I believe you do, you have my support anyway!). And we are all here if you need us
@ Riri, both of them make me feel uncomfortable. I fully support gay rights, I just don't wanna know what you get up to behind closed doors (but I'm like that for straight people as well. What you get up to in the privacy of your own home is completely your own thing)
@ Topic, (crazy rant follows) For ******** sake get over yourself girl! All you have done since the beginning of summer is moan moan whine whine. You can't even be bothered to DO anything to HELP your own damn circumstances! Whine whine, I don't have a boyfriend. Well MAYBE if you WENT OUT and TALKED to some guys and when doing so didn't whine about how single you are then MAYBE people would take a little more interest.
Also stop being your mother's b***h. She lives 2 hours away from you now. You are your own person. Live a little.
If you are so damn worried about not getting into Medicine why are you even bothering? Why didn't you think up a god damn back up plan? And you know, we still have 3 years left of THIS degree maybe if you focused on passing IT you might have a hope in hell of getting into Medicine. Maybe a back up plan would be a good idea as well. The rest of us have one. Why didn't you bother? Why did you just assume you'd be so amazing at everything? You knew you didn't get the best grades in school! So why assume you'd just get in like that?
Stop being a b***h to Jack. He wasn't and never will be interested in you so stop thinking that he might be cause you are all high and mighty. He's a nice guy, he offered you a lift! You inferred you thought he was gonna rape you or something ¬.¬ Get over yourself girl, you aren't THAT great.
Oh yeh, and stop bashing your friend's bf, who you know is actually your friend as well. How would you know if he was a good boyfriend or not? You've never had ONE! Where does your experience come from? Not to mention you aren't around them 24/7 so how would you know what goes on?
Finally, just stop being a b***h to everyone when he ******** SUGGEST things to you. We are making suggestions cause you are complaining about EVERYTHING, we are TRYING to help you and you are throwing it back in our faces and then being at complete b***h about it. Like we were the ones doing something wrong.
It's not on and I swear that if you continue on those road you are going to have a VERY lonely year
END RANT
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 7:27 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Valheita I make an absolutely terrible male. I wonder if it's too late to change. (Yes, IRL.)Val approves of MizuxSoosh. Needs a power name though, I propose Moosh. Moosh, lulllll~ Daaaaw, that's cute. I like it. whee heart
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 11:15 am
emo I hate people who hurt animals
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 11:21 am
Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD  
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 12:14 pm
Aneyana Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
Quadruple that bet saying all of you will find someone before I do.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 12:30 pm
Cannibal Horsey @ Riri, both of them make me feel uncomfortable. I fully support gay rights, I just don't wanna know what you get up to behind closed doors (but I'm like that for straight people as well. What you get up to in the privacy of your own home is completely your own thing)That, and what Ane said, I have no problem with. I don't think I worded what I meant correctly, to be honest. Need to stop ranting when tired. The part that bothers me isn't when people don't like it, but when they say they don't like it in a way that sounds like they're saying male-male couples are fine, but girl-girl couples aren't (or the other way round), especially if they're acting like they're a huge crusader for equality. In my opinion, saying male-female and male-male couples are okay, but not female-female, is just as bad as saying there should be no same-sex couples at all.
...I still don't think I'm explaining my thoughts properly. ...and I need to stop using yaoi and yuri as blanket terms when I don't read sexually explicit stuff, myself. xp
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 12:32 pm
epic-writer42 Aneyana Foam-Dome Tch, fifty bucks says you find someone before I do. XD
I double that bet and say you find someone before I ever do.
Quadruple that bet saying all of you will find someone before I do. I would bet, but I don't have the money for it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 12:34 pm
Silly RiRi Cannibal Horsey @ Riri, both of them make me feel uncomfortable. I fully support gay rights, I just don't wanna know what you get up to behind closed doors (but I'm like that for straight people as well. What you get up to in the privacy of your own home is completely your own thing)That, and what Ane said, I have no problem with. I don't think I worded what I meant correctly, to be honest. Need to stop ranting when tired. The part that bothers me isn't when people don't like it, but when they say they don't like it in a way that sounds like they're saying male-male couples are fine, but girl-girl couples aren't (or the other way round), especially if they're acting like they're a huge crusader for equality. In my opinion, saying male-female and male-male couples are okay, but not female-female, is just as bad as saying there should be no same-sex couples at all.
...I still don't think I'm explaining my thoughts properly. ...and I need to stop using yaoi and yuri as blanket terms when I don't read sexually explicit stuff, myself. xp
I knew what you meant the first time. And I definitely agree. I just felt like posting my opinion of the actual stuff itself.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 1:06 pm
Aneyana Silly RiRi Cannibal Horsey @ Riri, both of them make me feel uncomfortable. I fully support gay rights, I just don't wanna know what you get up to behind closed doors (but I'm like that for straight people as well. What you get up to in the privacy of your own home is completely your own thing)That, and what Ane said, I have no problem with. I don't think I worded what I meant correctly, to be honest. Need to stop ranting when tired. The part that bothers me isn't when people don't like it, but when they say they don't like it in a way that sounds like they're saying male-male couples are fine, but girl-girl couples aren't (or the other way round), especially if they're acting like they're a huge crusader for equality. In my opinion, saying male-female and male-male couples are okay, but not female-female, is just as bad as saying there should be no same-sex couples at all.
...I still don't think I'm explaining my thoughts properly. ...and I need to stop using yaoi and yuri as blanket terms when I don't read sexually explicit stuff, myself. xp
I knew what you meant the first time. And I definitely agree. I just felt like posting my opinion of the actual stuff itself.
ditto what Ane said XD
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 1:55 pm
Cannibal Horsey Aneyana Silly RiRi Cannibal Horsey @ Riri, both of them make me feel uncomfortable. I fully support gay rights, I just don't wanna know what you get up to behind closed doors (but I'm like that for straight people as well. What you get up to in the privacy of your own home is completely your own thing)That, and what Ane said, I have no problem with. I don't think I worded what I meant correctly, to be honest. Need to stop ranting when tired. The part that bothers me isn't when people don't like it, but when they say they don't like it in a way that sounds like they're saying male-male couples are fine, but girl-girl couples aren't (or the other way round), especially if they're acting like they're a huge crusader for equality. In my opinion, saying male-female and male-male couples are okay, but not female-female, is just as bad as saying there should be no same-sex couples at all.
...I still don't think I'm explaining my thoughts properly. ...and I need to stop using yaoi and yuri as blanket terms when I don't read sexually explicit stuff, myself. xp
I knew what you meant the first time. And I definitely agree. I just felt like posting my opinion of the actual stuff itself.
ditto what Ane said XD I think I've managed to get so used to the internet that I think people are annoyed with me unless their posts have at least one ' smile ' in them xD
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 2:00 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi -Mizu teh Artsi- Valheita I make an absolutely terrible male. I wonder if it's too late to change. (Yes, IRL.)Val approves of MizuxSoosh. Needs a power name though, I propose Moosh. Moosh, lulllll~ Daaaaw, that's cute. I like it. whee heart 8D me too, lolol
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 2:00 pm
Silly RiRi I think I've managed to get so used to the internet that I think people are annoyed with me unless their posts have at least one ' smile ' in them xD
It's so hard to tell what emotion people have without the vocal intonation...that's the one thing I dislike about the internet...things can be misread since you can't hear the emotion behind it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 3:33 pm
Foam-Dome What? Why'd he break up with you? D: At the very least, I hope it was a truly legitimate reason... He doesn't love me the same way anymore which is pretty much the best reason to break up with someone. I don't even know if my family knows yet. They know I was in a horrible mood last night and my friends randomly came over which they never do. I'm just dreading the moment my niece and nephews ask where "Auntie Jon" is.
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