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 Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 4:02 pm
Mie-tanuki ((*ghaspness* Nooo... Not Haro. D: He belongs to Shin. *pummels Benji*))Dov smiled through a bite of sallad and swallowed slightly thickly before murmuring, "Yeah... I really hate it there. That's why I live on my own now. Well... not really on my own. I have a roomy and the rest of the people in my dorm.... but it's a lot more private than my life at home." He gave the other a small smile and a shrug. "Oh... and this sallad is good. Thank you for making it," he said softly, giving the other a bright smile.
Chang fumed outside of his brother's apartment, hands clenched into fists at his sides. Pounding at the door, probably a bit too loudly, the cat yelled through the door, "Vi, open the door."
The rabbit seemed to perk up considerabley, "Really? I'm gla-" His voice cut out as soon as Chang started yelling. Dropping his fork in a rather ungraceful manner, the teen covered his head in his hands for a moment, sighing loudly before standing up with a waver.
Opening the door, the easily frightened teen quickly met a series of hissed insults both aimed at Vi and...
"Who the hell is that?! And why is he here?? Why did you ask Wei to keep me over at his place?!" Chang grasped the collar of his twin's sweater, glaring heavily as he yelled in a lowered tone. The rabbit merely stared at his brother, blinking slowly.
"Chang, this is Dov," he murmured softly, lowering his head as he moved some what out of the way so his brother could see. "I-... I- He's over here to help me with...wall colors," he mumbled, trembling slightly as the cat's grip tightened.
"Do you really expect me to believe that?! Do you? Vi, I know you better than anyone in this world and I know you didn't invite ********' b*****d over here to talk about paint," he spat, using his other hand to yank at the other side of his brother's sweater. Vi bit at his lower lip, head hung as he replied, "He's not...a b*****d, Chang. Will you please just-" Again, the teen was cut off as Chang pushed the rabbit to the side, walking through the doorway with a hard glare aimed at the taller male. "Why're you here?"
[[Chang is so scary when it comes to being OVERprotective. ;w; -huggles Dov-]]HAPPY PAGE 100!!!
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 4:09 pm
((Go check the seven princes thread. Now. O: ))
Dov sighed lightly as the rabbit got up to answer the door. He was quite sure of just who was behind the door. He winced slightly as the cat's loud voice bit at his ears, but after that innitial movement, his expression turned stony. He stood up slowly and, quite quietly, strode over to the pair.
He gave Change a slightly cheeky smile, cocking his head to one side, his black eyes narrowing. He was quite used to this sort of behavior - and worse - with his family. In such a large family, at least one of them had to be an alcoholic and unfortunately his family had quite a few.
"I'm here to examine his walls for a possible paint job - I am, after all, a painter - as well as to provide him with descent conversation... which I am happy to say does not include hissing, spitting or yelling." Really, this brother of Vi's was quite bothersome. Vi crossed his lightly tanned arms in front of himself and stared down at the aggravated Chang. It really was quite fortunate that he was a giraff and therefor tall.
((fmg, yes! O: Page 100! whee *throws confetti*))
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 4:17 pm
Mie-tanuki ((That's because he's my seme....er... I mean Haro's seme... so he has to be cute. :3 )) He carefully turned the doornob so that no sound was made (he wasn't sure why he was making such an effort to be silent... he supposed it was because it was night and he was naturally silent with his tiger genes) and entered. "Nnn... uhmm...." Shin flushed slightly and ran a hand through his already heavily tousled hair. For some reason, he couldn't quite justify his reason for entering the boy's room. Perhaps it had been those thoughts that now made him feel... feel like... he was doing something wrong. Or bad. He just couldn't justify that sort of thinking with himself.
"I... thought I heard you crying, so I... uhnn..." He paused and took a more careful look at Haro, his usually good night vision made slightly fuzzy with sleep. "Are you alright...?"((I have a pic of Sayael and one of Alti that I will upload in just a sec... O: ))
Haro was shaking. He wasn't sure if he was trembling because of him being scared or mortified...or completely, and utterly ashamed. He knew the room smelled like... He didn't even want to think it, much less say it. It smelled distinctly like-
Curling arms over his head, the boy turned away from the tiger, crying all over again. Benji wasn't supposed to make him feel that way. He- ....Shin was- "I'm-" He choked on something, air...tears? He wasn't sure, but he choked and couldn't continue for a few minutes... "I'm...a... I'm-" Was he really...was he really what Wei had said he was? He hadn't known for the longest time what the word meant... Lou had finally told him that a whore was someone who-
Haro winced, sucking in heavy breaths before letting his hands fall, "I'm...fine."
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 4:22 pm
((I have to get off to go make dinner. D: ))
A frown formed on the tall teen's lips and he too a step forward as the other turned away, reaching out a hand before drawing it back. He just... couldn't allow himself to be too near the other. He might have thoughts again. And that... that was a bad thing.
THe frown became more prominent as the other made an obvious attempt at feining wellness. "Haro... I... why won't you ever tell me?" he asked, sounding slightly hurt. It was mainly just concern for the other... but there was also a genuine need inside himself to make sure that Haro was alright.
He paused a moment and then, finally, layed a pale hand on the small teen's shoulder. "I... I... it makes me feel useless...." he murmured quietly, eyes lowering to fix on the floor.
((*scuttles off* Tootles!))
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 4:46 pm
[[Okay! Waaaah, Shin makes me so sad. crying ]]
Haro flinched at the touch. How could he ever tell Shin...that-? Tell him that he ... The boy bit his lip, if he could at least allow himself to think it maybe he could eventually speak it...that he had just become... aroused over someone he...he didn't love. Someone he didn't know. Someone who wasn't...Shin. Now Haro knew it wasn't as if he hadn't had similar feelings involving the tiger, oh god, those dreams...but it was Shin...and it was...okay to have those dreams? He loved-
Clutching his head, the boy bit back whimper as he squeezed his eyes shut, the noise coming out as a half strangled cry. Could Shin not smell him? Could he not tell that he was... The younger teen frowned suddenly. Had Shin...Had he never...?
Haro felt sick. "You're not useless," he whispered, trembling as he pushed back the covers of his bed. Lowering his head, the boy continued, "Shin, I..." He couldn't say it. He couldn't say it. Gently grabbing the tiger's wrist, Haro very hesitantly slid the other's fingers up his thigh until... The boy whined lightly, biting at his lower lip hard. "I'm... Do you understand?" He asked, tears filling his eyes as he let the other's hand go.
[[That would definitely put a shock to my system. D: I hope Shin doesn't faint. ;w;]]
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 5:33 pm
[[Waaaaaah. ;___; I had the best post EVAR and my stupid fire fox just DIED. crying crying crying I'll edit this with a post when I stop bitching at firefox.]]
Backing up slowly from the pair, Vi winced lightly. He was...glad that Dov had said something, backed up his relatively true story, but... He knew Chang probably wouldn't listen to him. He wasn't even sure if the cat would listen to his own brother...
Attempting to calm down his older twin, Vi bit back a cry as Chang lashed out, shoving the rabbit off of him.
It wasn't often that the docile rabbit allowed himself to show completely unchecked anger towards the cat...but this was just going too far. Dov had done nothing. "Chang. This is my home and I can have whoever I like over, no matter the circumstances you shouldn't concern yourself with...everything I do," he said in a lightly louder tone, but still fairly calm. "I want you to...go home."
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:07 pm
((Ohdear. O: ))
Shin's eyes widened as the other took his hand and... Face suddenly growing hot, he snatched his hand back. He... if Haro was... and... Oh god, he was starting to think again and... But why was Haro like... that? He swallowed heavily and nodded, eyes remaining fixed on the floor for a moment before they slid slowly up to meet Haro's golden, tear-filled gaze.
He could feel his face burning a bright red - and against his much too pale skin, it was quite obvious. "Haro, I... how... why are you...?" He couldn't finish his sentance. He felt a complete inabillity to move. Part of him wanted to move closer to the trembling boy and... but the rest of himself reasoned with that ever present, guilty conscience that doing something so... so... stupid - no, that wasn't the word, but it was close enough - would only... would only... hurt Haro.
((Guiltguiltguilt. Man this guy has baggage. O: ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:29 pm
TableTopWatch [[Waaaaaah. ;___; I had the best post EVAR and my stupid fire fox just DIED. crying crying crying I'll edit this with a post when I stop bitching at firefox.]]
Backing up slowly from the pair, Vi winced lightly. He was...glad that Dov had said something, backed up his relatively true story, but... He knew Chang probably wouldn't listen to him. He wasn't even sure if the cat would listen to his own brother...
Attempting to calm down his older twin, Vi bit back a cry as Chang lashed out, shoving the rabbit off of him.
It wasn't often that the docile rabbit allowed himself to show completely unchecked anger towards the cat...but this was just going too far. Dov had done nothing. "Chang. This is my home and I can have whoever I like over, no matter the circumstances you shouldn't concern yourself with...everything I do," he said in a lightly louder tone, but still fairly calm. "I want you to...go home."
Dov was... speachless for several moments - which was quite rare - but then he spoke up. "How... how can you try and hurt your own brother even more after pushing everyone away from him? Isn't that enough pain?" Of course... he hadn't known Vi for long enough to really know that much about his situation... but from the way they acted, it was an easy guess for him.
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:29 pm
[[x3 Ohdearindeed~]]
"Why do you think?" He mumbled in a, more or less, monotone voice. It was true that Benji had intiated...it, but Haro would be lying if he said he didn't think about Shin when... Shin would never touch him the way Benji had and, the little bird felt ashamed he'd let his thoughts wander, fueling something that shouldn't have been started to begin with.
The boy glanced upwards for a moment, rubbing at his eyes. Shin looked... red. He looked very uncomfortable...and it was...his fault for telling him... He dropped his gaze again before continuing, his cheeks burning, "Benji...gave me some stupid present and I told him not to kiss me but he did and he...he touched me and I didn't want him to but...I didn't...stop him 'cause I thought of you and- and I wanted you to...to-" He stopped, slender chest heaving, sucking in much needed oxygen, "I just...mm sorry," he mumbled, shaking as he scrambled to cover himself.
[[D:]]
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:39 pm
Mie-tanuki Dov looked over at the rabbit, surprise showing evident on his features. He hadn't thought the rabbit had had it in him. Then again, a normal person probably would have exploded back at the enraged cat by now... but this was certainly a step up for Vi. However, he was unprepared for the push Chang gave Vi and looked at the older twin angrily.
Dov was... speachless for several moments - which was quite rare - but then he spoke up. "How... how can you try and hurt your own brother even more after pushing everyone away from him? Isn't that enough pain?" Of course... he hadn't known Vi for long enough to really know that much about his situation... but from the way they acted, it was an easy guess for him.
Vi wrung his hands several times before speaking, "Chang, that's...not true. You told...Taj that- You told him what I was and I loved him, you did it on purpose," Vi whispered, shaking lihtly as he spoke. "You... fight with Wei all the time for no reason and... if I have anyone over you suspect I'm... dating them or something and, god, Dov's only over here t look at paint!" He ended, his voice raised as he pointed towards the door.
"Go back to mom," he said forefully, watching Chang bristle at the words.
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:41 pm
Shin's face deepened in color and his breath caught in his throat for a moment. Haro wanted -- wait a minute, who was Benji and how had he gotten in? Shin certainly hadn't heard anything (although him being asleep was a strong factor) and he did remember locking the front and back doors, so...
"Haro... who... who's Benji?" Shin asked, frowning softly. He had taken a step closer to the small boy. His hands were trembling slightly - he had never actually..... He wanted his question answered. But he also wanted to...
He strode over quietly and sat down on the bed next to Haro ((he's sitting, right? I can't remember.. D: )), his hand sliding out to brush across Haro's before he intwined his fingers with the boy's. "Haro, I..." he began and he instantly felt his heart beat quicken. He... had never said these words to anyone - anyone other than family... and that was... that was different. "I... love... you....." he mumbled quietly, his cheeks bright pink as he leaned his head down to hide his flushing face.
(( O: ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 6:50 pm
TableTopWatch Chang stared hard at Dov for several moments, unblinking, before looking down. "You don't know anything," he hissed, cat ears flat against his head, fists shaking at his sides. "I never did anything to hurt 'im before or push people away so stop... yelling about things you don't know," he muttered, clearly angry with the taller male.
Vi wrung his hands several times before speaking, "Chang, that's...not true. You told...Taj that- You told him what I was and I loved him, you did it on purpose," Vi whispered, shaking lihtly as he spoke. "You... fight with Wei all the time for no reason and... if I have anyone over you suspect I'm... dating them or something and, god, Dov's only over here t look at paint!" He ended, his voice raised as he pointed towards the door.
"Go back to mom," he said forefully, watching Chang bristle at the words.
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 7:05 pm
Keeping his head downward, the boy answered in a slow voice, "Benji's...he's- the man from the pet store? He was talking to Wei... He's- He's a lovebird like me and...I thought he wanted to be friends, but..." His voice started to shake, his trembling increased considerabley, nearing something similar to what happened when the boy panicked.
Haro stared at Shin in disbelief. No one... No one had ever- The boy looked as if he were ready to cry. Why did Shin- How could he love him? After...after everything? Not just this, but with Wei, and...
He knew he loved Shin. He was the only person...who had ever been soso kind to him, treated him like a real person. Biting at his lower lip, the small teen started softly, "I've...I've...loved you for a while," he whispered, rubbing at his eyes with his free hand as he felt tears well up. "I...I love you a lot, Shin," he whimpered, hanging his head in shame as he bit back a sob.
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 7:11 pm
Shin felt something... release in him somewhere in his chest - a tightness that had been sucking the breath from his lungs. A small sigh hissed out between his lips on his breath and he allowed a small smile to form on his lips. He leaned over slightly and brushed a light kiss over the boy's cheek, his arms sliding up silently to rest a hand on the other's shoulder, pulling him slightly closer.
"I'm... happy...." Shin murmured softly in the other's ear, leaning his forehead lightly on the other's temple as his smile grew.
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Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 7:18 pm
Mie-tanuki Dov watched the proceedings with an odd expression - his lip had twitched up slightly at Chang's reaction, which made Dov possitive he had struck base, but he wasn't happy. Even for Dov, who had almost no qualms with his conscience or guilt, he felt... uncomfortable. And slightly bad. One didn't... break up a family - someone else's family - every day. And, despite his own less than friendly attitude towards his own large family, he felt... bad. But this was good for Vi - or so he hoped - so he wouldn't - he couldn't - let any of that show on his face.
Vi frowned, sighing before shrugging, "I...it's okay, just...we need to talk about this...later," he mumbled, wincing as the cat nearly side tackled him, nuzzling into his side. He swore, his twin got these mood swings from their mother...
Turning to Dov with a nervous frown, Vi continued, "I'm really sorry for all this, I understand if want to...uhm, go home," he said apprehensively, eyeing their disrupted dinner that Chang would most likely complain about...
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