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 Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 2:03 am
I'm so glad to be rid of the whole teen-drama bullshit. Just a few months and I'll be 20.
...Damn, I feel old, I mean...that's two DECADES...
OH WAIT I'M NOT OUT OF THE SHIIT YET
I was pursuing this gal, and my best friend, who knows I like her, decides he'll go after, too. Oh, pardon, ex-best friend. I warned him a while back he'd be sacrificing the friendship if he EVER pulled this s**t again (he's done it twice in the past, and I forgave him, but son of a b***h, I won't tolerate it again).
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 6:02 am
I've severed any love for anyone I've ever had feelings for from my life. Even the most recent.
Now, it's getting over the jealousy and anger that's the problem. I have attention issues that I need to deal with.
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 7:40 am
Karnell I'm so glad to be rid of the whole teen-drama bullshit. Just a few months and I'll be 20. Take it from someone who's been twenty for a while... it only gets worse. The drama is different, but still there. It's humanity. Bastards... Sorry.. bad mood, my fiance dumped me for a rebound from when we took a break a couple months ago. Boys. Suck. Once they grow a backbone, find out who they love and stand up for them (or realize they need to do such and are actively trying to do so), yay, they're men. Men are fine. Boys suck. And my dad is a 50 year old boy, so don't tell me it's an age thing.
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 8:15 am
Karnell,
Ov course 'drama' will follow you throughout your life. Ov course it will always be percieved as chyldish. But, if you deal with these events in the manner ov importance, and stand to resolve your drama with extreme prejudice, then maybe drama will occur on a less frequent scale. But it has to be known to all parties in association with the event, for instance, your male relation to the love equation. Since he has not adhered to your rules ov the situation, let it be known to him - and if necessary, in a grueling manner (if it so pleases you).
Akurei,
It is good to know that you are in a strengthening process. It may not be easy to simply shrug off your excessive emotion, but it is crucial to do so to become a more potent being. Jealousy is simply an uncanny emotion that should be ignored all together. Jealousy stimulates from the lack ov understanding and surrounding. To submit to jealousy is to submit to weakness, and this needs to be avoided at all costs.
Anger, however, is a good emotion that fuels the individual with thoughts and mannerisms that would normally (and tragically) be forgotten or undone. Do not blur these two emotions together, and for all intent, resolute your jealousy and begin again in your struggle for unrelented courting. =^.^=
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 12:21 pm
Oh, I know the drama will always be there, but it'll just be less about trivial things, like all of that high school crap.
...Oh, and Saiv, you realize I'm a guy--not just my avatar, but really--, right?
Edit: Oh hey, we reached 100 pages!
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 6:28 pm
Karnell I'm so glad to be rid of the whole teen-drama bullshit. Just a few months and I'll be 20. ...Damn, I feel old, I mean...that's two DECADES... OH WAIT I'M NOT OUT OF THE SHIIT YET I was pursuing this gal, and my best friend, who knows I like her, decides he'll go after, too. Oh, pardon, ex-best friend. I warned him a while back he'd be sacrificing the friendship if he EVER pulled this s**t again (he's done it twice in the past, and I forgave him, but son of a b***h, I won't tolerate it again).
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 11:49 pm
Dear self: Lose some ******** weight before school in the fall or you'll be forced to jump off a bridge. 'Nuff said.
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 12:15 am
Nyght, you're completely right. I understand what you're trying to say. If I can learn to control my emotion, it will be easier to control my jealousy and vise versa. I still have a long way to go.. but at least I'm trying to make the journey.
And of course I wont give up on trying to find someone. (cough) Mind if I court you, Nyght? (cough) XD lol but really; I'm sorting through some new perspectives I've come across with love and it's relations. Reflecting on past relationships, crushes, new crushes, old wounds, fresh wounds. It hasn't been pleasant but I hope I'll learn something more to help out in the future.
It's good to see you here Nyght. Hope you stick around.
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 1:00 pm
LIFE SUCKS.
Grahgrahgrah.
T-T My own family won't invite me to a party they are throwing.
DD: My own family = my mother.
AND IT SUCKS.
xD I don't get invited to parties anyways, but not even my own MOTHER'S PARTY?
Jesus. xD
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 10:56 pm
I hate spiders... (shivers)
And I'm feeling pretty crappy. And bored.
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 9:29 am
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 2:28 pm
GAH! *hides under bed* Where did you find that?! eek
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 7:39 pm
It's a picture I've had for ages. Don't worry: spider clusters are one of the rarest things in the world of arachnids.
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Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 8:34 pm
wow... i'm actually cool with spiders and i'd go into a panic attack if i saw that.
stare life really sucks right now.
I tihnk i've given up on love.
i turned 16 last week!
and my friend tried to kill himself yesterday.
i just got over a hangover but my body is still kinda mushy from it.
my dog has a staph infection
my best friend and my crush like each other.
again.
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Posted: Thu Jul 05, 2007 6:49 pm
Whoever posted that Daddylonglegs thing needs to go to Hell. Grrr -shudders incontrollably-
Anyway.
I have my first gf now. It feels so good. To hold her hand and know "this is a girl. I am holding a girl's hand." It makes me so happy. And she's emotional and caring--not like the boys I've dated.
heart
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