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 Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:04 pm
Meelei Sonzai, I feel like crying right now.
You don't know how much times I've heard people tell me that if I died, everything would be better.
I've even heard it from my own family, sadly...
And for you to say that to me, it justs makes me so happy inside...
You are the first one who has ever said that to me Sonzai...
I'm glad we met, and I hope we never part... (':
No one, and as far as im concerned, not even God has the right to say that the world would be better without you. i mean, They have NO idea what it would be like and frankly if they have nerve to say that they dont even care! they just want to hurt another good soul to hide the darkening black of theirs.
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:18 pm
I know I've said this millions of times, but...
THANK YOU SONZAI!
I feel so much better now! TuT
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:25 pm
Meelei I know I've said this millions of times, but...
THANK YOU SONZAI!
I feel so much better now! TuT im glad, im really am. smile you are very welcome Meelei! ^^ you want to know something interesting? Sonzai is Japanese for Existence, and here's another thing you might enjoy. now, im not a teacher (and dont plan to be) but the passion is all the same: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxsOVK4syxU
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:34 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 6:36 pm
Noticed I haven't been posting in here ever since Woodchuck left (:
Well just came by to vent about random things....
Today, I bit a person, because they were spreading rumors.
Today I also tore the hood off of that persons hoodie while he was wearing it, did it because he called me a bipolar freak >:0
I also called my teacher oppa, dunno why though...
And some cute guy bought me lunch today <3
Overall, i'm okay now.
How was your day? [feels like is talking to self] O w O;?
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 7:23 pm
Meelei Noticed I haven't been posting in here ever since Woodchuck left (:
Well just came by to vent about random things....
Today, I bit a person, because they were spreading rumors.
Today I also tore the hood off of that persons hoodie while he was wearing it, did it because he called me a bipolar freak >:0
I also called my teacher oppa, dunno why though...
And some cute guy bought me lunch today <3
Overall, i'm okay now.
How was your day? [feels like is talking to self] O w O;?
na, we're here, it just kinda got pretty quite after sofiya's French guy doesn't like her and wood chuck left you. ya know? I wonder why im the only guy here and how i got in this conversation confused
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 7:31 pm
Sonzai Hatsune Meelei Noticed I haven't been posting in here ever since Woodchuck left (:
Well just came by to vent about random things....
Today, I bit a person, because they were spreading rumors.
Today I also tore the hood off of that persons hoodie while he was wearing it, did it because he called me a bipolar freak >:0
I also called my teacher oppa, dunno why though...
And some cute guy bought me lunch today <3
Overall, i'm okay now.
How was your day? [feels like is talking to self] O w O;?
na, we're here, it just kinda got pretty quite after sofiya's French guy doesn't like her and wood chuck left you. ya know? I wonder why im the only guy here and how i got in this conversation confused
Well this venting isn't only for bad things, it's for good things too, but it seems that bad things are all we're talking about, so I shall bring the goodness into here! <3
And I think the reason why you're in this conversation is because you care about us. :3
Think about it, most people just read it and really don't care, so they don't post.
But you read it and try to help us as much as possible! ^ o ^
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 7:52 pm
Meelei Sonzai Hatsune Meelei Noticed I haven't been posting in here ever since Woodchuck left (:
Well just came by to vent about random things....
Today, I bit a person, because they were spreading rumors.
Today I also tore the hood off of that persons hoodie while he was wearing it, did it because he called me a bipolar freak >:0
I also called my teacher oppa, dunno why though...
And some cute guy bought me lunch today <3
Overall, i'm okay now.
How was your day? [feels like is talking to self] O w O;?
na, we're here, it just kinda got pretty quite after sofiya's French guy doesn't like her and wood chuck left you. ya know? I wonder why im the only guy here and how i got in this conversation confused
Well this venting isn't only for bad things, it's for good things too, but it seems that bad things are all we're talking about, so I shall bring the goodness into here! <3
And I think the reason why you're in this conversation is because you care about us. :3
Think about it, most people just read it and really don't care, so they don't post.
But you read it and try to help us as much as possible! ^ o ^
i agree, we should talk about more good things here! although we tend to vent bad things more than good things probably because we like to hold on to those good feelings and get rid of those bad ones as soon as possible.
hm... i don't really have anything good to share here, every things just been the same as usual.. aw, thanks for the nice complement, but i always hated that. I love that other people can be kind, and i like the fact that i can bo too. Its just when you care about someone in a situation where you have to control on the outcome.... it just gets a little annoying sometimes.><
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:02 pm
Sonzai Hatsune Meelei Sonzai Hatsune Meelei Noticed I haven't been posting in here ever since Woodchuck left (:
Well just came by to vent about random things....
Today, I bit a person, because they were spreading rumors.
Today I also tore the hood off of that persons hoodie while he was wearing it, did it because he called me a bipolar freak >:0
I also called my teacher oppa, dunno why though...
And some cute guy bought me lunch today <3
Overall, i'm okay now.
How was your day? [feels like is talking to self] O w O;?
na, we're here, it just kinda got pretty quite after sofiya's French guy doesn't like her and wood chuck left you. ya know? I wonder why im the only guy here and how i got in this conversation confused
Well this venting isn't only for bad things, it's for good things too, but it seems that bad things are all we're talking about, so I shall bring the goodness into here! <3
And I think the reason why you're in this conversation is because you care about us. :3
Think about it, most people just read it and really don't care, so they don't post.
But you read it and try to help us as much as possible! ^ o ^
i agree, we should talk about more good things here! although we tend to vent bad things more than good things probably because we like to hold on to those good feelings and get rid of those bad ones as soon as possible.
hm... i don't really have anything good to share here, every things just been the same as usual.. aw, thanks for the nice complement, but i always hated that. I love that other people can be kind, and i like the fact that i can bo too. Its just when you care about someone in a situation where you have to control on the outcome.... it just gets a little annoying sometimes.><
Hmmmm... can't think of anything good at the moment ^^;
You should make another contest thingy, that'll be fun :D [totally off topic xD]
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:04 pm
Lol, yea. I plan to make another one when the singing contest is over, but im not really sure what the contest should be about confused any ideas? to be completely honest, your complement gave me a little boost. Thank you ^^
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:19 pm
I just wish more people would vote. I hope it doesn't stay at where it is right now. That would be kind of boring. You know what I mean?
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:19 pm
Sonzai Hatsune Lol, yea. I plan to make another one when the singing contest is over, but im not really sure what the contest should be about confused any ideas? to be completely honest, your complement gave me a little boost. Thank you ^^
I can only think of an art contest D:
I'll think of some tomorrow and probably i'll have a good idea :3
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Posted: Thu Apr 28, 2011 8:33 pm
Well,okay, this is probably going to be super long.. but I just have to vent my feelings somewhere you know? Well. This quarter, so far, I have two C's and I think two B's..? Well, that's not the point. The thing is.. I might not get on honor roll. And I am freaking out about it. Seriously. SER. I. OUS. LY. If I don't get first honors this year- heck, I'd be lucky to just get second honors- I will not get accepted into the high school I'd like to get into. My chances would go down the toilet. Ploop. Zero. And it would also totally break my seven year streak of always getting honors. I mean seriously. Seven, years. What I'm most afraid about is my parents. I mean, COME ON! My mom and dad would seriously chew me out. And I would get endless rantings and "tsk tsk"'s from my grandma. And no one likes that. I'm trembling at the thought of seeing my dad just look at me.... Brrr! And, yeah, I know it's really my fault. And I'm supposed to be responsible for it. And that I was pretty lazy on doing my homework. But hey. If my parents can go ahead and just leave popeyes on the table while they go to the gym or Japantown, it's not like I'd feel like doing my homework in that atmosphere. Heck, my dog cares more about our schoolwork. She peed on it once. Meh. I'm just taking advantage of this since I've got no one to vent to. I know I'm acting selfish. Why do you think I'm always so quiet at school? I've got so many problems on me, and it's true that there are people who try to help me, and there are others whose lives are way worse. But I just can't help but feel so alone. Alone enough to type this much. *shrug* Anyways, I've got to do mah homework. Peace~ -_- /
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 4:16 pm
Sofi says || Sorry... but what you just said seems REALLY weird to me... I mean... not getting on the honor roll isn't that big of a deal in my opinion and I don't get the whole "not getting into high school" thing.. but I can see why it's getting to you. You seem REALLY stressed.... I think what you really need is just to find some time for yourself and not study 24/7. & besides... Your life right now.. is basically like every asian person's life.. at least the ones living in Asia.
And I think you'll be able to get into high school & get your grades up as long as you just keep working hard these last two months. =]
Good Luck!!!
♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠
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Posted: Fri Apr 29, 2011 4:33 pm
Sofiya399
Sofi says || Sorry... but what you just said seems REALLY weird to me... I mean... not getting on the honor roll isn't that big of a deal in my opinion and I don't get the whole "not getting into high school" thing.. but I can see why it's getting to you. You seem REALLY stressed.... I think what you really need is just to find some time for yourself and not study 24/7. & besides... Your life right now.. is basically like every asian person's life.. at least the ones living in Asia.
And I think you'll be able to get into high school & get your grades up as long as you just keep working hard these last two months. =]
Good Luck!!!
♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠
:'D Yah. Asians. It's hard. AND THANKS.
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