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 Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 6:25 am
I once had a dream when I woke up.... TEN times in a row. Then I really had to get up, so I was thinking, "Wait... is this a dream or not?"
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 7:22 pm
don't you just love it when you tell someone something important and they act like a total jackass about it? ;~; *Cries little emo tears*
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 7:25 pm
Roisper Quaris don't you just love it when you tell someone something important and they act like a total jackass about it? ;~; *Cries little emo tears*
Yus, that sucks. A lot.
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 4:21 pm
Roisper Quaris don't you just love it when you tell someone something important and they act like a total jackass about it? ;~; *Cries little emo tears*
lolmind!rant
MY IMAGINATION IS FAR TOO STRONG FOR ITS OWN GOOD
So I'm sitting there with Erin, right? We have this... live action roleplay thing... >>; um yeah no judgement just because we've been playing the same game with most of the same characters for six or seven years doesn't mean we're not coolio
SO ANYWAYS n3n; I, as Rachel, was hugging her and the character (Rachel) is sad and s**t. So I actually start crying. I was like "*Feels tears welling up in eyes* Oh s**t *Starts laughing* Just a second, Erin *Seperates from her, wiping eyes and laughing madly*" and she's all "Oh my god, you're actually crying! *Grabs and hugs madly*" and I'm doing that hand thing I always do when I'm nervous or have too much pent-up energy (Basically, my elbows stay at my sides, my hands go up and I just shake them really fast. It looks absolutely ******** stupid, but I do it anyways. xD Before my audition for Little Shop, I was pacing in front of Erin and Abby, singing Rubber Ducky and doing the hand thing) and laughing madly and...
Oh, it was horrid. xD After I managed to convince my normally far-too dry eyes (I sleep with my eyes partially open, so it dries them out and my tear ducts don't work right or something) to stop shedding unneccessary tears, we just sat there, dying with laughter.
It's almost as bad as when I was thinking about how Rachel was hung (I seem to feel her emotions more than the others... o3O) and I started choking. One of my friends had to mime cutting the rope off of my neck before I could breathe again.
I sometimes worry about it. o_O If I like a character in a movie or a book or anything, if they get hurt, I feel it. BADLY. It happens in roleplays, too! And when I'm writing... In the stalker story I had to write for Closet, Randy's lipstick had a needle in it and she tore open her bottom lip and my lip started to throb and ache. I licked it and tasted blood. There was no blood! xD It was all in my mind.
And I pick up habits... Randy always chews on her bottom lip now when she gets nervous and in the past week, I've started doing that. Riley brushes his bangs out of his face with his palm facing inwards, using the pinky to move the hair (... It's one of those character things that are important with our liveactionroleplaything because it gets hard to differentiate sometimes xD). I do that, too!
Ugh, it's so annoying. *Headdesk* After I read Dreamspeaker, I saw fireflies everywhere.
THERE IS NO LOGIC TO THIS STATEMENT U<
I guess it can be good sometimes, but it mostly just gets me in trouble. >_>;
(Flashback
Satah: ... I'm bleeding... *Stares intently at hands*
Brian: Uhh, no you're not.
Satah: Yes, I am! *Frowns and shakes her obviously fine hands at him*
Brian: ... You are hallucinating.
Satah: I'm not! *Pounds fist on the table*
Resulting Argument: *Is large and results in them never talking again*)
... Heehee. n3n
Oh, and that man I saw in my dream keeps coming back.
(I had this dream where I came down the stairs and my dad was standing in the front hallway and all of the lights were off. He noticed that the front door was open and closed it. The only thing that came to mind was "Rule Seven: Never shut any windows or doors. Whoever used it to come in is possibly still in the area and it will probably be your only method of escape." I felt that rise of panic start to flood up my chest and turned around. All I saw in the living room was the shillouette of this man... I don't know who he was. All I knew was that he was going to kill me and my dad. He ended up murdering my dad and I woke up screaming before he got to me.)
I'll be walking through the living room and I'll feel him looking at me... I look over and for a split second, I see his head. Always in the same place, always fades the moment I look right at it.
The ******** hands keep annoying me again! I was just walking around outside a couple of weeks ago and I felt the hand clamp down on my shoulder. I couldn't help but wince and rub the pained area and all of my friends looked at me funny.
But on the bright side, I watched Hocus Pocus. n__n
...
Actually, I'm not done ranting. o_O That totally reminds me of something else I want to vent.
(I abuse this place, I am sorry)
People not understanding how I'm happy xD; They'll ask what's up and I'll cheerfully tell them everything that's going wrong and they're like "Well... Why are you happy?" and I'm like "I had french fries at lunch and Lizz and I found a nice leaf... It was freezing cold and my hands went numb~ *Laughing* It was good times!" and they just stare at me like I'm insane. @_o
GIVE ME A REASON TO BE UNHAPPY AND I'LL GIVE YOU A DOZEN TO SMILE
Why are people so shocked that I'm laughing and smiling? P: Just because I'm stressed doesn't mean I can't be happy. Do they WANT me to be sad? xD I'm not an optimist like Lizz or anything. She takes negative situations and finds the positive in them. I take positive situations, find the negative in them and then laugh about it and make fun of myself. And everyone around me.
Tuna fish is a completely logical reason to be happy.
So what if I've got dozens of projects overdue? I've got hot chocolate waiting for me in my locker.
Who cares if I'm failing Math? Rocky Horror Picture Show-- that's enough reason for anything.
Simple minds, simple pleasures. *Cuddles with cat* n3n BEAUTYYY, M'AMOURRR
It: *Mangled French*
Beauty: *Glare*
Edit: JESUS CHRIST! This was going to be a SHORT rant! WHY CAN'T I LEARN TO SHUT UPPPPPP xDD *Headdeskheaddesk*
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emily swashbuckle Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 4:34 pm
xD LARPing
The whole feeling stuff that's not happening is weeeeeird. o.o
I've had the whole why are you so happy thing happen to me before, I've heard people say theat they never see me frown and stuff xD
I'm sort of both an optimist and a pessimist, I can find both in a situation xD
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:00 pm
Animeistro xD LARPing
The whole feeling stuff that's not happening is weeeeeird. o.o
I've had the whole why are you so happy thing happen to me before, I've heard people say theat they never see me frown and stuff xD
I'm sort of both an optimist and a pessimist, I can find both in a situation xD
Yes. Yes, it is. xD
>3> People see me frown. xD Last year, people saw me throw a chair at a wall out of anger and frustration at a couple of friends. n_n; Rather, a friend and a girl who hangs out with me occasionally. (*Arrogant*)
:B Me, too~! I'm probably more pessimistic than not, though. >3> Lizz's glass is half-full and mine is filled to overflowing with poisoned coca-cola. o3o;
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emily swashbuckle Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:24 pm
The Satah Animeistro xD LARPing
The whole feeling stuff that's not happening is weeeeeird. o.o
I've had the whole why are you so happy thing happen to me before, I've heard people say theat they never see me frown and stuff xD
I'm sort of both an optimist and a pessimist, I can find both in a situation xD
Yes. Yes, it is. xD
>3> People see me frown. xD Last year, people saw me throw a chair at a wall out of anger and frustration at a couple of friends. n_n; Rather, a friend and a girl who hangs out with me occasionally. (*Arrogant*)
:B Me, too~! I'm probably more pessimistic than not, though. >3> Lizz's glass is half-full and mine is filled to overflowing with poisoned coca-cola. o3o;
Totally cool 8D
The poor wall ;3;
I love coca-cola. O:
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:37 pm
Animeistro Totally cool 8D
The poor wall ;3;
I love coca-cola. O:
... >3> I know. I went and apologized to it after. There was only a small dent. D:
YES. o3o <3
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emily swashbuckle Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:49 pm
The Satah Animeistro Totally cool 8D
The poor wall ;3;
I love coca-cola. O:
... >3> I know. I went and apologized to it after. There was only a small dent. D:
YES. o3o <3
Yeah baby. 8D
D:
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emily swashbuckle Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 6:54 pm
*Points in shock!*
They replaced the Coca-Cola machines in my school with PEPSI! I took a fit and vowed revenge. D<
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 7:22 pm
We have coke machines in our school.
Although it does bother me a bit that they have 6o gadjillion types of coke.
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 7:24 pm
Pepsi Rules.
But Not as Much that King Alaric is currently on TV Sieging Rome.
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Posted: Mon Nov 13, 2006 4:34 am
I like both Coke and Pepsi.
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Posted: Mon Nov 13, 2006 8:41 am
[SomePersonYouDontKnow] I like both Coke and Pepsi. D: I don't like either.... however... I do like Sprite which is owned by Coke and I also like Sierra Mist which is owned by Pepsi X33 I got OD a tiny little pepsi bottle keychain once. 4laugh It's so adorable! D< COST ME SEVEN BUCKS imported from japan my a**....
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