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 Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2009 9:41 pm
SoulSkourer Secret: I think I'm over rated My parents, friends, and other people think i'm really smart, but i'm actually quite dumb. Sometimes they think i'm like really good at things, when i'm just plain terrible. Also, whenever i try to do something, it NEVER EVER works out... D: >.> I am overrated. No thinking about it. I must be very charming with my positive side, to be able to mask the horrors that lay beneath so well.
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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2009 9:46 pm
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Secret: I've been asked many times why I don't talk very much in RL, while over the internet and such, I... you know...
talk a LOT O:
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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2009 9:49 pm
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Secret: I've been asked many times why I don't talk very much in RL, while over the internet and such, I... you know...
talk a LOT O:
ªÂâªâ«âªâ«âªâ«âªâ«âª Well On the internet you type letter,s press enter, and it's over with IRL, it's a lot tougher than that You see them face to face, so you see more emotion You might not be in a comfortable area It's more nerve racking etc. You'll get there Swords ^_^ I'm trying right now o3o
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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2009 9:52 pm
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Secret: I've been asked many times why I don't talk very much in RL, while over the internet and such, I... you know...
talk a LOT O:
ªÂâªâ«âªâ«âªâ«âªâ«âª Confidence booster. Well, because I discovered I had a voice over the internet, I'm now learning to project it offline. Maybe it's just that "talking" is easy since your fingers do the action. but projecting your voice in front of others who are a few inches a way can be nerve wrecking since they can react.
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:51 am
goin through s**t now...something really convoluted and impossible to explain without saying what it is...making me really nauseous...im about to cry, i cant take it, i dont know what happened but everythings so messed up and i cant say any more ive probably said too much already...i cant talk to anyone about this, if i tell someone it will only hurt them too
i should just leave gaia it has been hurting me a lot lately
too addicted cant leave
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:53 am
Kestin Sha goin through s**t now...something really convoluted and impossible to explain without saying what it is...making me really nauseous...im about to cry, i cant take it, i dont know what happened but everythings so messed up and i cant say any more ive probably said too much already...i cant talk to anyone about this, if i tell someone it will only hurt them too i should just leave gaia it has been hurting me a lot lately too addicted cant leave The thing about my insanity...... It brings about a form of pseudo-masochism. I'm not one to care if I get hurt or not. 3nodding S' do tell.
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:55 am
i feel guilty talking about it...ive said too much...i want to talk about it but i dont feel like its right...
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 9:02 am
Kestin Sha i feel guilty talking about it...ive said too much...i want to talk about it but i dont feel like its right... So long as the only reason your not telling me is for fear o' hurtin' me. Buuuut, if ye e'er do wish to tell o' it, please do. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 9:05 am
not the only reason. i feel like its not even my business. it is, kinda, but also not. i...screw this, ill tell. only via pm though. gonna draft up an explanation when im not feeling so lazy.
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 1:36 pm
I'M BACK!Seeeecret: I want to quit my job as Panther Battalion S-3 at my school simply because ONE person higher than me is trying to get me fired.
[[There's only two people higher than me, other than the teachers, in the chain of command.]]
And it frustrates me even more because she's the SAI's favorite [[she's training for the Olympics]] and in his eyes, she can do no wrong.
She comes in late to class on a daily basis with coffee in her hands, both of which are a big no-no in JROTC, and if it were any other person on staff, they would be immediately fired.
Even when she could've destroyed the school's good name and cost several of the coaches on post their jobs because she decided to have a couple 'sips' of beer at a national Junior Rifle competition in Ohio, she is still seen as a ******** saint.
The SAI gets pissy at the head coach of the Jr. Rifle team on Ft. Benning because the coach dared to extend the deadline for regestration for fall selectionals so that the XO [[the one trying to get me fired]] could finish her paperwork and she STILL didn't finish in time.
The favoritism between the SAI and the XO is pissing me off, and I've had it with her and her bitchyness.
But sadly, I have to deal with her even more when we have a National Honor Society meeting because she's still in there, despite the fact that she barely showed up to the meetings last year.
I kinda want her to fight me, though.
She and several other cadets frequently leave their clothes, shoes, and bags in the JROTC room on the computer table.
I was in a cleaning kind of mood, and decided to give them one last warning.
I wrote on the board, after gathering up their stuff and placing it under the board, "The computer table is NOT your personal storage area. Take your items with you or it WILL BE DISCARDED at the end of the day tomorrow."
This is not the first time I've done this, and she knew it, too.
[[Luckily enough, the last time I did it, the SAI saved her s**t before I could throw it away.]]
So, the next day rolls around [[it was this past Thursday, actually]], and I get word from my boyfriend that she was bitching about my threats to throw her stuff away, saying 'if she throws my stuff away, we're gonna have to scrap about it.'
Hmm, interesting.
I told my boyfriend I dare her to fight me.
If she instigates the fight, she loses her job.
Not me, cuz it'll be self defense on my part.
Funnily enough, I did end up throwing away three pairs of shoes, a sweatshirt, and a binder.
I know two of the pairs of shoes belongs to the rifle team, and I'm hoping that one of 'em was hers.
I've warned her [[and everyone else]] twice.
Next time, it's going straight into the trash.
No warning whatsoever.
She'll have to fish her s**t out of the dumpster, which shouldn't be too hard since she's been diggin' in the trash just like any other trailer skank.
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Now that I think about it, the SAI could get fired.
He's the one that marks her present in the school system, even when she's late or just doesn't show.
There's some rule that says if she misses so many days, she won't be able to shoot.
TBE later.
x.x FINALLY!
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 1:41 pm
~Huggles angel~
Make sure to win if she starts s**t though. ninja
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 6:37 pm
This is sort of a thank-you post. :3 I concede that maybe you guys think I'm okay to have around. Maybe I'm not really hated or...disliked...god, it took all my will to force that out of my mouth fingers. ._. I'm still not sure I believe it. But I know if I were to leave again, nobody would be too bothered. I'd put money on nobody even noticing.
I appreciate the facade, though. I always tell people to be honest with me, and then I can't handle the truth. The "we're fine with having you around and might actually care a little bit if you left" vibe is almost convincing. :3 I just wanted to thank you guys very much. For the second time in my life, I'm in a place where I feel something close to welcome. It's real nice...real strange, but I kinda like it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 6:46 pm
Nespin Fernagon ~Huggles angel~ Make sure to win if she starts s**t though. ninja Damn straight, I'm gonna win!
And even if *I* don't win by myself, I know my boyfriend and my brother won't hesitate to knock her a** to the ground, even if she is a girl.
My brother even said nobody messes with family. FINALLY!
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 6:57 pm
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Okay... so I DO like bondage a LITTLE bit .///. *stabs a certain someone before they read this*
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 7:08 pm
I am really a boy! And a gay boy! sweatdrop crying
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