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 Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 9:12 pm
 ☆ This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life ☆ Keiji rolled over onto his side, facing away from the jock and curling up slightly. "It's okay Koty-san...it's not your fault...." he muttered softly, his voice shaking. He was still a little frightened by Koty's attempt to reach inside his waistband. Instantly though, he felt like he had let Koty down. After all, he was the one who signalled that he would be okay with Koty touching him. He wanted Koty to touch him, but he couldn't explain why he didn't feel like he was ready for it tonight. "K-koty san...I should go home..." Keiji stammered, scrambling to get off the bed. "Thank you for having me tonight...I'm sorry for keeping you up this late..." Keiji picked up his own jacket from the floor. Throwing it over himself quickly, he headed towards the door. He couldn't look back at Koty. The jock's pained expression would ache Keiji's heart. ☆ The one we all dream of, but dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing ☆
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 9:20 pm
  ☆ I don't mind if you come home late
And I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume if there's a problem, you'd tell me ☆ When Keiji turned his back to Koty, the jock was seconds away from embracing the man but he jerked back when Keiji scrambled from the mattress. Koty instantly jolted towards the door pressing his back to the chipped wood with his eyes locking on Keiji. Worry hit his expression and it took all that Koty had to keep him standing. "P-please don't leave me." Those words struck something else, something deeper in Koty than the immediate situation, and the man slowly began to cry before dropping with a thud to his knees. ☆ But listen and think when I say-
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel?
Who loves you and knows you the way I do?
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do? ☆ { Current Ensemble}
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 10:31 am
☆ This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life ☆ Koty's instant movement to block the door certainly struck fear in Keiji's heart. But Koty's words that escape from his lips betrayed his actions. The momentary fear that clutched at Keiji's heart seemingly dissipated. It was replaced by a sense of guilt, and that guilt grew deeper upon hearing Koty's plea. "K-koty san?" Keiji stammered, getting on his own knees to help the jock up. "Don't be like this Koty-san..." Keiji's voice quivered, pulling the jock into his own arms. He didn't say anymore, but stood there holding Koty in his arms and stroking the jock's hair. ☆ The one we all dream of, but dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing ☆
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 11:18 am
☆ I don't mind if you come home late
And I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume if there's a problem, you'd tell me ☆ "Don't leave me. Please." The words that wailed from Koty's lips held such a deeper meaning than just the evident one of wanting Keiji to stay. The jock's body quaked and he weakly jerked his body from Keiji's hands pressing tightly to the door when the man pulled him to his feet. "Please Keiji. Please stay. I'm sorry." The jock sniffed and wiped the tears from his crystal blue eyes while he struggled to hold back the overwhelming sobs in his throat. "Please Keiji." ☆ But listen and think when I say-
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel?
Who loves you and knows you the way I do?
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do? ☆ { Current Ensemble}
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 1:37 pm
☆ This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life ☆ Keiji's resolve broke; Koty's tearful sobs was the last straw that melted his heart. With his thumb, Keiji gently wiped away the jock's tears and tugged him toward Koty's bed. He sat both of them down, wrapping an arm around Koty and pulling the other man close to him. Without saying anything, he held Koty in his arms and hoped it would ease Koty's sense of panic. "I'll stay Koty-san...I'll stay..." he murmured, running his fingers through the jock's hair. "I'll stay..." he repeated softly, pressing his lips to Koty's forehead. ☆ The one we all dream of, but dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing ☆
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 2:26 pm
☆ I don't mind if you come home late
And I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume if there's a problem, you'd tell me ☆ The embrace added a slight bit of comfort to Koty's panic and he grasp tightly to Keiji in an attempt to feel that embrace deeper. "Oh please Keiji. Please don't leave. I don't want to be alone." The words were all to familiar to Koty, the very same words he had wailed over his father's grave only a week prior to the day. The jock broke down in the man's arms and his sobs became squalls of pain though his grip never faltered from Keiji's shirt. ☆ But listen and think when I say-
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel?
Who loves you and knows you the way I do?
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do? ☆ { Current Ensemble}
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 7:31 pm
☆ This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life ☆ Keiji responded to Koty's tight grip by embracing the jock closer and hugging him with as much love as he could muster. "Shhh I won't leave Koty-san..." he whispered in the man's, stroking the man's broad back softly with his fingers. And Keiji began to realize that there was a deeper meaning to Koty's please; the jock must have had some traumatic memories resurface for him to be in such a deprecated state. Sighing softly, Keiji laid his own head on the jocks. He wouldn't leave Koty tonight or ever; a feeling of wanting to stay by the man's side overwhelmed Keiji. ☆ The one we all dream of, but dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing ☆
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Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 8:06 pm
☆ I don't mind if you come home late
And I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume if there's a problem, you'd tell me ☆ The jock began to rock in Keiji's grasp but he slowly regained his composure enough to straighten his back and look into Keiji's eyes with his blurred sapphire globes. The teen shivered from the chill his body had after the fear flushed from his body and guilt poured through him seeing how the other reacted to his breakdown. "Keiji, don't force yourself to stay. I don't want you to be here if you're uncomfortable. I was so stupid for m-making that move on you." A shiver rolled down Koty's spine and he gagged on his gasps feeling fully ashamed as the guilt from hsi actions washed over him like a scalding shower. ☆ But listen and think when I say-
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel?
Who loves you and knows you the way I do?
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do? ☆ { Current Ensemble}
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2011 11:46 am
☆ This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life ☆ Keeping his arm wrapped around the jock's waist, Keiji allowed Koty's head to rest on his own shoulder as he held the man in his embrace. "If I was uncomfortable Koty-san..." Keiji muttered under his breath "I wouldn't have agreed to come over tonight in the first place." He paused for a second, his voice softening cosniderably. Looking down at the man in his arms, he closed his eyes and gently pressed his lips to the man's soft hair. Moments later, Keiji sighed and pulled back. His lips curving into a small smile, he spoke again. This time, the truth was going to spill. There was no longer any reason to hide his fear from Koty. "Koty-san...my best friend back home... now ex-best friend...he did some things to me. If it's okay...please don't ask more," Keiji spoke quickly, his words a blur. It was a topic he tried to avoided at all costs, but he wanted Koty to understand. ☆ The one we all dream of, but dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing ☆
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2011 8:50 pm
☆ I don't mind if you come home late
And I don't ever ask you where you've been
I just assume if there's a problem, you'd tell me ☆ Keiji's confession felt like a knife through Koty's heart that seemed to carve throughout his body before the jock fully collapsed onto his mattress feeling fully ashamed with the need to distance himself from the other male for a moment. Koty's heart sank deep into his chest and the teen pushed his hands over his tear stained eyes knowing what he'd done was unforgivable. With a slight whimper, Koty turned onto his side and pulled his knees to his chest before opening his mouth with a whispered "I'm sorry." Before closing his mouth and eyes letting the pain from advancing on Keiji take it's toll on his already trembling body; almost seeing his father's disappointment from the heavens through the darkness created by his eye lids that continued leaking in regret. ☆ But listen and think when I say-
Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel?
Who loves you and knows you the way I do?
Who touches you and holds you quite like I do? ☆ { Current Ensemble}
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