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 Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:04 pm
"Don't cry again!" It came out more rough than Bakura had meant it to and he groaned softly. "Don't cry, I'm not angry at you so don't get so damn upset."
Bakura ran his hand through Yugi's hair, trying to clam the smaller boy down. "It's...it's hard for me, do you understand Yugi? I'm not like you, I can't be alright? I'm not use to all this yet." Bakura sighed once more, hoping that Yugi understood what he was tryig to say.
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:08 pm
"When you yell at me, you're angry..." Yuugi whimpered, "Like my dad. He yelled.. I didn't like it." He clung to Bakura, "Please don't hit me or anything. I promise I won't do it ever again.. I won't even say it again.. I won't say it."
He had completely ignored what Bakura had said, "Just please don't leave me here tomorrow. All by myself. I don't want to stay here by myself..."
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:17 pm
"Damnit..." Bakura mumbled and put his hand under Yugi's chin to make the boy look up. "Yugi listen to me. I am not going to hit you. I would never hit you. I yell and acted pissed, it's how I am but I'm not angry at you and I won't leave you."
He wipped away Yugi's tears and tried to smile. "See? I'm not mad. So don't cry any more. I've never could be angry at you, promise."
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:27 pm
Yuugi was still whimpering, trying to earn back Bakura's affection.
"Never?" He asked, as though he didn't believe it.
"Why did you yell at me if you weren't angry? I don't like it when other people yell... Mama didn't like it, either.." Yuugi's eyes welled up again.
"Please hold me, I don't want to think about it anymore. Please? I'll do anything for that. I'll make you breakfast tomorrow. Or I'll give you all the blankets.. Or all the pillow."
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:38 pm
"I don't know why, I just do. Maybe I am angry at something but it isn't you." Bakura frowned as he listen to Yugi speak. It seems so backwards, that someone as kind as Yugi came from such a bad family and someone as messed up as him came from a loving one.
"You don't have to give me anything." He pulled Yugi close, holding the small boy just as he asked. "Just try not to cry anymore."
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:43 pm
Yuugi gave him soft kisses on the cheek. But he was silent.
"I'll try not to cry.." He whispered, "I promise. I won't ever again." He wiped at his eyes and nose with the back of his dirty, white sweatshirt sleeve.
"I promise forever!" He whispered, giving Bakura more kisses on the cheek. He just clung to and kissed Bakura. He loved Bakura so much, but he was scared to say it now, so he wouldn't.
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Posted: Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:53 pm
Bakura gave Yugi a half smile. "So many promises just for me. Why do you bother?" He almost kissed Yugi back, but in the end couldn't bring himself to do it, he just wasn't there yet.
"I'll try not to yell so much when your around. I can't promise anything, only that'll I'll try."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 7:50 pm
"Because I lo-" Yuugi caught himself halfway through the word.
Bakura didn't like that word.
"It's because I want you to be happy." Yuugi couldn't help but cringe at his earlier mistake. Bakura had promised he woudln't hit Yuugi, but Bakura seemed like a time-bomb. Besides, he had hit Yami before. It wasn't like there was anything stopping him.
"I'm sorry." Yuugi whispered after awhile, "I didn't mean to say it, I promise."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 9:51 pm
"Don't be sorry, you didn't do anything." Bakura said as he shook his head. "And don't do that either, start acting like me. You be who you are and say what you want."
He pushed Yugi's bangs back so he could look him in the eyes. "Don't ever turn out like me, there's not enough room for two ******** ups here."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 9:56 pm
"But, Baku, I promised not to..." Yuugi whispered, "I promised. I can't go back on that. I promised I wouldn't say them ever again."
Though Yuugi said them in his mind.
"And, tomorrow, I'll make you breakfast. And you'll want me to be happy, too." He smiled, "You'll want to hold my hand... And you'll never ever hit me. And then we'll go to a house and live there. And we'll get married, Baku. Married!" He buried his head into Bakura's chest.
"It's because I kept my promise and was good to you. I won't ever do anything wrong to you. I promise. I promise, promise."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 10:35 pm
Bakura sighed as he held Yugi. "You need therapy. Yugi, don't promise stuff like that. It's not bad to say those words, it's...hard for me to say them. I just don't talk like that and I want you to say what you want."
"If you really want to make me happy than just promise that you'll be yourself." Bakura looked down at Yugi while the other boy nuzzled his chest. "Can you do that for me?"
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 10:49 pm
"Okay, I promise I'll be myself." Yuugi said, "Because I want you to be happy."
Yuugi still wouldn't use the "L" word. You couldn't just go back on your promises like that.
"And you'll want to be with me.." Yuugi whispered, hushed and muffled against Bakura's shirt, "You'll always want me to be happy."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 11:01 pm
"I already do want you to be happy Yugi." Bakura let his chin rest on the top of Yugi's head. "And trust me, if I didn't want to be with you I wouldn't be here now. I'm real good at disappearing, I'm sure you know that now."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 11:06 pm
"Baku... Do you want to play?" Yuugi asked. He wasn't so sure he was sleepy anymore.
"Please? Can we play? I won't do anything wrong." He looked up at Bakura, or tried to.
"We can wrestle. I used to do that when I was a kid..." So he lied. Big deal. He'd never done it as a kid. But he didn't want to sound like some kind of sex-hungry pervert.
"Are you too tired? If you are, that's fine, too."
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 11:15 pm
Bakura looked at Yugi with a raised eyebrow. "What? Okay, now you're really not making sense. One, it's late and two wrestle? I didn't know we were five years olds." He mumbled, although he smirked a bit at Yugi.
"I spent half the day running around and hopping buses, plus I have to take care of that stuff in the morning. All I want is sleep and if you're coming with you need to sleep too."
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